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by stormy tom » Sun Jan 28, 2018 6:13 am
I really, really badly want this to turn out well...
After I fell in love, and it went so badly wrong, two years later I'm ready to move on. I was ready before. But now there's this person at my workplace who I'm crushing on and I'm scared.
I was excited for work because I knew he would come to my till at some point. And then I felt sick... physically sick. Maybe I ate something yesterday, maybe I'm just scared. I don't want to set myself up for failure, but I also don't want to be lonely.
I can't deny how important a relationship is to me. I want it so badly. Maybe too badly. At least I've gone through the process of maturing enough to speak properly and not be weird...
If anybody has any advice or encouragement that would be much appreciated <3
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by Spearow » Sun Jan 28, 2018 7:10 am
Gonna come here and whine real fast about my eye
My eye last night was killing me, it felt like there was a splinter in ny eyelid. I kept trying to see if there was something in my eye and didn’t see anything. Leaning my head back to put in eyedrops made it a thousand times worse, it hurt whenever I looked upwards. So I tried washing it out two different times. I’m not sure if that helped or not eventually I went to bed at 6am. A couple weeks ago I had a burst blood vessel in the same eye.
Woke up today it hurts and its still blurry. It feels crusty and sore. & its not pinkeye I’ve had that before. It hurts in one specific spot. Never have had pain in my eye like this. And my left eye has better vision than my right at 20/15. Really don’t want to look at how bad it looks in the mirror today
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by illusion. » Sun Jan 28, 2018 8:49 am
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illusion. on Sun Jan 28, 2018 9:07 am, edited 2 times in total.
To all of my friends on chicken smoothie,new and old ,I am sending this message with deep regret.i will be leaving the forum as I no longer feel welcome.it is hard for me to admit to ,but know that I can do so as you are all all an amazing ,understanding group of people,I am being bullied.now I have admitted to you ,I feel more able to cope.so farewell and thanks again.
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by ahirked » Sun Jan 28, 2018 9:04 am
illusion. wrote:I want everything to stop. I want to give up. Pls just let me
Hey hey hey. I know life can seem like utter carp right now, but I believe in you. I don't know what you're going through, and I cannot even begin to imagine, but just know that I am so happy that you are still here. You are enough. You are wonderful. You matter.
And I know that it's hard, but please do not give up. People who care about you, will not give up on you, no matter how dark the days can get. You can get through this, because life has its up and downs and sometimes it feels like it's the lowest of the low, the lowest it can ever get and the lowest it will ever be - but there are the highlights, as there are lowlights. You can get through this.
Your success rate of surviving days like these so far is 100%. Based on your track record, you got this. Keep it up <:
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by nana » Sun Jan 28, 2018 1:02 pm
i'm so stupid i shouldn't have done that i put my heart out again and it got crushed i thought that maybe this time would be different but it isn't i don't know if i can do it before because i lived for her and now it's gone
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by Vixem » Sun Jan 28, 2018 2:13 pm
Hmm, It’s my cousin’s birthday today.
The entire family is going to be there and I’m unsure how to cope? My anxiety has been
getting better but I’m horrible with family gatherings.
I just want to sit inside and play on my iPad but I probably won’t be able to, since my
mother will be there.. it’s also pouring down with rain so everyone will be inside and it
will be crowded and I hate crowds so I’m freaking out??
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