TheComfortCorner | V.9

[tea rose]

not having a binder is starting to kick my ass real bad. if anyone knows of safe alternatives for binding at home, please pm me. layering sports bras doesn't seem to work well.

[Kayara]

I'm trying really hard to not spiral into an emotional lazy river of wailing and crying. I'm just going to try to focus on drawing. No one is hurting me right now I don't need to cry. I just want to scream into the void or talk to one specific person

[Sullivan Maurus]

Spent my birthday sleeping, crying, and alone for the most part. I don't think I'm going to look forward to it anymore.

[mcr]

why am i so deathly nauseated at the thought of ever being in a relationship yet i beg for one
i feel like we are not as close as i see us
maybe im going insane

[boyfail]

...god. im feeling so very lonely this week. i dont really have any "friends" to talk to right now. i just converse with some people in an inactive discord once every week or so and then i try to talk to my family when i can. i miss the days when i could talk to people easily. nowadays i end up getting too nervous to talk to anyone that i dont know extremely well. and, even when i do get the chance to conversate with someone i REALLY LIKE, i end up spiraling and convincing myself that they think im being annoying. i just want a friend. someone i can look forward to talking to and get along with without worrying about being too much or being annoying. hhhhhhghh i just wish i could Talk Better then maybe id have better luck with friends. ha.

[skyline]

i just took everything off my walls with a random burst of motivation within the last hour and. i went into a full panic attack as i took everything down and off. it sounds so stupid i know. but i guess i was really proud of my room, i loved the way i had everything organized and how i changed it throughout the years. people and friends coming in and seeing their reactions to it, cause it was. it was, really cool. for it to all be taken down and into tubs in less than an hour. my mom kept giving me crap for putting it off for a few days but i don't think she really understood why i did. i know it's all safe, and it's all going to go back up in my new room. it just felt like murdering the last 12 years in a way? idk. god i know this sounds so dumb. it genuinely sent me into a breakdown because of how comforting this little corner of the room was to me all these years. part of me knew what was going to happen when i took it all down. i probably should've waited until tomorrow to avoid the sleep deprivation fueled breakdown though 💀 like it would've still happened,, but would it have been that bad yk. i want to be in that house already, because i am excited to move and actually have a room to myself this time, and it's quite literally. 5 times bigger. i just hate this process dude it sucks

[mcr]

I LOVE waking up in the morning to everyone talking to each other right in front of me and blatantly ignoring all the dms i sent! a good reminder that i am selfish and dont deserve a soul talking to me because literally anything and everyone else is a better option
a good mindset of mine for the morning

[Kira C-137]

IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MEN AND THEIR CRAP

[marciplier]

we talked it out, i just needed to get my feelings out. ignore!

[pandaa]

It hurts so much and I can’t do anything about it, I just have to wait this thing out I guess but oh man do I feel uncomfy oh my god ow