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[groenii]

T_T
So I had to re-sit an essay assignment that I failed the first time.
I actually worked hard on that essay and it was one of those smaller ones which I was not supposed to fail because I had passed much much bigger and more difficult essays before. I also failed because of something super dumb, like something that even a first-year wouldn't mess up ;.;
I submitted the re-sit it yesterday and I worked hard on it but I just discovered I made a stupid mistake again. The bad part about this is that I'll have to redo the course if I fail which means I'll be delayed by a year.
Whyyyyy.

don't worry about it!! my partner failed part of his course at uni and made the same mistake the second time around but he passed!! you'll do fantastic, just remember to breathe and take time for yourself otherwise you'll stress yourself out and nobody wants that for you!!

Thank you
I know it may work out and taking a year longer is not the end of the world. I feel better now. Thanks!

[Bingpuppy]

Well actually I have a problem of my own..


I am a Highly sensitive person, yes, that IS the scientific word, and this is basically just a condition where you have extreme sensitivity.
Well, included in package of being a highly sensitive person, is that you take things WAY to personally, and people can easily hurt your feelings, when they don't even mean to! Well lets just say that just happened, can I have a virtual hug please? :3

[fika.]

hello all!
so i am happy to say i am feeling slightly better,
so i decided to reply to you guys (from page 830 and up!)

so, I was going to back out of cutting my hair, but I did it.
I've got bangs now, all across my forehead, something I haven't had since I was a little girl.
It's a HUGE change and everyone I've seen so far (my mother, the lady who did my hair and
the other stylists in the room, and my cousin) say it looks good. And I know it looks good, but
it's so different right now that it almost makes me think it looks ugly. If that makes any sense.
I know once I adjust to it, I'll like it, but tomorrow at school is going to be hell.
The first day after my drastic changes is always the hardest. I'm worried.
Ahhh I know it'll be okay, but my anxiety likes to keep me on my toes ;u;
Thanks anxiety.

yayy!
if everyone says it looks good, i'm sure it does!
you look beautiful no matter what^^
how was school? did they treat you well?
i hope you're doing okay!
i'm sure you're totally rockin' the hair style.<3

lmao i should just go away. im sorry for making such a mess, i'm an idiot.
can't wait to see how much hate i'll get for it (((:

and hopefully you got none!
no one deserves hate, even if they messed up.
please remember we are all only human, and everyone
makes mistakes! there is no need to call yourself an idiot for it,
and you are not a mess. you're perfectly fine the way you are!
good luck<3

I'm tired of pretending to him that he didn't break my heart.
I told him I understood...
That he loved her....
But it still hurts that he lied to me.
Led me to believe he loved me.
I want to tell him that I lied too.
About saying I knew he loved her the whole time.
I had suspicions...
But I really didn't think he would... Do that to me...

isn't love such a pain in the bum?
i hope you feel better than what you did when you posted this.
don't tell him that it's all good and dandy when it's clearly not.
let him know he can't play with peoples hearts like that! no one is a toy,
no heart should be tossed around and thrown across the floor
like we meant nothing to someone.
i hope all will be okay for you <3

You know something is wrong with you when you spent the last three nights crying yourself to sleep
You know something is wrong with you when all you want to do is apologise for your existence
You know something is wrong with you when you are afraid of your own mistakes destroying your life long after they happened
You know something is wrong with you when you forget things, important things, no matter how hard you try to remember
You know something is wrong with you when you can rarely gather the strength to talk to people you just met, or feeling a ton of pressure from their questions
You know something is wrong with you when you can't even have a normal conversation with your family
You know something is wrong with you when you say sorry because you feel like if you don't they will hate you...yell at you...or hit you
You know something is wrong with you when you feel like you deserve to be in pain...either mentally or physically
You know something is wrong with you when your dreams are filled with nightmares
You know something is wrong with you when you are stressed but still do nothing anyway
You know something is wrong with you when you have no friends and you keep losing them so quickly
You know something is wrong with you when it feels like the room is moving, your palms are sweaty, you can hardly breathe, and you can feel the ground
You know something is wrong with you when you just feel numb...you can't seem to move...and you can hear only the ticking of the clock....
But I can't tell anyone...they won't believe me

hey boo,
we've all been there.
we've all had our ups and downs, and sadly
you're experiencing a major down in life right now.
but hey, guess what!
the sun shall rise tomorrow, and you will wake up smiling
and thinking "i made another day", and you will do that everyday.
be happy for the small things in life, smile at a stranger, give a kid
your attention if they're crying. help a stranger out.
it'll help you be happier.
if you are having a panic attack,
i have loads of things (breath with it) that can help with your anxiety and panic attacks.
each word has a different thing to help you.
you will be okay.
you are strong.
we're always here for you <3

