TheComfortCorner | V.8

[dakotapaws]

im sad again

[breezey]

i just wanted to make you smile
but i guess that we just forget it
and we don’t matter anymore. i
am still here but you’ve moved.
moved somewhere else. when a
promise is broken, does it even
matter anymore? I don’t love us.

[Winstalgia]

she's moving away sooner than I expected. It's now either late December or early January.

Everytime I think about it I start to get teary eyes.

I don't want my best friend to move.

Yeah, she could be back after a year or two, but that's not the same as staying.

[hiero]

I've had a bad 2 weeks. I can tell I'd be in one of my lows without these meds because I'm still feeling the effects. I just need an escape. I feel like eating nothing and sleeping never and just running until I collapse.

[Lush]

I hate being misgenedered. I hate being called she. I wanna just lay down and cry.

[mean&gay]

i really need to tell someone about all the bad stuff goin on at my house but i can't bring myself to do it. someone make me do it. gun to my head. i can't do it. how the hell do i do it. the words don't come out and i look like an idiot.

[halo7]

neurotypicals if u don't stop using the terms special interest/hyperfixation i will go crazy like shut up. u have no idea what those words mean i will pummel u

[cornspurrd.]

o h my god stress

[raezel]

my parent's marriage is falling apart. it's been on the verge for years now, but it's gotten super bad in the last two months. we've deduced that my father is a prime example of a narcissist, and that we've all been enduring pretty gnarly emotional manipulation for most of, if not all of, our lives. i only have to tolerate him another year before i'm moving out of state to live with my boyfriend permanently. but the time until then feels endless.. and seeing my mother fall apart so often (literally on a daily basis) as she uncovers more of his secretive behaviors is so hard. i resent this man. i never want to see him again in my life. i hate the things i associate with him, which are too many to count. he's affected how i perceive my relationship, second guessing myself and always terrified my boyfriend will be like him (even though he's perfect to me, and would NEVER be on that level of manipulative).

i'm just so tired. i'm waiting for it to all come crashing down. i haven't been able to NOT be on edge when i'm home for a long time, and it's only getting worse. there's nothing i can do but wait it out. it gets worse before it gets better, i guess. i hate to leave my mom behind but she's encouraging me to go on, that i'll be so much better off without contact with him, and i have to agree. she'll get out of this. we'll all get out of this. it just takes time and i'm so ready for it to be over already

[cat.astrophe]

theres so many things i want to do and want to do well.
but i just cant.
and even if i could, im too exhausted from what seems to be nothing at all, to at least try.

focus
focus.

my thoughts are too loud and mean. all i really want to do is do everything i want.