TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cornspurrd.]

don't see my therapist til the 16th and I'm gonna expload i have nobody to talk to in the meantime

[gaymer]

i've got a major crush on someone close to me and they make me so so happy but they'll never like me in the same way aaah
i wish i could just.. tell them how i feel

,, no need for pms or anything just need to vent

[Maligator]

I wish I didn't treat myself so poorly.
I wish I cared enough to let myself live a good life.
I wish I could just let myself be happy without caring about what people think of me.

I just wish I at least had encouragement from my own family, because they are all I have in real life. I wish they were okay with what I truly want to choose in my life. I know they are just worried, but I just wish they would understand.

[food ☕️]

I really just want to go through the thread and pm people like I normally do and chat about the problems of the world, but I just can’t. Honestly, I’d like to do anything but deal with this.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Something feels very off. I’m worse than I’ve ever been before and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to talk about it, but I’m getting overwhelmed. I didn’t even want to bother with posting this but because I don’t want to talk to anyone up-front, I just need to make a vague statement to hopefully substitute for some sort of releasing emotions. I literally have no reason to be losing my mind and yet here I am. I can’t even phrase what’s going on because I honestly don’t know, I think my body’s just shutting down from head to my shaking knees. I’m actually not trying to be dramatic, I’m genuinely lost right now.

[talkshow boy]

i miss him,,, so much. it's been
so long. i know why. i
just wish there was a
way to make it sting less.


i know he won't, but i wish
he would come and visit.
just,,, anything

[オオタチ]

you were in my dream,,, it felt so real: you held me tight, in the garden as the sun went down, we were there for hours, your touch was so real the sun rose slowly, i turned over and hugged your arm but when i looked up to the sky I could only see the fluorescent light of my bedroom. The lack of you next to me is depressing, i still feel the warmth of where you were just moments ago on my arm. I want to call you and tell you how much i would give for it to be real because i know you would want it to be real too but we would need to sneek out together to make it happen and i know you would so i guess ill keep this one to myself.
I might write about this, it felt to vivid.

[symbols]

Would like to go into a coma right about now, so I can finally sleep and avoid all my problems like the coward I am.

[hummxs]

if anyone needs to vent to someone privately, im here for you <3 my pms are always open, even if it's just for a small chat :>

[dakotapaws]

at this point its a constant circle
of maybe i can actually do this and then being thrown
about fifty steps backwards
you knew i was trying to save to move
but no. you go and take MY PART of money
made from my saxophone and force me to pay
rent. you gave me a BARELY a week to somehow
come up with about three hundred dollars.
i dont have a job, so that was literally impossible.
but congrats i guess. im done. im
giving up and no longer trying.
id rather be dead or homeless than to keep
dealing with this.
i need a friend but ive got no one so im
just spiraling and crying and not even really
getting out of bed.
theres no point anymore.

[grey matter]

...is he ok?
gosh what do i do