I need one day where I don't think ever action I make through.
It's stressful to lack an escape. To just give up and let what happens happen.
Go with the flow for once instead of fighting the current on everything.
And all of my people I can talk about this with are either asleep for class tomorrow or just offline.

take a day break.
you'll be okay! you won't miss much in the world.
take a mental day to restrengthen your brain and
so you can feel fresh. you don't need to think everything
through, as that may make you feel like you messed up if it didn't
go the way you planned.
everything will be okay,
good luck <3

anyone know cures for paranoia?
i get rifled over the smallest things. ever since summer 2015 when my mom came into a close call with death after a horrible injury,
i've been so paranoid about everything ever since. i really, really thought she was going to die.
i swear,--
if someone's a few minutes late to get home, i jump to the conclusion that they got in a car crash or were kidnapped.
when i hear my parents talk, i eavesdrop or hang around to ensure that they're not fighting.
if someone's sick or has been sitting for a while, i check in on them every hour to ensure that they're still breathing.
if someone declines talking to me for only a few hours, i figure that they hate me now and my relationship is over with that person.
when i hear a low rumble, it's usually a plane - and yet i pray that it's not an earthquake.

i hate living in earthquake country.
also, i had the tsunami dream again. i know others' problems are much worse than mine -- if anyone can tell me something so i'll feel a little better, i really need human touch right now.
thank you. and i'm sorry.

heyyy why are you apologising?:(
it's okay to be paranoid. it shows you're alive.
here is a page i found to help you :D
i hope you're okay <3

i'm having horrible double vision
it's normal for me but its never been this bad
and a headache because of that
told my parents already but the appointment isn't until febuary
i can't ;v;

just take a breather and relax for a moment,
it may just be a bit of stress causing it.
lie down whenever you feel a moment like this come up,
and try to control your breathing.
i hope you're okay <3

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I feel like I don't know who I am. I know who everyone else thinks I am, who I pretend to be, and who I want to be, but where's the compromise? I'm lost between these different versions of myself. I don't know which one is the true one, or if there even is one.

be who you want to be!
don't be who everyone wants you to be,
and DEFINITELY don't pretend to be someone else!
we all love you for you!
if no one loves you for you, drop 'em.
you're not worth them.
you deserve so much more.
just be you.
we love you c:

i keep wakimg up and im in so much pain
the exam is in 3 days im not ready but i cant even work

schedule it out
an hour of studying - 25 minutes break - hour of studying - 25 minute break
repeat.
reward yourself after everytime you get to a certain point;
whether it's by reading a chapter of your favourite book or
eating your favourite snack, maybe having your favourite drink!
it'll help motivate you.
you'll ace that exam!
just stay calm and don't panic during it, as that
can cause a brain fart ^^
good luck <3

now my friend's quit cs i feel so weird not talking to anyone on here, rarely any private messages.
i just wish she stayed.

i can be your friend!
sometimes being online isn't healthy for people,
they may have quit for that reason.
i'm sure you'll be fine after a while
good luck <3

im so sorry if this is unintelligable i just cant od anything right now im so sorry

i jsut had another paralysis and i dont know whats real im so scared im going to fall asleep again i knew it wasnt him i knew it waSnt real but for some reason my mind still eblieved it waws

please dont pm me i already had somoene calm me down and it hasnt worked so i jsut yeah please dont pm

hey i know i'm a million years too late but
you'll be okay.
o.
k.
a.
y.
no one is out to get you
no one is out to hurt you
no one is out for you
only the people who love and care about you
and we're all here for you, okay?
if you are having a panic attack,
i have loads of things (breath with it) that can help with your anxiety and panic attacks.
each word has a different thing to help you.
good luck <3

just stressed, feel free to ignore this.

