| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[StudioC]

I get it if no on can reply. Thank you. ;o;

I have anxiety, and its also caused some insomnia. I'm quite afraid of sleeping on my side anymore, (having my back to an open room) but sleeping on my back hurts quite a bit.
I got about 3 or 2 hours of sleep I think. And earlier at about 1:00 AM i had a panic attack and had to message my friend and have him talk to me. About anything. Anything at all. He was the only one up and I needed to shift my attention.

My friends are all quite understanding except for a few who are quite ignorant to it. Its a bit upsetting honestly. I understand its hard to grasp what anxiety is, but I just want someone who understands what it does to me. That's all.

I have horrendous trust issues. I can't trust my close family members to cook for me sometimes.


I was homeschooled but it made me extremely lonely, so after going to a real school that's better, and when I'm in school I'm busy socializing with friends, so my anxiety disappears. And beside that, I hide it very well. So many don't suspect my anxiety.

Anyways, I just needed to rant.

Its gonna be okay! I have anxiety too, its not super bad but its hard! Like certain pitches in sound cause me to go into panic mode, but the best thing to do it talk with somebody! I often talk to my friend who is very understanding, or I wrap myself up real tight in a blanket for comfort!
Its alright though!

[2O16]

My cat has been having fits for about a month...
and she's thirteen years old, which is quite a long
lifespan for a cat. If we need to, the KAT scan is
going to cost £4k, and we can't afford it, so our
other option is to sadly put her to sleep... sadly
she had another fit yesterday, but we hope it is
just epilepsy as there is medication she can take.
I need a hug ;u;

i'm proud of you for being able to get through all of this.
i hope the medication works and i hope your cat ends up alright. good luck <3

Thank you, it's been though but we all
have our fingers crossed it's nothing major <3

[fika.]

I had a really bad low point last night and Im still scared
I feel like I am losing my mind
There are scratches all over my arm
and tonight I have to return home, which happens to be a very toxic environment..

hey you'll be okay.
do you have to be there for long?
try to distract yourself.
you can decorate the house, make it happier.
decorate your room that your staying in, make it YOUR special place of escape.
try to be out of the house as much as possible;
go for walks, be a photographer for a day, go site seeing.
good luck <3 you'll do just fine <3

yeah, very long since i live there.
and i cant.. theres so much work i have to do for school, i literally cant waste any time doing anything else..
i just want to curl up and cry
i feel like all my friends are ignoring me right when i need them the most..

you are not being ignored
Your friends might be busy, don't worry (:
Firstly, plan a schedule. Plan for a certain time
For you to work, and then have some time for you.
Even it's just for an hour a day.
Once you've got a good schedule going,
Then try to improve the living area.
Good luck <3

[dolan duk]

i wish i could help my friends and random strangers on her out but im too emotionally unstable to do anything but lay in bed and stare at a wall.

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and it's at that moment when literally everyone in my life is ignoring me, i know i'm not welcome and no one cared anyway.

here, have a cookie. i've felt like this before just recently.
just ask, 'do you care about me?' and there's no way they'll say no <33 because you are
amazing, and you too are cared about, by you're family, by god. just breath, you'll be fine,
try taking a walk and getting some comfort food, maybe you'll feel better and have the
courage to help you're friends <33
good luck and stay strong

[r.ddler]

I seriously was just becoming emotionally on-board with leaving you alone,
and now you're messaging me again. I'm going through unstable hell right now.
I don't know how to comfortably tell him I want to talk with him still,
but I really can't without going weird for another few days.

[fika.]

I seriously was just becoming emotionally on-board with leaving you alone,
and now you're messaging me again. I'm going through unstable hell right now.
I don't know how to comfortably tell him I want to talk with him still,
but I really can't without going weird for another few days.

maybe just don't
tell him in a friendly way saying
"hey, i need some alone time so i don't think i'll be able to reply",
and when you feel ready and stable enough to keep on talking with him,
shoot him a message (:
i hope things work out for you <3

[r.ddler]

I seriously was just becoming emotionally on-board with leaving you alone,
and now you're messaging me again. I'm going through unstable hell right now.
I don't know how to comfortably tell him I want to talk with him still,
but I really can't without going weird for another few days.

maybe just don't
tell him in a friendly way saying
"hey, i need some alone time so i don't think i'll be able to reply",
and when you feel ready and stable enough to keep on talking with him,
shoot him a message (:
i hope things work out for you <3

I honestly don't think I can talk to him again without breaking down.
He was one of my best friends and this was the second fight in just a little over a month.
I'm the only one in the relationship with a memory good enough to remember these things though.
He totally forgot what I had said to him the first fight, and honestly it's driving me insane.

I do appreciate your help though c:

[fika.]

^^ i'll pm you about this c:

[Jelly.]

A girl I know, recently became depressed.
We don't talk alot, but she's in my class and on my bus, so we do talk a bit.
She recently posted on instagram about deleting all of her selfies.
I'm afraid an old toxic friend might have a part in it.
I messaged her, but I don't know if she'll reply.

[Thalassic]

I've been home for around an hour and I already don't want to be here.
I found out someone took and ate all of my christmas candy. So what? It's just candy, you'll say. But it just goes to show how much they respect my personal space.. It was all my favorites, too...
I just don't want to be here so much. I had a breakdown last night and now this and I just want to leave and never come back. I don't want to stay in this toxic place. I don't want to get back to working on school stuff, because it just means I have to spend even more time at home.. I felt so free when I was at my cousins place, but I can't visit them again until next newyears.. I can't stand being here... but I don't have a choice...

I thought I could be good enough for once
I thought I could be useful for something
why would I even let myself hope like that
and now look at me, all torn up
haha why do I even bother
I'm never going to be good enough for anything
no one needs me