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[zhongliswallettt]

i keep waking up feeling horrid and nauseous
just let this putrid cycle of feeling like garbage end
i feel like puking
ugh why cant i just feel physically or mentally normal
the days i feel physically okay, my mental health isnt well
and the days i wake up feeling feeling mentally fine, my whole body feels awful
just end this what did i do to deserve this

[LaceWhiskey]

edit ; Thank you for those who've read over this, and even more to the kind-hearted people who reached out to me and helped me or offered reassurance. You are all so wonderful. Thank you!

[pizzas and scream]

my shin has been pins and needles off and on for weeks, at rest. i just don't know which doctor to call and how to say it, and what can be done. I had a goose egg on the shin that hurts. the lump is still there.

[onion]

i feel better now that its later in the day. still my birthday, so i think ill be giving out some gifts to people from this thread <3 pm me if you need to talk!

[symbols]

breakup

[ruin]

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I hate the bank.
Was supposed to have $350 put in today, but of course they don't put it in. This money has been pending for over a week.
I've barely eaten for the past month, and been more depressed than ever.

I have medical bills and car insurance to pay for by the end of the week, but don't know how I'll manage it.
I hate this.
I miss eating something other than ramen.
I'm almost out of coffee and can't afford more.
I dont k ow how to get through this.
I miss croatia.
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[cribunni]

i want to apologize to you
so badly
for,, everything i did.
but i just cant.
and you don't know why i don't
speak to you.
you don't know that it's hard to
speak to anyone at all.
i can still hear them laughing
at me in the background.

i am not a mute.

[Wings.mov]

He said we were besties but then he just didn't care

I hate you because you made me care so much when you dont care at all
You don't care that I'm weeping because of you
You don;t care that you hurt me

I know you were just some guy I know from a mobile game but I care about you so much why would you do this to me??

I hate you so, so much because I care about you t=when you don't care about me at all

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Oh wait haha, just found out it was all a joke

Yeah, real funny, playing with my emotions like that.

[hiero]

I long to lose myself to old numbing habits again but now that would be very dangerous and so I have to deal with feeling. almost out of my tabs that make me feel euphoric too so THAT is going to be fun. gonna go back to feeling low all the time because these were only meant to be temporary. but I need more, I just know I wont do well without them now. I have no idea how to convince her that I really need them though. I may even need a higher dosage now but that is a whole other issue. I just need her to keep me on these things. they make me feel .. good for once in my life

[viles]

• i know i get way too attached way too quickly, but i think about them more often that i'd care to admit. we haven't had an actual conversation in so long...maybe we never will again. i want to reach out; i really do. it's such a vulnerable position, though. if they were someone else, someone i understood just a tiny bit more, maybe i would feel better about sending something. but them? no no no. i can't do it. i can't put myself out there like that. what if they judge me? what if they think i'm an idiot? what if they call me names? i'd much rather stay inside my little bubble of isolation, where it's safe. extremely lonely and borderline miserable but safe.