Well I'm starting school back up again today, I didn't couldn't go to sleep because I had anxiety about not waking up to my alarms. My mom woke me up about half an hour ago (I was already awake because no sleep) and I just started crying, just because I couldn't sleep, just because my anxiety won't let me relax, just because I'm done...

i shall not ignore this!
if you are having a panic attack,
i have loads of things (breath with it) that can help with your anxiety and panic attacks.
each word has a different thing to help you.
school can be difficult,
try and go to sleep early tonight.
going to sleep early can help you freshen up and relax you.
maybe take a warm shower/bath?
drink a warm drink and read a bit before going to bed.
i have many great book suggestions if you're looking for one!
you'll be okay and we are all here for you.
if you get stressed tomorrow talk to your guardian about it,
they can help guide you better than i can c:
good luck <3

I need comfort
help..

first, that image is adorable.
second, my comfort is here for you.
i'm proud of you for whatever is going on in your life c:
good luck <3

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I don't know why but I feel really upset.. I can't sleep.. It's almost 4am and I haven't slept at all.. There's no triggers

read!
drink a warm drink!
eat!
walk around!
being online won't help you sleep,
and i hope you get enough sleep later on.
you'll be okay!
good luck <3

This head/neck ache has been lasting for 5 days now and its not really getting any better. Everyone is pretty sure that the cancer came back which if its true could be really bad this time, I've already gotten radiotherapy and all the chemo I can get PLUS some extra. I really really REALLY hope that its just a really bad headache or something minor...

And now its back but worse. Great x-x

you'll be okay
you should really go talk to a doctor about it
don't worry
i'm sure you're okay
<3
if you need some support go here, they're amazing
and it's what they are there for.
we're all here for you and to support you!

We just found out my grandfather has lung cancer.. great.

cancer is so hard to deal with,
if you need some support go here, they're amazing
and it's what they are there for.
my family and i use it so much.
you and your family will be okay.
good luck to your grandfather <3

Uhm, so... This is actually not about me, but it still worries me greatly.

Not too long ago, a random person on another site chatted a friend of mine up.
They joked around, although the person seemed a little... strange, to be completely honest.
He didn't think much of it up until now, but he messaged me just now, stating that the person is beginning to really unsettle him.
See, he jokingly refers to himself as Samael, an archangel of death if you're not good with that kind of stuff.
It's kind of a part of him by now, I even call him that in real life, but it's obvious that it's just a nickname and he doesn't actually believe himself to be an angel. He isn't religious in the conventional sense either, which is also stated on his page, so there's literally no reason to really associate him with something like that.
So, my friend was joking, but that person always seemed to take the jokes a little too serious, you know?

And now... Oh god, the last message he showed me that the person wrote for him actually makes me worry for that person's health?
Not claiming that they are not sane, it might just be another joke, but I can tell you that their behaviour always seemed kind of odd to me, too?
And neither of us really know what to do since we don't know the person in real life, nor do we have any clue how to help if they are actually in need of help?
So, if someone, anyone has time, maybe message me?
I can show you a screenshot if you want to because hell, we really have no idea how to react to stuff like that.

And I'm sorry if this sounds really weird and unbelievable but I have no idea where else to ask at the moment.
All I know is that I want to help somehow, neither of us two want anything to happen to that person if we can prevent it somehow.

block them,
don't answer them again.
they seem strange, and if you don't feel
comfortable talking to them then don't.
they might be dangerous.
also tell someone about them.
good luck <3

well i messed up today at school, my first bloody day, and i didn't understand anything in computing and my teacher doesn't explain it properly.
i now have to, on top of everything else, research the topic to make sure I understand it better.
i was blanked out by my partner in biology, and same again in chemistry. wonderful feeling.
i am literally on the edge of talking to my friends and telling them everything but i know that they won't understand what being nonbinary means, and i know they won't respect my pronouns. they'll just think it's some phase that ill grow out of.
plus
and my good old anxiety is kicking in, i messed up my speech in front of several friends today and it keeps relaying in my head, what I should have done and how i shouldn't have acted so stupid. they probably think im not worth their time now aha????
I can't even speak to any of my online friends or my girlfriend because im afraid of messing up despite, for the majority, not having to speak.
im done, im just done, i don't know why im doing this anymore. you know that feeling when you just want to disappear...?

