My idiot friends. They tell Darren pretty much every little thing I say to them, and I hate it, but I swear, it's the only reason anything works out half as well as it does in this relationship. (Mostly just because information gets to him faster than I can work up with courage to talk to him, so he always ends up bringing it up). But they did it again today. I made the mistake of being too pathetic to talk to him this morning, and then just venting to my friends about how he may or may not think I'm a total a******, and then of course they told him, because I always think they won't, and then they do. I couldn't talk to him at lunch because I was selling ice cream floats to fundraise (although I did yell at him to buy a float, but that really wasn't relevant to our relationship at all, especially considering I yelled at half the school to buy a float), but I was going to find him after school, but he found me first, and someone must have told him about my freakout, because he thought that I thought he was mad at me, and I had to explain everything to him, and he wasn't mad, and totally understood, although he's probably starting to catch on by now that I am a COMPLETE AND TOTAL FREAK.
But he's such a great guy, and I'm always in awe that this is actually happening. And I know he's not exactly everyone's favourite person, but I always feel so proud when people find out he's my guy. But now I won't get to see or talk to him until Monday...
