|TheComfortCorner|

[gingertail98]

Thank you very much to everyone who wished me well and gave advice! <3

Lupen- I miss a good deal of school because of my anxiety as well, we considered online schooling but the Advanced Placement classes I am in were not offered online, only in one school in our area unfortunately. The medication is called Mint-Citalopram and it takes around 4 weeks to start working. I'm on week 6.

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Thank you very much to everyone who wished me well and gave advice! <3

Lupen- I miss a good deal of school because of my anxiety as well, we considered online schooling but the Advanced Placement classes I am in were not offered online, only in one school in our area unfortunately. The medication is called Mint-Citalopram and it takes around 4 weeks to start working. I'm on week 6.

Well better late than never
*medicine start working so Mischief can go to school and carry on with life!*

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[size=89];u; Please please please can I just get a lot of hugs and comfort? I've been struggling a lot here lately and I'm coming up on something that is going to do horrible things to my mental state. This horrible thing? In order to get my life on track (get a job and such) I am going to have to go stay with my parents for two months or longer.

I understand that their are wives and girlfriends of people who join the army/military/navy that have to be away from their partners for such long periods of time. I'm not trying to say I have more of a reason to complain than they do. I'm not. But....it feels like it kills me when I have to be away from my fiance even for one night. Having to be away from her that long while dealing with my current mental health state seems like it may break me. Plus, there is the fact that my family is nothing but a bunch of manipulative, homophobic drama queens. They can't stand her. They can't stand how I am 'screwing up my life' by being with her. They can't stand me half of the time.

I cannot stand being alone after being so use to having her by my side 24/7. And that is exactly what I will be there...alone.


Some light has fell upon this situation. My father-in-law is in the middle of trying to change jobs and the place he is looking into is hiring up to 10 people C: I am filling out an application soon and if we both get the job, we'll be on the same shift so I'll have a way there....

<3<3<3 Wish me luck!! I've never had an interview before. I'm pretty nervous.

[Poserpanda]

So im sitting in my sister's room and were talking about a site that i was having trouble with. My mom comes home from church and she says something that neither of us can understand. We weren't sure if she was just talking or making noises because she likes to be funny. The second time we heard something about McDonalds and Ice cream. So i started to get up and i said: "What?" then she just explodes for no reason, going: "DOES ANYBODY WANT MY ICE CREAM FROM MCDONALDS?! WHY DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF THREE TIMES, I HATE REPEATING MYSELF!" I try and tell her that we couldn't hear her and all she does is cut me off and ignore me saying: IM TIRED OF PEOPLE IGNORING ME, IF I SAY SOMETHING SOMEBODY BETTER REPLY TO ME!" I can't get a word in edge-wise to defend myself or my sister, and she just keeps yelling and going on about how im trying to be mean to her, and that i want to be the victim so that she can be the bad guy, and i was obviously ignoring her on purpose..none of which is true by the way. Then i give up trying to talk since all she says to me is shutup and whatever, so i go to my room. My sister fixes the situation and my mom goes: im sorry i yelled at you jess. I say yeah, thanks. and she can't hear me. Immediately she gets ticked off again! I SAID IM SORRY FOR YELLING AT YOU JESS! i just repeat what i say in a louder voice. A few minutes later she randomly says: so you aren't going to the mall ever again? And im in a bad mood, so i say: Nope! Then, since i have no idea what she's talking about, i ask: what do you mean? My mom blows up again: "YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, STOP PRETENDING TO FORGET JUST SO YOU WONT HAVE TO GO!!" I of course have no idea what she's talking about, since i really have forgotten! My mom just keeps yelling at me, insulting me and telling me basically that i would do anything just to make her upset.

Can somebody tell me what i did wrong to receive this brash judgement?

(if somebody is ahead of me, please take your time with them)

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Why was i ignored?