I know this isn't as bad as other people's problems but i just needed to get that off my chest,,

@blink i needed that, thank you ;u; <3

everyone messes up,
and it's okay.
no one will remember it by next week.
and just remember!
this time next year people won't even remember how
they acted either, so you're okay.
no one probably noticed, either.
you're not stupid.
go speak to your friends and girlfriend!
they may want to speak to you, and it can stop them
from worrying about you c:
good luck <3

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T_T
So I had to re-sit an essay assignment that I failed the first time.
I actually worked hard on that essay and it was one of those smaller ones which I was not supposed to fail because I had passed much much bigger and more difficult essays before. I also failed because of something super dumb, like something that even a first-year wouldn't mess up ;.;
I submitted the re-sit it yesterday and I worked hard on it but I just discovered I made a stupid mistake again. The bad part about this is that I'll have to redo the course if I fail which means I'll be delayed by a year.
Whyyyyy.

if you retake it again, take a deep
breath when you do it, and don't rush!
i'm sure you'll do great!
don't stress too much, okay?
i'm sure you'll be doing fine!
i'm proud of you for getting through this c:

I don't even know what's happening anymore.

My best friend, or I guess she's my ex-bestfriend now, started talking crap about me behind my back recently.
Well, today she went too freaking far.

She started telling people that I'm lying about people bullying me and that when complain about my teachers that I'm just begging for attention when I literally have FIVE OTHER PEOPLE BACKING ME.

Not to mention today in the lunch line she literally stood by and WATCHED as people made fun of me and did NOTHING about it. She was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! There is no way she couldn't have heard them!

I nearly called my mom to bring me home early because I am just so tired of everyone in this school being mean to me!

NEGATIVE PEOPLE.
ERRR. X 'EM OUT. BIG NO NO.
YOU DON'T DESERVE THEM.
they're putting you in a bad mood.
dump 'em on the street.
you're amazing and tell someone
(possibly a guardian) that this is going on,
as it can put an end to it all. i hope it all turns
out great for you, you honestly deserve it <3

so i'm scrolling down my clan profile on flight rising and decided to check back onto chicken smoothie like i usually do, clicking the link i put on my page of my account to switch back and forth easily. except when i press the link, it says "this user does not exist", which of course led me to believe that the link was broken, except it's not. this is probably a pathetic excuse to be upset but i am, and i just needed to get that out. a hug would be nice, as i'm sitting at my computer close to tears because of this.

it is not pathetic!

all da hugs for you.
you're okay!
no need to apologise!
i hope you're doing okay now <3

Well actually I have a problem of my own..


I am a Highly sensitive person, yes, that IS the scientific word, and this is basically just a condition where you have extreme sensitivity.
Well, included in package of being a highly sensitive person, is that you take things WAY to personally, and people can easily hurt your feelings, when they don't even mean to! Well lets just say that just happened, can I have a virtual hug please? :3

virtual hug coming RIGHT up!

i am quite sensitive too.
but don't worry about it!
it's part of human nature.
we're all proud of you for living with this and
i hope everyone is nice to you <3

as to everyone going through something;
i may or may not have said this but:
I. AM. EXTREMELY. PROUD. OF. YOU.
we all have our own problems and they are all
icky and gross but we're all human too so it's okay.
if you ever need anything my inbox is ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS
open and never feel embarrassed or apologise for messaging me, okay?^^

hugs to everyone!

[incarnate]

Just stressed and kind of down today..

Last February I was in the middle of getting my Nursing degree when my spine literally gave out on me one weekend and I woke up unable to walk or even sit up on my own. Found out I had spinal stenosis, scoliosis, degenerative disc disease, and five herniated discs in my lower back. Had to go for emergency surgery and Nursing school was over for me. I thought my dreams of becoming a nurse where over for me then and there.. I mean.. There's even this joke that goes: What do you call a nurse with a bad back? Unemployed.

But I really fought hard to come back after the surgery and get back into school.. And, surprisingly enough, I made it and I've been physically cleared to enter back into the Nursing program. I start back on Monday.
I guess I'm just terrified that my spine won't hold out for me. My neurosurgeon wasn't exactly optimistic with my outlook. He'd never seen a spine that looked that bad in someone who was my age. He told me I was going to need many more surgeries over my lifetime. He wanted to talk to me about the possibility about going on disability.. But I'm young! I just can't.. I need to live a life worth living..

I'm just scared because I want so badly to make it through this program and get into this career that I've been dreaming of for years now. And It's been a year and I'm already tired of dealing with this chronic pain that's going to follow me for the rest of my life. I feel life I've dealt with this okay so far but right now I just feel the weight of it.. Of how unfair it all is.. And I know life is unfair. I know it..

