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by marciplier » Sat Dec 17, 2022 4:10 am
broke up with my boyfriend. realized hes why ive been so stressed out. i feel.... completely awful about it. i love him.... but he was causing me so much stress to the point i could not open discord or even my computer without feeling physical pain. i discussed this with a friend and they told me they best way i should go about this is leaving him, since he was trying to control me and who i was friends with. i deleted my discord account. im taking a long break from it. i hope one day i can use social media without feeling this way. i hope one day i can have a healthy relationship.
edit / stop stop stop trying to contact me stop leave me alone please. i made my decision. there is no talking this out. im changing my number im blocking you on everything i have please just respect that i dont want this relationship where im being manipulated to only have you. i relapsed because of this and the awful stress your putting me under. i just want time to breathe please
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by ToxicDark2173 » Sat Dec 17, 2022 4:38 pm
So what would I do in this situation? I work at a grocery store. And this one manager makes me do everything. But the other person who is in the same department as me he dosnt make her do nothing. Like he dosnt ask her to do her job or to help me. I'm getting burnt out and about to just quit. Because of this I don't feel like doing what I used to like doing. I wake up and go to work and get back home and sleep cause I'm to worn out. Like I've spoken to him many times about this he just brushes it off. Honestly I'm just gonna get a job at the alpaca farm since they are desperately hiring. Will definitely make me happier and enjoy life more with working with those beautiful creatures
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by viles » Sat Dec 17, 2022 9:37 pm
- sometimes, i don't feel like i'm alive. like idk ig that's stupid to say. i think therefore i am or whatever. but...it just doesn't feel that way sometimes. i can't really process the world around me as real,, as my life,, like right now. im just sitting here feeling sorta bad sorta not and i just... i hear the fans, i hear me typing. out of the corner of my eye i see my cat giving himself a bath,, i smell the wax melts my sibling is currently melting to make their room smell nice,, but i just,, it doesn't feel real,, it doesn't feel like Life:tm: idk,, is life supposed to feel like something? i'm just...idk. i wish this wasn't real. i just want to be in a dream or a coma or something. and then i wake up and i get to Experience a whole new reality, one where i have a chance at being something other than me
also, i looked at my ex-best friend's instagram. she's doing well, maybe? hard to tell through social media. i hope she is. idk i just...things ended badly between us. maybe things were never good to begin with. i just...i hope she's happy, and that she has friends who treat her better than i ever did. she deserves that much at least.
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