TheComfortCorner | v.6

[autumnsoundtrack]

I have two days left of my winter break, and then I go back to college. On one hand, I'm pretty stoked to go back so I can do this quarter differently.
But on another note, as absurd as it sounds, I want to stay here. My family situation is... not that great; but my part time job and coworkers are all amazing, and it just sucks that I'm leaving them again for the next few months. I don't actually properly work with them until summer starts, and even then it's just for a few months.
Not to mention I'm leaving my best friends behind; even though I don't see them very often it still sucks to be leaving them, especially when I don't really have any close friends at my college either.

Not to mention I totally blew just about all of the money I earned last summer break and more; granted I might get a good chunk of that back from my tax refund, but that still doesn't matter because I still totally blew everything which was very irresponsible of me. Now I'm scraping and scrimping every cent I own, putting it away into saving fund shares and trying to create a sort of budget - not to mention I don't have a job while I'm at college so I'll have to find one asap up there so that I can let my funds and savings grow.
Man, I wish the saying "money doesn't come with instructions" wasn't true.

[Mavi]

I got made fun of at school for being a furry. I was just drawing a dog. I'm scared to bring my sketchbook to school now, because I don't know what people will do when they see me doodling real furries in class. I know this is stupid, but this really hurt my feelings a lot. I can't tell my parents either because they don't care. Or they'll tell me that I'm stupid for drawing cartoon animals instead of doing something productive.

i saw this and felt the necessity to answer it. who cares what others think about your work, that's why it's called art! all the greatest artists were turned down at first, so you shouldn't give up either. draw a mural of a furry and scream it's yours for heavens sakes, they have no business to judge your work, so don't let them get you down. don't be ashamed of what you draw, it's your mind, your creativity, and no one, I mean NO ONE has the right to take that away from you. i know it can be hard to convice yourself that others really don't matter, i know i do every now and then, but this, this is something that can't go unaddressed. freedom of speech, right, and art speaks it's own language. i don't know if this helps, but i hope you consider.

and i'm part of the furry community too, so those lemons don't know what for. ;3

I also wanted to give my 2 cents into this, I know absolutely how horrible it can get I got into a lot of fights in school simply I was stubborn and I refused to conform. I had other students walk by and purposely shove my desk to the side when I was penning to ruin what I was working on, I remember I had a friend who really liked tribal so I did a very elaborate piece that took me nearly a week to perfect and while I was getting to the last bits one of the worst of them took out a sharpie and put a nasty line through it. But you know what? I found a few people there was 6 of us that hung out underneath a tree by the science buildings and we did our thing, we were the weird art kids no one fully understanding the others work but all appreciated and helped each other anyways. No matter how alone you feel just know you aren't! You just need to find your people but I can promise you they are there.




Right now I am catching up on a webcomic called Autophobia which this comic really catches my heartstrings, I don't have anxiety attacks like the main character does but when he really starts liking his male classmate that really digs him, and he is terrified of that really hits me. That's how I was, when I was in the process of coming out I was terrified and but she felt so perfect and well.... now? I have made more mistakes in the past four years than I have made good choices. She and I felt so perfect before we tore each other apart.. I don't really blame her and I don't really hate her I just don't trust anyone anymore well that is a lie, I trust my best friend but I made some terrible mistakes with her too... sex makes everything too complicated especially for someone like me who it is more emotional than physical and vise versa for the other person o don't know what to do I ache so badly to just leave but at the same time she is my best friend she means the world to me and I can't just leave her... She doesn't even know the way I hurt over her and I can't tell her that would complicate things to an extreme that I am sure I would lose her... she is so gentle and kind of a person but she doesn't know how to handle me and all of my raw emotion sometimes... I feel so trapped but I know the only thing holding myself back is myself and I hate how helpless I feel for something I have complete control over. Some days it's worth it, some days it doesn't hurt at all, other days my head screams at me to run and never come back... I love her but I also hate her, she is my best friend and also my worst enemy, she helps build me up and supports me, but also destroys me... and she only knows the half of the story because I hide the other half, I don't want her to know, I want her to be happy and I never want her to worry about me.... one day I will figure out what to do today though is not that day... also I don't want any advice or help I just wanted to get that off of my chest

[FooFarny]

I feel.. so upset.. and I shouldn't..

I know roleplays end and I know 1x1 ends.. but everyone keeps leaving me on roleplays.. or I can't find a roleplay because I'm stupid.. I'm stupid and no one wants to roleplay with me..

Because let's be honest here.. I'm an R word. I can't write a paragraph.. everyone wants people to write a paragraph.. can I! Nope.

All I want is a simple criminal minds or ncis.. or even humans.. I'm below expectations on chickensmoothie..

[Reiji]

I feel.. so upset.. and I shouldn't..

I know roleplays end and I know 1x1 ends.. but everyone keeps leaving me on roleplays.. or I can't find a roleplay because I'm stupid.. I'm stupid and no one wants to roleplay with me..

Because let's be honest here.. I'm an R word. I can't write a paragraph.. everyone wants people to write a paragraph.. can I! Nope.

All I want is a simple criminal minds or ncis.. or even humans.. I'm below expectations on chickensmoothie..

I usually don't post here to reply to someone since I just think that I'm annoying to someone whenever I talk, but, I really want to reply to you.

Three years ago I started roleplaying with very bad grammar, maximum of two sentences, no paragraphs at all- and now, I'm in the process of writing a book. It's okay to not be excellent at RPing, what you need to do is learn and know that you can improve even if it seems impossible. Two years ago if I was told that I'd write walls of text for a literate rp response I'd laugh, but now? It's a real thing. You'll learn you'll improve- not just at roleplaying, at everything.