And it doesn't help that the person I would normally talk to about this stuff is deployed overseas right now. He's been gone four months so there's also the worrying about him that's consistently on my mind. Where he is I can't contact him to even know if he's okay.. That's messing with me.

Sorry.. That's a lot longer than I planned it to be..
TL;DR: I'm just a bit of a mess at the moment. But I'll get through it.

[flowery]

im kinda scared and nervous about going to school tomorrow?? im kinda on my period (sorryif thats like tmi ':0 ) and its been pretty heavy and i hate going to the toilets cause whenever i go in people always whisper "is that a boy or girl" "why is there a boy in here?" or something?its because i have short hair?? and im female? and i get really nervous and anxious and just feel really bad for the rest of the day whenever i hear someone say something like that, because it makes me think thats what everyone is thinking? and i just get really self conscious, and i feel really selfish when i complain about people calling me a boy or wondering what y gender is because there is some people who wish people saw them as the opposite gender or neither so im really sorry if i sound selfish <:0
sorry for the long rant im just super nervous about tomorrow :' 0

also hugs for anyone who needs one!

[amaoretto]

just stressed, feel free to ignore this.

Well I'm starting school back up again today, I didn't couldn't go to sleep because I had anxiety about not waking up to my alarms. My mom woke me up about half an hour ago (I was already awake because no sleep) and I just started crying, just because I couldn't sleep, just because my anxiety won't let me relax, just because I'm done...

i shall not ignore this!
if you are having a panic attack,
i have loads of things (breath with it) that can help with your anxiety and panic attacks.
each word has a different thing to help you.
school can be difficult,
try and go to sleep early tonight.
going to sleep early can help you freshen up and relax you.
maybe take a warm shower/bath?
drink a warm drink and read a bit before going to bed.
i have many great book suggestions if you're looking for one!
you'll be okay and we are all here for you.
if you get stressed tomorrow talk to your guardian about it,
they can help guide you better than i can c:
good luck <3

thank you so much! these did help a lot, they're all so calming and clear my nerves
i'm going to see if i can sleep tonight, if not i'll tell a guardian

[kiwikweenie]

im kinda scared and nervous about going to school tomorrow?? im kinda on my period (sorryif thats like tmi ':0 ) and its been pretty heavy and i hate going to the toilets cause whenever i go in people always whisper "is that a boy or girl" "why is there a boy in here?" or something?its because i have short hair?? and im female? and i get really nervous and anxious and just feel really bad for the rest of the day whenever i hear someone say something like that, because it makes me think thats what everyone is thinking? and i just get really self conscious, and i feel really selfish when i complain about people calling me a boy or wondering what y gender is because there is some people who wish people saw them as the opposite gender or neither so im really sorry if i sound selfish <:0
sorry for the long rant im just super nervous about tomorrow :' 0

also hugs for anyone who needs one!

oh my gosh i hate going to the bathroom on my period. its the worst.
but ya gotta do what you gotta do, right? I'm sure your short hair is beautiful and maybe people get confused sometimes, i hope they don't mean to offend you

by THE WAY I love the ponyo hugs <33

[fika.]

Just stressed and kind of down today..

Last February I was in the middle of getting my Nursing degree when my spine literally gave out on me one weekend and I woke up unable to walk or even sit up on my own. Found out I had spinal stenosis, scoliosis, degenerative disc disease, and five herniated discs in my lower back. Had to go for emergency surgery and Nursing school was over for me. I thought my dreams of becoming a nurse where over for me then and there.. I mean.. There's even this joke that goes: What do you call a nurse with a bad back? Unemployed.

But I really fought hard to come back after the surgery and get back into school.. And, surprisingly enough, I made it and I've been physically cleared to enter back into the Nursing program. I start back on Monday.
I guess I'm just terrified that my spine won't hold out for me. My neurosurgeon wasn't exactly optimistic with my outlook. He'd never seen a spine that looked that bad in someone who was my age (I'm 21). He told me I was going to need many more surgeries over my lifetime. He wanted to talk to me about the possibility about going on disability.. But I'm 21! I just can't.. I need to live a life worth living..

