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by Cuspid » Thu Apr 18, 2013 11:27 am
It does. So much! D:
I have really good headphones that block sound but my parents get upset if I wear them all the time. I can't ask my dad to stop because he thinks I'm overreacting or just being rude. I don't know what to do.

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by hellebore » Thu Apr 18, 2013 2:30 pm
I don't care about the books I wanted to read anymore. I don't care about my family or the stories I was going to publish or all my unfinished sketches. I don't even want to talk about it, because I no longer care about myself. I don't want to ask if I can PM anyone, because I don't want to talk about it, though I guess I already am...
I care about music still, I guess. And obviously CS, but only because I have friends on here, but I no longer find the pets of any worth. I still care about just one specific movie that has yet to come out, but I think that's all.
I have quit all my schoolwork and don't care about my dreams.
I. Don't. Care.
I started out sad, then I turned angry, and I'm slowly turning numb. I'm not completely numb yet, though. I'll go into stages of numbness then come back with my feelings like before.
I know I need help, but I can't...
I'm trying not to resort to self-harm, but my mom will be gone all day tomorrow and it will be tempting. Ugh. I'm closing my own doors with my depression.
I guess i could use a hug?
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by city; » Thu Apr 18, 2013 2:55 pm
G a l a d r i e l wrote:I don't care about the books I wanted to read anymore. I don't care about my family or the stories I was going to publish or all my unfinished sketches. I don't even want to talk about it, because I no longer care about myself. I don't want to ask if I can PM anyone, because I don't want to talk about it, though I guess I already am...
I care about music still, I guess. And obviously CS, but only because I have friends on here, but I no longer find the pets of any worth. I still care about just one specific movie that has yet to come out, but I think that's all.
I have quit all my schoolwork and don't care about my dreams.
I. Don't. Care.
I started out sad, then I turned angry, and I'm slowly turning numb. I'm not completely numb yet, though. I'll go into stages of numbness then come back with my feelings like before.
I know I need help, but I can't...
I'm trying not to resort to self-harm, but my mom will be gone all day tomorrow and it will be tempting. Ugh. I'm closing my own doors with my depression.
I guess i could use a hug?
-Hugs as long as you need-
If you don't want to talk about it, it's perfectly fine. :3
If you ever need to though, I'll be right here.
My inbox is always open.
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by jacketgirl » Thu Apr 18, 2013 4:30 pm
jacketgirl wrote:Well, things are not going well. I keep getting stomach pains my meds should take care of, but they don't. I've missed school for the past two days and I think my friend is angry with me because of it. But I just can't bring myself to go. I don't sleep and I look awful. Worst of all, I woke my parents on their anniversary sick and crying. My mom had to calm me down so I could sleep. I'm nearly an adult and off to college and I can't even take care of myself. Trying to get a job causes me to freak out. A few days ago I was doing great but now everything is hard.
I feel like and idiot. I never want to go to school again.
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by Azuri » Thu Apr 18, 2013 4:33 pm
ugg i made a friend here on C$ a while back, now i feel like she is using me
when ever i reject or edit her bad trades she replies with a rude message
i am getting really tired of this... i don't know what to do
I thought she was my friend
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by Lake Petal » Thu Apr 18, 2013 5:25 pm
I wish my friends actually liked me, and where there not to get at my money or to tear me down when I need it most.
Life is a mess, and I need proper friends, wether online or not. But I have Asperger, so I dont know how to approach people nor understand them...
I'm being abused at home, I'm being abused on here, I'm being abused at school..
I just want to end it.
Right now.
Officially quitting CS.
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by seep5 » Thu Apr 18, 2013 6:31 pm
Petal on a lake wrote:I wish my friends actually liked me, and where there not to get at my money or to tear me down when I need it most.
Life is a mess, and I need proper friends, wether online or not. But I have Asperger, so I dont know how to approach people nor understand them...
I'm being abused at home, I'm being abused on here, I'm being abused at school..
I just want to end it.
Right now.
No don't you deserve to live while you still can, you will die soon enough.
PM me if you like C:
I don't really mind if you are not sure what to say.
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by tigress_88 » Thu Apr 18, 2013 7:21 pm
I was up for two hours listening to my mum and her boyfriend fight. A few weeks ago I was dumped for my best friend. I'm singing depressing songs. Spent three nights crying over an old boyfriend I used to have. He keeps on talking to me. Not knowing how sad he is making me. Yeah, I'm smiling, but inside, I'm dying. I keep on being bullied. Being called 'emo' and 'goth'. My best friend is being bullied, but she says she's fine. I can't stop crying at night. I don't think I can do this any more. I can't fake a smile. I can't carry on and tell everyone I'm over him. My friends say it's good I don't write anything depressing. I do it everyday though. Going back to my diary. Holding that piece of paper and crying. Writing down the date my old boyfriend broke up with me. Argh. I can't do it anymore. I'm falling apart. I tell everyone 'Im fine.' But I just really, oh I just really want someone to look me in the eye and say 'Tell me the truth.'
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by seep5 » Thu Apr 18, 2013 7:30 pm
BrOkEn_OnE </3 wrote:I was up for two hours listening to my mum and her boyfriend fight. A few weeks ago I was dumped for my best friend. I'm singing depressing songs. Spent three nights crying over an old boyfriend I used to have. He keeps on talking to me. Not knowing how sad he is making me. Yeah, I'm smiling, but inside, I'm dying. I keep on being bullied. Being called 'emo' and 'goth'. My best friend is being bullied, but she says she's fine. I can't stop crying at night. I don't think I can do this any more. I can't fake a smile. I can't carry on and tell everyone I'm over him. My friends say it's good I don't write anything depressing. I do it everyday though. Going back to my diary. Holding that piece of paper and crying. Writing down the date my old boyfriend broke up with me. Argh. I can't do it anymore. I'm falling apart. I tell everyone 'Im fine.' But I just really, oh I just really want someone to look me in the eye and say 'Tell me the truth.'
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I am not really *love smart* but I can tell you that the pain will fade, you just have to keep going.
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by zakki » Thu Apr 18, 2013 8:59 pm
Don't really want to say why, just need a hug.
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