TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Mooshidog]

I know I've posted a lot on here in the past few days, but I've gotten worse.
Something hit me last night and I cried for almost 2 hours. Whenever I see myself in a mirror I just think of how ugly I am and that im a failure. I don't want to be all alone but it really feels like I will be. It's getting to that point. I don't know what to do. I feel like a burden. I feel like I'm too annoying.

[Winstalgia]

I can't read my own feelings.


I want to say it.

But how come I can't?

If I do, I could get in trouble. But I've been holding it in for weeks. No, months. It doesn't feel right not saying it.

[mean&gay]

i muttered something under my breath. it was stupid. dad asked what i said, and i didn't wanna say it because it was stupid. he then proceeded to yell into my face, which caused me to forget what i had said. he thinks i just didn't wanna tell him, which is how it was at first, but he wouldn't drop it, and he yelled, and i forgot. i was literally shaking i was frozen i couldn't even speak he was just yelling at me and then he went off ranting about me to mum meanwhile i'm here having damn near panic attack. i've never been that scared in my own home before. i don't even want to leave my room and i cant stop crying what the hell is this.

someone talk to me please i really need someone.

[symbols]

I have nothing left to give.

[v1s10ns]

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[phoca]

I am devastated. My friends and classmates were in a bus accident going to Bamfield and two of them have died. This was their first year of university. I sat beside some of them in class. Now they are gone. I don't know what to do.

[onion]

great! now i look like the immature one! the blame is on me as always now! im really scared! thanks!

[Lanrete]

I build so much up inside me only to never get to let it out because I'm around my family most of the time, and the only time I get to cry is when I'm in my room and I whine about how nobody will ever hear or help me. My mind has gone to the worst places too many times to count. It isn't even worth it, and I'm not afraid anymore for myself, but instead for others and making them as happy as possible whilst numbing or ignoring my own pains. What's the point? It doesn't help that I care for someone who throws me away to talk to other people that she probably likes more than me. All I want to do is please her and then stay quiet and alone when she isn't talking to me. I've started doing that and it shouldn't feel right. Control shouldn't feel right to me.

[SolsticeTheBanana]

Another night, another break down. I dont want to cry again tonight.
This is just like 2017-18 all over again. But this time my closest support system has abandoned and avoids me. For no reason? Thanks.

[dawnchu]

i'm sorry, i suck.