I'm just scared because I want so badly to make it through this program and get into this career that I've been dreaming of for years now. And It's been a year and I'm already tired of dealing with this chronic pain that's going to follow me for the rest of my life. I feel life I've dealt with this okay so far but right now I just feel the weight of it.. Of how unfair it all is.. And I know life is unfair. I know it..

And it doesn't help that the person I would normally talk to about this stuff is deployed overseas right now. He's been gone four months so there's also the worrying about him that's consistently on my mind. Where he is I can't contact him to even know if he's okay.. That's messing with me.

Sorry.. That's a lot longer than I planned it to be..
TL;DR: I'm just a bit of a mess at the moment. But I'll get through it.

you know what i say?
live your life!
so many times someone has proved doctors wrong abot
their health, and there was this one girl who had half her brain removed.
look at this video.
most inspiring and motivational thing i've ever seen if i'm honest.
but go easy!
go slow, take your time.
i am sure people will understand why you're moving slowly or not bending down,
it puts your health at risk.
i honestly hope you don't have to go through loads of surgeries,
no one deserves that.
i hope your back heals as quick as possible.
i am proud of you <3

im kinda scared and nervous about going to school tomorrow?? im kinda on my period (sorryif thats like tmi ':0 ) and its been pretty heavy and i hate going to the toilets cause whenever i go in people always whisper "is that a boy or girl" "why is there a boy in here?" or something?its because i have short hair?? and im female? and i get really nervous and anxious and just feel really bad for the rest of the day whenever i hear someone say something like that, because it makes me think thats what everyone is thinking? and i just get really self conscious, and i feel really selfish when i complain about people calling me a boy or wondering what y gender is because there is some people who wish people saw them as the opposite gender or neither so im really sorry if i sound selfish <:0
sorry for the long rant im just super nervous about tomorrow :' 0

-snip-

it's fine to be nervous!
they're icky things girls HAVE to deal with.
if you're worried about going to the toilet too often,
wear double padding! it'll help a bunch.
also, ignore what people say.
you rock.
and i bet your hairstyle is wicked.
i want short hair, but i could never pull it off lol.
if it gets too a certain extent where it's too much,
make a joke out of it and tape paper to your back saying
"I AM A GIRL"
you'll do great tomorrow, and hopefully it's not very heavy.
good luck <3

[dori.]

just stressed/upset i guess


so for a few weeks now i've been doing online school since i can't attend a normal public school due to my heart condition.
since i started i've only been doing tuesday and wednesdays lessons, science and art. we "broke up" the week before christmas and today was my first day back online. it did go well but at the end of the lesson i had to stick around because the teacher was gonna call my mum. when she did call i get told i have to do monday, tuesday and wednesdays lessons. i've never been in mondays (english) class before and i know this is way too much for me to take on right now since i'm just going to end up falling asleep, handing in stuff late and being stressed in general.

plus it only leaves 2 days of free time for me to relax/hang out with my best friend. i can't start this presentation thats supposed to be in soon. i don't remember what we're supposed to be doing either i just aaahhhhh.

i just need a hug i guess? i'm just so stressed, my health isn't great at all right now

and for the record i have memory loss.

[flowery]

thank you @kiwikween and @blink 182! you guys have helped me a lot! c' : thank you so much and i hope you guys have a great day/night <3 <3

just stressed/upset i guess


so for a few weeks now i've been doing online school since i can't attend a normal public school due to my heart condition.
since i started i've only been doing tuesday and wednesdays lessons, science and art. we "broke up" the week before christmas and today was my first day back online. it did go well but at the end of the lesson i had to stick around because the teacher was gonna call my mum. when she did call i get told i have to do monday, tuesday and wednesdays lessons. i've never been in mondays (english) class before and i know this is way too much for me to take on right now since i'm just going to end up falling asleep, handing in stuff late and being stressed in general.

plus it only leaves 2 days of free time for me to relax/hang out with my best friend. i can't start this presentation thats supposed to be in soon. i don't remember what we're supposed to be doing either i just aaahhhhh.

i just need a hug i guess? i'm just so stressed, my health isn't great at all right now

and for the record i have memory loss.

Oh dude! I'm sure you'll do great! you just gotta keep trying and if you get too stressed you could always tell your mum that its making you a little/ a lot stressed out c : and it sucks that you only have two days to hang out with your best friend but im sure you'll have fun in those two days and you can always talk to them online if you can c : hoped this helped just a little, you'll do amazing! and i hope you dont get too stressed out heres a hug!