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by emiistar » Tue Dec 13, 2022 3:59 pm
grr i had a lowkey panic attack at a concert that i was really excited about and i feel bad and sad bc it ruined the experience for me but i really liked the artist and i really wanted to have fun but the memory's kinda tarnished cuz in the moment i was just in total fight or flight and i wish i had enjoyed it because they likely won't be touring again and i drove so far to see them and dressed up all cute all to just have stupid crippling anxiety in the middle ugh :( coulda been worse but sucks... makes me feel guilty

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by walknolonger » Wed Dec 14, 2022 2:22 am
its been too hard lately.
i got my slew of issues and now..........I'm also trying to keep someone I love dearly alive, as I try to make my way to where they live so we can live together.
They got things they struggle with too......
But, its a strain......i just need money.....hope this works...its been nearly 6 months already.
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by acronymm » Wed Dec 14, 2022 2:50 am
another bad night
its so hard to hold on and hope for things to get better when thats something youve been doing for years now, to see no change
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by Soy Sauce » Wed Dec 14, 2022 9:18 am
I love it when
I love it when you text me,
I love it when you call.
I love it when you tell me things,
Though you dont think they matter at all.
I hate it when your distant,
I hate it when you fall.
I hate to wake up at random times,
To see you havenโt said anything at all.
I love seeing your contact pop up on my phone,
I hate that empty feeling when im all alone.
I hate it when your hurting,
And you never say a word.
I love waking up to your messages,
And I cry when I see their not there.
Im worried when you dont text me,
But I assume your silence is for a reason.
Thats obviously something fair.
But what im trying to say-
Is that i love it when you text me,
At any time of day.
I promise to respond,
In the most honest of ways.
I love it when you call me,
Even if itโs unannounced.
I love it when you tell me things,
Not matter their importance to you or anyone else.
I always care what you have to say.
I love it when I can be there for you.
I love it when you text me.
I love it when you call.

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by pandaa » Wed Dec 14, 2022 4:13 pm
Iโm not annoying why do I feel like Iโm being annoying ugh
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silly and a whole lot more!! :)
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by CyberneticVampire » Wed Dec 14, 2022 8:43 pm
I'm so conflicted all the time. I never know if I can be honest with how I feel. Because the reality is no one cares. If I just disappeared no one would notice let alone care. I'm alone in everything I do. I feel like I could snap at any minute and do something stupid. But like always who cares? No one checks on me, no one reaches out to me to make sure I'm okay. So it wouldn't be much of a loss if I was just gone. In fact it would probably make most people happy. I'm a burden in every aspect of life and I know that. So why does it hurt so much? Everyone sees me as an enemy. What am I supposed to do? Damnit, I get so angry I just want to breakdown.
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