TheComfortCorner | V.9

[×Seven of Nine×]

Happy new year I'm already making mistakes <3

[נוריאל]

shoutout to my parents for fighting over a stupid card game and leaving me to be alone for 2 1/2 hours until new years
shoutout to none of my friends for caring about me or wanting to talk to me
amazing.

[sodatab]

alone

feels worse this year
dunno why i choose to write stuff down here but last year,,man it was something. had my first real crush. umm yea i confessed, they said they kinda liked me back. we never did anything tho cuz our parents wouldve killed us. looking back now i wonder what i saw in a person like you. you brought more pain than good, yet i still stuck around, because i felt like you knew me better than anyone. lol i was really wrong. finally wanted my parents to trust me again, so i stopped talking to you. crappy move on my behalf, ik. i didnt even give a warning. but i wish u could know the stuff you said, it really hurt. and i wonder if you still think abt me, the way i still think abt you sometimes. oh well. its over now, i guess, and im starting over. just...trying to forget, say bye, yk, that kinda stuff. anyways, thats my rant. happy new year, although im not feeling the happy part. goodnight, k. i never wanna see you again.

[Lau1093]

im laying in bed right now with my elderly cat and she's not doing well, Its almost 2 am and I can't sleep because I am so worried about her. and I have to be up for work in 4 hours. my cat has a vet appointment in 2 days but she's just so old it might be her time I am trying so hard to make sure she is comfortable and happy and I've been giving her so much love. I don't know what I will do without her she really is my life line:( what a way to start off my new year.

[67Phlox]

brain empty
actually feels empty???
like you could go bonk and it would make a dull sound
or shake it and hear nothing inside
willlllllllld man
would be nice if my eyes didn't space out every 30 secondes

update: okay, this is worrying
am I lazy? am I sick? what is this

[Paprikat]

im laying in bed right now with my elderly cat and she's not doing well, Its almost 2 am and I can't sleep because I am so worried about her. and I have to be up for work in 4 hours. my cat has a vet appointment in 2 days but she's just so old it might be her time I am trying so hard to make sure she is comfortable and happy and I've been giving her so much love. I don't know what I will do without her she really is my life line:( what a way to start off my new year.

That is really sad, I'm so sorry you are going through this. It must be really painful to experience this. It's wonderful that you can give her that love, and that she can be happy and at peace. I'm sure she is so glad to have you there with her and she doesn't have to be scared knowing that you are with her. I'm so sorry this is happening, but you've given her a wonderful life and she wouldn't have wanted it any other way <3

[Starryfox]

I'm so sick of my anxiety. I'm sick of my parents refusing to take it seriously or let me get help, I'm sick of not being able to talk to people, I'm sick of how it continues to ruin my life. I'm sick of this and I just feel so lost and alone.

[×Seven of Nine×]

Not me being told I'm being talked about in that blog again. You know. The garbage blog where people have garbage takes.

I have my life on the line every time I leave my house because of being ethnically Russian and Jewish. I've had threats given to me. I've had cops question me. I've been profiled for all I'm worth. I've also had my life on the line for being creek. I'm easy prey to those that fancy RIPing my type of people. In horrible ways.

And you buffoons want to go around telling me I'm "pretending to be too many races".

In the year 2023, where basically everyone is a mountain of races and they probably find out through those 23 and me's?

Sigh

Edit: oh yeah, that whole post is automatically invalid the moment it acts like I'm just some cis girl. Wish I was lol

[meowchirp]

coming back to this thread, i'm somewhat just glad i'm not alone in having bad moments start off this new year. i was woken up after a horrible, horrible nightmare and i feel shaken by it. i still feel like we can make this year a good year, but it's hard to have that be the first way i wake up to start off. i'm going to try to just put it out of my mind and make today the best i can

[edit: i forgot to say, but thanks to all the people who replied to my last post. i've liked chatting with you and i hope your days are going well ;w;]

[67Phlox]

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alive once again! kinda