TheComfortCorner | V.8

[zhongliswallettt]

i dont know how to respond to that
i just dont know
i dont want to be friends but how do i tell you that
you hurt me a lot and i thought i had dropped the whole thing but now here we are again, digging at an old wound
i know you feel sorry, but i just dont know if i wanna fix this now
youre apologizing, but i dont wanna fix this
i just wanted to leave it
how do i respond to this?

[paleontology]

i sometimes feel selfish for loving myself so much

[food ☕️]

Late night thoughts.

Just thinking about the terrors of college next month, mulling over the past and friends I’ve both created and lost, questioning creativity and the direction of my life. Nothing particularly important, but still thoughts wandering in my mind.

[Lex.]

Reeeeeeeeeeee
Story Time brothas
So
My school building is old and rachety so they built a nee one its like 2.5 times bigger
8th grade man
Open house was today, one of my guy friends voice got d e e p 😏😏😏😏
Anyway lol
Its like a dream
All the stairs and walk
Flippp
Its all the anticipation mah dude that gives me anxiety lol
Omg my crush i saw himmmm he knew i was there, i knew he was there ( apparently he likes me???? Idk )


But i need a serious wake up call and maybe some coffee

[Pale Verditer]

I'm done with seeing all of the hostility, the constant rumors everyone spreads about people. I'm sick of seeing so many people being all-around nasty.
This world has become a cruel cruel place, even online.
I would like to see a bit of kindness. Peace. Love. Why can't everyone just accept and love each other?
Its not that hard to respect each other.
Like... respect people's thoughts, choices and privacy. Especially privacy. Privacy means a lot to all of us.
If the person isn't hurting you or others, just let them be.. That simple.

[hiero]

First thing I want to mention is about a pal of mine. We aren't super close, but I enjoy her. She's very pleasant to hang around and she's about as unusual as me. She gets the odd things I say when a lot of people don't. I am worried about her lately. She is on the color guard team or whatever, and one of the freshmen on the color guard team died Monday. She's cried a couple times and I sat down by her at lunch and asked her if she's doing okay. She told me it didn't feel all right that someone so young never got to grow old. I told her I understood that. I let her tell me about what she wanted to and nodded and listened. She knows I am quiet about these things, so I don't think my silence bothered her. I just really want her to get to feeling better. It's not fair, life isn't. I am just glad I have told her about how stoic I can be when it comes to death and things before today. I just don't have much of any feeling towards it, but I understand when people do.

Perhaps that is some of the reason I have been freaking out today too. I fear I am on the verge of another chaotic breakdown like the one I had three or so years ago. Twice today something stopped me and made me sob. Wasn't anything worth sobbing over either. First time, I was wandering around the library and I saw a shelf that someone had obviously deliberately messed up and I kind of froze and stared at it a bit before I started tidying it up and crying angrily. When I got home, I saw a weed in a sidewalk crack and froze at that too. I had to run inside before I listened to the voice in my head that tells me to do stupid things. It wanted me to beat the pavement around it until the weed died, which obviously would not happen. I keep getting shivers and snapping at people. I don't enjoy this.

[ĸιттιe]

to anyone reading this:
I need a support group.

I need some friends to just help me through trauma. I really need to start talking about my emotions, how I'm feeling, someone to vent to when I'm upset. I'm not asking anyone to act like a therapist; but my trauma has consumed me so much that my brain won't let me feel anything nice. I can't be intimate anymore. I've pushed everyone out, the only person in my life is my boyfriend and even then I don't really talk to him. all I ask is that some people who actually care message me and maybe keep in contact for a while. I really need some friends.

please don't bother if you aren't patient or understanding, or overall don't care.

>yes I know I need therapy. but I can't until next month. the longer I wait, the worse it'll get, and it's already really bad.

[paleontology]

i'm scared my family will attempt at taking my child once it's here. they've always criticized me on every single thing i did, and they never thought i'd be a good mother. i know for a fact that my child will have what it needs, and have a very happy life. but my family are pro liars and can make anything seem true when it's not.. they even were able to get away with psychologically abusing me for my whole life.. i'm terrified they'll take my child and treat it the way they did me..

[broker]

left in the dust unless you stuck by me

[symbols]

My feet are in more pain than usual.