by hellfire hounds » Sat Mar 25, 2017 1:41 am
dear hope,
you're getting to be more by my side. i know i have a tendency to say that i hope for certain situations or anything else to get better, but i'm slowly realizing that with some time things will be alright. life has never been by me, you know that, but thankfully you have been.
i thank you for that.
thank you for showing me that its okay to be upset. there are things that make me upset, and thats okay. we are all human and we all react differently to everything, even the smallest of things.
it still gets hard for me sometimes. i still have my episodes, and i still feel like sometimes i should just distance myself from everything. sometimes that really comes through for me. i know i need alone time to just sit by myself and relax, but i also have the thought that i need to think about whats happening. things tend to happen to me way too fast, and it just makes it worse.
but, i know i will get through it.
i don't have a lot, but i know i have some hope within myself.
my soul knows both good and evil. my soul knows both sides. i've picked my battle.
and it's against myself.
i hope i will win.
i trust you,
ren ❁
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hellfire hounds on Mon Mar 27, 2017 10:34 am, edited 1 time in total.
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