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So im sitting in my sister's room and were talking about a site that i was having trouble with. My mom comes home from church and she says something that neither of us can understand. We weren't sure if she was just talking or making noises because she likes to be funny. The second time we heard something about McDonalds and Ice cream. So i started to get up and i said: "What?" then she just explodes for no reason, going: "DOES ANYBODY WANT MY ICE CREAM FROM MCDONALDS?! WHY DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF THREE TIMES, I HATE REPEATING MYSELF!" I try and tell her that we couldn't hear her and all she does is cut me off and ignore me saying: IM TIRED OF PEOPLE IGNORING ME, IF I SAY SOMETHING SOMEBODY BETTER REPLY TO ME!" I can't get a word in edge-wise to defend myself or my sister, and she just keeps yelling and going on about how im trying to be mean to her, and that i want to be the victim so that she can be the bad guy, and i was obviously ignoring her on purpose..none of which is true by the way. Then i give up trying to talk since all she says to me is shutup and whatever, so i go to my room. My sister fixes the situation and my mom goes: im sorry i yelled at you jess. I say yeah, thanks. and she can't hear me. Immediately she gets ticked off again! I SAID IM SORRY FOR YELLING AT YOU JESS! i just repeat what i say in a louder voice. A few minutes later she randomly says: so you aren't going to the mall ever again? And im in a bad mood, so i say: Nope! Then, since i have no idea what she's talking about, i ask: what do you mean? My mom blows up again: "YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, STOP PRETENDING TO FORGET JUST SO YOU WONT HAVE TO GO!!" I of course have no idea what she's talking about, since i really have forgotten! My mom just keeps yelling at me, insulting me and telling me basically that i would do anything just to make her upset.

Can somebody tell me what i did wrong to receive this brash judgement?

(if somebody is ahead of me, please take your time with them)

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Why was i ignored?

Maybe your mom is just stressed out, my mother does this sometimes, you just have to pay attention and hope you hear her.

[buttercat,]

Can someone please PM me? I need some serious advice.

[Onew~]

im being forced to go to some random party activity thing i really just DON'T want to go to just because i have to bring supplies like food and stuff

i dont want to go i just dont i can't express how much i just want to sit in bed and cry all day about how no ones cares instead of go somewhere ;__;

and my dad. if he even gets slightly irritated he yells and screams at me, even when i tell him how much i hate it and how much it hurts and every time he yells i just break down and start crying and i've told him to stop but he literally says "i don't care, shut up"

and i feel like i'll show up there and look like a dead fish who just cried everywhere five minutes ago and why ;_;

[.musical.dragon.]

Can someone please PM me? I need some serious advice.

I will PM you.

im being forced to go to some random party activity thing i really just DON'T want to go to just because i have to bring supplies like food and stuff

i dont want to go i just dont i can't express how much i just want to sit in bed and cry all day about how no ones cares instead of go somewhere ;__;

and my dad. if he even gets slightly irritated he yells and screams at me, even when i tell him how much i hate it and how much it hurts and every time he yells i just break down and start crying and i've told him to stop but he literally says "i don't care, shut up"

and i feel like i'll show up there and look like a dead fish who just cried everywhere five minutes ago and why ;_;

I'm so sorry!!! *hugs tightly* I can't believe that you're being forced to go! Why don't you just say that you don't want to? I'm really sorry about your dad. *hugs again* I hope that your situation gets better. I act like that too when my dad yells at me.

[Onew~]

Can someone please PM me? I need some serious advice.

I will PM you.

im being forced to go to some random party activity thing i really just DON'T want to go to just because i have to bring supplies like food and stuff

i dont want to go i just dont i can't express how much i just want to sit in bed and cry all day about how no ones cares instead of go somewhere ;__;

and my dad. if he even gets slightly irritated he yells and screams at me, even when i tell him how much i hate it and how much it hurts and every time he yells i just break down and start crying and i've told him to stop but he literally says "i don't care, shut up"

and i feel like i'll show up there and look like a dead fish who just cried everywhere five minutes ago and why ;_;

I'm so sorry!!! *hugs tightly* I can't believe that you're being forced to go! Why don't you just say that you don't want to? I'm really sorry about your dad. *hugs again* I hope that your situation gets better. I act like that too when my dad yells at me.

i did. he said he didn't care about how i didn't want to go and how i'm going anyways.

[.musical.dragon.]

I'm sorry. *hugs again* Be strong, and try to go to it with a positive attitude, and try to have fun there.