I love Law and Order and basically any law enforcement shows, hit me up and maybe we can talk about them and maybe even RP ^^

[Opalide]

I feel.. so upset.. and I shouldn't..

I know roleplays end and I know 1x1 ends.. but everyone keeps leaving me on roleplays.. or I can't find a roleplay because I'm stupid.. I'm stupid and no one wants to roleplay with me..

Because let's be honest here.. I'm an R word. I can't write a paragraph.. everyone wants people to write a paragraph.. can I! Nope.

All I want is a simple criminal minds or ncis.. or even humans.. I'm below expectations on chickensmoothie..

I usually don't post here to reply to someone since I just think that I'm annoying to someone whenever I talk, but, I really want to reply to you.

Three years ago I started roleplaying with very bad grammar, maximum of two sentences, no paragraphs at all- and now, I'm in the process of writing a book. It's okay to not be excellent at RPing, what you need to do is learn and know that you can improve even if it seems impossible. Two years ago if I was told that I'd write walls of text for a literate rp response I'd laugh, but now? It's a real thing. You'll learn you'll improve- not just at roleplaying, at everything.

I love Law and Order and basically any law enforcement shows, hit me up and maybe we can talk about them and maybe even RP ^^

Eight years ago I started RPing and could barely formulate a sentence. Now days, I throw paragraphs around like it's nothing - my literature is years surpassed anyone in my classes, and it's become a source of great joy. If someone told me I'd someday write a 400 page ongoing rp... Oh goodness.

Time, practice, and patience, hun <3 Maybe look over your forums and try and see if there's anything that may deter people from RPing with you?

Searching offsight may be useful - I know a ton of Discord RP groups exist, and FlightRising seems to have a lot of lore around it. Maybe dont just limit yourself to CS? I'd be willing to give it a shot too, possibly!

[leiawolfe]

I'm doing okay this holidays! few issues, but I want to make the best of me and the holidays and fam/friends!

[Apari]

I had to go on this school camp that went for a whole month, and i hated every second. I felt like i didnt have any friends, since one of my closest friends left me and the other kept on getting angry at me. I wanted to talk to my best friend from church, but i didnt have her adress so i couldnt write to her. I just wanted to cry the entire time. A couple times i did, and it was super embarrasing becasue i wasnt alone. I started having panic attacks, and i would leave my cabin becsue i needed fresh air and i felt like i would die if i stayed in there for another second. then i would get told off for bing out of bed.

I still have panic attacks now, and im so worried about going back to school becasue of that friend, and that ill have a panic attack in class. Im so angry that the camp was compulsory, it ruined everything and i never wanted to go in the first place.

[.zombie]

id love some help please.

i had an english essay due about a month back, about the book The Odyssey, and how Odysseus portrayed the actions of a character blah blah. i have barely started it, since i didnt understand how to write all the information out on paper [the information that i dont have ugh.] so now im here, a month after the due date, still trying to figure out what to write. i want to ask my teacher if i could stay after school, but im so anxious because its been a month and i havent even confronted her about it. Im worried she'll get angry or disappointed.?? Aghh i keep on telling myself ill do it but then anxiety kicks in again

ahh im kinda panicking,i really want to talk to the teacher but?? im so scared??

thank you so much, may i possibly get another answer please? how do i approach the teacher and state my case? im very nervous ;w;

[crabodile]

I guess I just kind of need to rant right now because I feel guilty and anxious.

WHAAA I DON'T KNOW WHAT HOMEWORK WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO FOR HEALTH. one kid says chapter 35, another says 25 one says 36 WHICH ISN'T EVEN A CHAPTER MIND YOU and another says chapter two. WHY IS LIFE SO HARD I REALLY NEED THIS GRADE TO HELP BRING UP MY MAIN GRADE WHY.... why...
*sigh* I guess I'll have to do all pf them yup that is the thing i'll do.

... WAIT I ONLY HAVE LIKE FIFTEEN MINUTES TO HEALTH OH NO

I feel guilty though because I got these really nice headphones for Christmas and they're furry and black and have cat ears on them and have an okay sound quality but OH MY I think I dropped them on the bus this morning and all you could hear was the crunch of something every two seconds when we all got off and then my BFF goes "oh, I think I stepped on something" and I FREAKED and everyone thought I was crazy but I really didn't notice until I realized all the stares I was getting so I had to calm down but my aunt got them for me and she seemed so happy I liked them and it seemed to mean a lot to her.. oh I feel guilty I hope I just left them at home... please please please let me of left them at home oh dear oh man..

*cries in corner* and to top it off I just realized it is my mom's birthday man I feel bad because this morning i was just like "bye, love ya. See ya later" nooo the guilt is going to kill me all day .. and I forgot to get her something I'll have to make something if i can get any free time today. Wow I really am getting squished by guilt i just got that horrible feeling in my gut I get when I feel guilty I'll probably be unfocased and jumpy all day and then my friends will ask me what is wrong.. I mean, good job friends but I HATE sharing my feelings, I always just go with the flow and hate being the leader in anything ...

[.zombie]

id love some help please.

i had an english essay due about a month back, about the book The Odyssey, and how Odysseus portrayed the actions of a character blah blah. i have barely started it, since i didnt understand how to write all the information out on paper [the information that i dont have ugh.] so now im here, a month after the due date, still trying to figure out what to write. i want to ask my teacher if i could stay after school, but im so anxious because its been a month and i havent even confronted her about it. Im worried she'll get angry or disappointed.?? Aghh i keep on telling myself ill do it but then anxiety kicks in again

ahh im kinda panicking,i really want to talk to the teacher but?? im so scared??

thank you so much, may i possibly get another answer please? how do i approach the teacher and state my case? im very nervous ;w; class ends in twenty minutes gahh