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by Animall » Wed Jan 17, 2018 3:38 pm
I just got fired. Again. Similar to before, I am left without a proper reason.
Scheduling issues? You have been trying to fire me for months, yet I have no idea why. I work hard, I try hard, and I always was available to help. I just don’t understand... and it’s so unbelievably disrespectful to continuously call me throughout the day to inform me, even after I told you I was at my second job.
Just... what the heck. I never new that working at a small business in a small town would be this awful. I’ve never felt more disrespected, and I have never met such immature adults in my life. So unprofessional. It’s really sad, though not for me. Although this is going to negatively impact my financial status as a college student... I can’t help but breathe a sigh of relief. Going to work was hell. The owner is so unbelievably abusive, it reminds me of my childhood. I’m constantly walking on eggshells to appease him. I’m glad that I’m rid of his abuse. I feel freed once more, it’s refreshing.
Do you laugh about me whenever I leave?
Or do I still need more therapy?
(fake out)
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by skyline » Wed Jan 17, 2018 9:13 pm
i just want my friend back
i miss her
i miss her personality
who she was just six months ago
why do some people change so fast?
not just their interests but their personalities
going from a little awkward but fun
to being finding being unfairly rude to me,
for absolutely no reason whatsoever,
with her other friend funny, i just don't get it.
i always thought she was smarter than that.
i miss my friend
no wait, the friend i used to know.
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by acura, » Wed Jan 17, 2018 9:39 pm
peridot; wrote:i just want my friend back
i miss her
i miss her personality
who she was just six months ago
why do some people change so fast?
not just their interests but their personalities
going from a little awkward but fun
to being finding being unfairly rude to me,
for absolutely no reason whatsoever,
with her other friend funny, i just don't get it.
i always thought she was smarter than that.
i miss my friend
no wait, the friend i used to know.
All I can say is I’m sorry, I’ve been through this. I had this guy friend that was an amazing person to me, he always cheered me up and made me smile, but then at the end of the year he left me, he just left me. I messaged him and he never replied. So I’m sorry this happened to you, I know how much this hurts but I promise you’ll get through it.
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by leiawolfe » Wed Jan 17, 2018 10:45 pm
I don't usually post here and I'm usually the one to comfort other people but here I am.
Me, my sister and my mum went on a holiday to Japan for 2.5 weeks and our dad was there to look after my bunny. Today we came back, but she had diarrhoea and wasn't drinking (she sipped a little water afterwards though). I'm just really scared that this might not pass within less than a day, I keep praying and praying and hoping and hoping.I've looked things up and it says to consult your vet but my parents might not think it's that serious, so I guess only time will tell.
Somthing else, I'm really stressed and my dad said we're going 'budgie hunting' tomorrow after we lost our previous budgie.
I don't care. I don't want one. I want my bunny to be healthy and maybe then I could think about it. He could just wait a little longer.
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by mars » Wed Jan 17, 2018 11:26 pm
just a small vent, don't reply
I often think about things at night when I can't sleep with my insomnia, but it's gotten so bad recently with my mind holding me captive that I can't even sleep until the sun has begun to rise. the light comforts me to some degree, I guess. it's all I really have left.
all I can ever think about at night, though, is everything that's wrong with me, every single little flaw. it's every person that's left me, every way I've messed up and ruined things, every way that people would have been better off had they never interacted with me in the first place. because in the end, that's all I am: a curse. I break people on accident. I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't talk to people, I should just isolate myself even more than I already have to protect the people I love the most. they deserve so much better than me. they deserve to be happy, and all I cause is conflict and pain.
yet I can't stay here in my head alone no matter how hard I try. I need other people. my thoughts are a terrifying, dangerous place for me and every single night that I'm alone here without distraction hurts me more and more. all I can do is cry over dumb things and pretend when I wake up that everything is fine. but it's not fine. not fine at all. my thoughts choke me.
there's so much both physically and mentally wrong with me at this point that I don't know what to do or where to really go from here. I'm always sick, I rarely go outside, I have no legitimate friends anymore, and I can't even go to school. I feel guilty for the burden I put on other people, especially my family. I'm the cause of every problem, every argument. I am nothing but a mistake.
but I should probably stop crying over how pathetic I am and pretend to be asleep since my mom is coming downstairs now since it would be a bad idea for her to find out any of this. it would just stress her out more than I already do.
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by GreyScale » Thu Jan 18, 2018 4:06 am
I just want to go curl up in a dark corner and never leave. My mom yells at me for EVERYTHING apparently I can't do anything right. She might as well just it to my face 'I'm a failure. Why can't you be more like you sister?' Even though my sister is younger than me. She use to be like a real mom but the she just changed. I don't why she changed but I just want it to stop. And now I can't even imagine telling her I am going though depression. I want to bring it up to her but I know all its gonna do is give her one more reason to get mad at me and tell me how worthless I am. And on top of I have no good friends. Why is life so hard.
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by danibo » Thu Jan 18, 2018 10:43 am
hhahahahaha i cant keep a relationship
my girlfriend of three years just broke up with me saying she kissed her best friend hahahahahah stab me
my mom doesnt think im transgender
nobody does
everyone thinks im just your pansexual cisgender female who thinks she's a guy because she likes females
hahahhaha i want to die
my mom doesnt want me to have feminine clothing if i am male
my mom keeps asking me why im thinking this
"i dont like my body"
"my name"
"my hair"
"my pronouns"
etc and i just oof
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by CyberneticVampire » Thu Jan 18, 2018 1:15 pm
I'm really worried about my hamster. He's a year old now and he's been losing hair on his face and behind his ears. He hasn't been running on his wheel but either. I can't lose him.. He's been my support hamster since the beginning of last year. He's here to help me get over the loss of my father.. I lost my dad on October 22nd 2016 but it's still so hard and I can't believe he's gone. So my hamster helps with that.. And in general my anxiety, depression and OCD. I'm going to be so crushed when my hamster dies.. I don't want to lose him.. He's my baby.. I'm so scared that one of these days I'm gonna go to hold him and find him dead..
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