by revvington » Thu Jan 25, 2018 3:02 pm
I'm done. I'm constantly being yelled at, being told to do things that I don't necessarily have to do. I just want to curl up in a corner and cry. It doesn't stop there either. I'm done with my friends too. Just because you guys don't really like what I like doesn't mean you can just say hateful things about it. I know you guys have your own opinions, but come on. Why do you bash something that I love with a passion? I know I play it a bit too much, but that doesn't mean you have to make snobby comments about it. I like it and you don't I get it. I would stand up to you, but I can't. I'm too awkward around you guys. I don't feel comfortable talking around you anymore. Just the thought of you being there makes me nervous. I know we walked down an "aisle" together, but that doesn't mean that we're getting married. This is getting super annoying, and I just want you guys you stop, but you won't. You guys refuse to stop and it just makes me want to switch schools, and wish I haven't even met you. I try my best to make you guys like me, but no. You guys treat me the same way you treat my brother and I'm sick of it. Why do you make fun of me for being a Slytherin? Its just a made up house in a fantasy book series. I'm not evil. Not all Slytherins are evil. Why do you do all these things to me? Is it because you don't like me? Is it because I'm different? I can't be like you guys. I know I'm not perfect. I know I said that I don't care about what people think of me, but this actually hurts. Just typing this right now makes me feel like crying. I'm about to have an emotional breakdown, but will you guys care? No. No you won't. Why am I not allowed to talk to my best friend? Is it because I "dabbed" or I said a "swear word?" No. Its because you guys don't treat me right. You don't treat me like your true friend. You distract me from my work by constantly talking to me, and getting me in trouble by being turned around. Why do you guys do this to me? I'm a human too just like you. I'm nothing less than a human being. So please treat me like it.
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