TheComfortCorner | V.9

[CyberneticVampire]

As the new year draws closer I wonder why I'm still here.

[EmilineRose]

I had plans with a guy for new years, but last minute his family decided to do stuff, so he canceled our plans.

Which wouldn't normally be a big deal to me, but I really like him, and this is the 3rd time he's canceled plans on me so now I'm second guessing myself.

Like... I don't know we were going to go on a date in the new year, and now I'm like "I don't really want to be with a guy who constantly cancels our plans" and now I don't know what to do. I want to talk to him about it, but I don't know how to bring it up without seeming clingy

[67Phlox]

boo hoo, cry about it, me > > > > > >

[breadstick]

i'm beginning to understand why things upset me like they do when they mean so little to so many other people. this situation isn't even directly affecting me aside from barring me from seeing my partner for a few weeks, but i'm so unsettled by it that it's making me nauseous ?? for why my dude why can my brain not be normal !!! fffff

[bubbaberriboo]

i am not usually one for new year's resolutions, but i think it's finally time i stop caring about people who genuinely refuse to help themselves. i've spent way too much time and energy trying my hardest to help people i care about, only to see them brush my concerns off and continuously put themselves in harm's way. i have begged and pleaded and nothing has changed. it's not worth my energy anymore and i sincerely just want to move on. i'm sick of constantly worrying and stressing over this, when i've done and said everything i could in order to help. all i've gotten in return is less of a reason to care. i need to stop getting myself mixed up in this stupid drama from my childhood/teenage years and just move on. it's held me back for way too long and i am ready for a fresh start. i've said what i've wanted to say and i got basically ignored. it's not my problem anymore. what i do now is for myself and no one else. i'm not letting anyone else get in the way of that. it's just annoying at this point.

[crashedOut]

i feel so hated lol.

[gravy]

I’m stressed about school because I’ve had a ton of absences, my parents still haven’t gotten me new glasses and school starts up In2 days

[Lepid]

Nobody ever tells you about the responsibilities and burdens one carries by being the oldest sibling. When I was younger, I’d enjoy it because I would get to feel responsible and help take care of my little sister while feeling “cool” like an adult, all carefree.

Now as an adult, I have to take care of my sister and my parents. I have to worry for everyone in my family and make sacrifices in order to take care of the ones I love. Nobody in my family is okay right now including myself, but as the eldest I am carrying this entire family on my shoulders it seems and it is a very lonely and tiring road to be on. I love my family to death and I would do anything for them, but I wish that I had someone to vent to who could understand what I’m going through. It just sucks sometimes but I’m hoping things get better for my family and some of those burdens will ease up on me.

I wouldn’t trade being the oldest either, but I wish that there was some pamphlet or guide that gave people a heads up on these kinds of things. I like to be prepared but this was nothing that I could’ve ever prepared for.

[viles]

• its so silly and goofy bc like this whole past week ive been like 'why do people freak out about a new year its just a number change' but here i am freaking out about my life bc of the new year
  
  like idk ytfghjg i am just,, ig i had a rough year??? idk. like,, my depression got Bad:tm: and so i dropped out and now ive just been...Existing lmao,, im just i am embarrassed about my situation,, well just about my life really,,, but like i wont do anything about it????? how long have i been without a job??? without trying to go to school??? without trying just like,, in general?? like,, i dont have any excuses for it either,, im just lazy and Avoiding Responsibilty fghfh im not even in therapy anymore,, i just. idk.
  
  my life doesnt even feel like A Life. like i am here and living but also not...?? i just,, i need to make my life A Life but aaaa i just,, idk. i am searching for anything other than 'i am unwilling to better my situation.' to end on but,, what else is there to say
  
  please dont reply to this

[.destiny]

oh boy. a new year

it's still the 31st so not technically the new year yet. but as i sit here, i think about what has happened this year. i actually don't really remember much lol. but, i look back on myself and how isolating of a life i've lived. absolutely nothing has changed for me in terms of my circumstances/living situation. it sucks. can't drive, can't work. can't really just. function as an adult. a whole year with no change.
i just hope 2023 isn't as isolating. i want to do things, to go outside for once and literally just do things that i want to do. it's so tiring to be like this. i can hardly call it living. it's just wasting my life away. i just. really hope something changes this time around.