TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Winstalgia]

here I am sitting at the table alone while literally all my friends are at the park for a monthly event I haven't been able to go to in months.

My mom originally said i could go if I had a ride. Okay, no problem, I got a ride there and back. Then all the sudden I need to score an 85 on my final biology exam? Screw it I might as well not go and even after doing it I can't go. I barely got past the grade needed to not fail the damn thing.

I'm just so pissed right now and bored. I don't feel like doing anything I'm just - smh

I feel stupid crying over not being able to go somewhere but whatever

[TwilightBard]

My most caring grandma passed yesterday. I just found out about this, I'm not sad nor happy, I know she was suffering and wanted to go to heaven at last, but I just wish she could've stayed with us longer. She's technically alive, but they're just keeping her heart beating, in my mom's belief, she's already an angel. We're taking her cat soon, so she has someone always around for her. Since she's in a hospice they gladly showed her the poem I made about her when she had woken up for a brief period, I'm so happy she got to see it in this world. Typing this made me feel better about this situation.

[deoxyribonucleic]

hi comfort corner im back who missed me whkjsdhfk

LAYS DOWN god i wanna say smth but its not even worth it i just
thats not me. its not. thats not who i am its not its not its not
its fine its great

ive had such a godawful week and its hard enough to say what i mean because no one ever understands me im trying to communicate in a way where i dont get misinterpreted all the time but im just bad at this whole talk thing!!!! maybe i should be quiet
its not what i mean its not at all im sorry it came off that way im sorry just PLEASE listen bc thats not who i am i know its not and i need you to know that too

what is wrong with me wjhjkashjkcbgkjdf
its not worth it but im not a bad person im not i dont want to be and im not im a little stupid, a little slow, a little bad at a lot of things

im perish

[skyline]

i haven't felt genuinely happy in at least a week. this scares me.

[cribunni]

i've had feelings for her for SO long. she avoids looking at me
entirely. i don't know why i thought i had a chance, really. i honestly really want a relationship right now. like, i know i'm young and probably emotionally unstable, but i crave new relationships, friends and maybe even romantic. but i'm so damn scared. what do i do?

[symbols]

my stomach does not agree

[farewell]

Well, now that that’s out of the way, I feel a lot better. Part of me is still apprehensive about this whole impulsive decision but my gut is telling me that it’s the right thing to do. It’s the only thing that will lead to a better future.

[TwilightBard]

I've lost my way of imagining worlds. I used to be able to see myself riding on a giant wolf, or flying, but I haven't been able to imagine anything beyond character design, honestly. It's something that's probably weird to feel sad about, but I just want to be able to visit other worlds again. I miss the feeling. Sometimes I just want to stop worrying and get lost in a world full of unicorns and dragons like I used to.

[mean&gay]

i have the most important exams of my life in less than a year, and as much as i'm aware how important they are, i get the feeling i'm going to procrastinate studying until it's too late.

i really need someone to really get it through my skull that if i do not revise, i will fail.

i did very minimal revision for my last pre-publics, and while my results were okay, it's nowhere near the point where i want to be. that, and we did not cover all the exams that we will do when the actual time comes.

i have another load of pre-publics in october/november, which means i have until then to try a revision strategy and see if it actually works. after that, i get no more practise until the real thing.

i'm terrified and i can't shake the feeling i'm gonna blow it. someone tell me not to blow it. my target grades are incredibly high and that's a damn lot of pressure for a guy who does not think very highly of his abilities.

and christ, i can't even keep track of the things i need to study because they keep piling on new stuff.

how am i supposed to do this. we're just kids.

[threezeum]

it's happening again. I finally worked hard and lost weight but I've been so freaking stressed lately, I've been binge eating and stress eating so so so much I gained back every pound I lost.. I can't stop myself.