|TheComfortCorner|

[Jetti]

*sighs* Here I go... again.

Well, my real friends don't like me at all... I'm always following them around like everywhere. They never let me lead. </3

I want to tell them but it just seems like they will laugh at me.

[Guardian-Angel]

*sighs* Here I go... again.

Well, my real friends don't like me at all... I'm always following them around like everywhere. They never let me lead. </3

I want to tell them but it just seems like they will laugh at me.

Maybe you should stop assuming and try? Usually what I assume will happen never happens They may not realize you feel that way and may feel that you just don't care what they do?
Hope that helps, have a great day!

[Fiacla]

;n;

School starts again for me, tomorrow. I am dreading it more than anything.
I used to love school, but now it's just a living nightmare that takes up 8 hours of my day.
It's the other pupils that are the worst part. My 'friends'. The friends who make me sit alone at lunch, treat me like an outcast if we are in public, and get me into tonnes of trouble whenever they invite me somewhere. Recently one of them thought it would be funny to go up to my dad behind my back and tell him i was an emo. That i had been a victim of self abuse, I am not someone who believes this is a cure to your pain, and this is highly untrue (I know it's against the rules to post about you self harming, but this was an accusation, nothing real. I can still remove this if it needs to be removed though.).
-sigh- I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I just can't wait until summer comes around, because i seriously want to move, I do not want to go back to that place for a second year (it's my first years of high school).
My elders (parents etc.) have been saying that I just need to settle in, but it has been almost a full school year and still i haven't 'settled in' in the slightest way.
The teachers have even taken a disliking to me. The art teacher locked my art book in her drawer, the artbook which had my finished project in it, and told me to go get another one and start over. I had to re-do all of the art from earlier in the year, aswell as re-do the art project a further 3 times. No one else had to re do theirs, or even make one change to it. Yet i still got lower marks than half of the people in my class, after my marks had actually been improved.
It just hurts, because I put my heart and soul into art and to have this teacher throw it in my face like that... It's just the most horrible feeling. You try so hard to do something right and then you just get a slap up the face in return. That's the feeling.
My mom has noticed how much I've changed since last september, I won't even go out and play with my genuine friends from my street, whom I have known for years. She sometimes has to force me to go out now. When I do go out they make me feel a lot better, it's just that lingering thought of being an outcast to everyone, no one accepting you.
My mom has even suggested getting me a dog, something I have always wanted. But i understand why she never got me one before, i'm old enough to understand now. She just doesn't have the money to keep feeding our family as well as a growing dog on top of it, but she has become insistent on it, to try and get me out more and so I have some sort of companionship.

At least I'm starting guitar next week. It will be something to look forward to going to school for, I suppose.
Thanks for reading if you read this, I didn't even mean for it to be this long x3

[strawbewwy.]

;n;

School starts again for me, tomorrow. I am dreading it more than anything.
I used to love school, but now it's just a living nightmare that takes up 8 hours of my day.
It's the other pupils that are the worst part. My 'friends'. The friends who make me sit alone at lunch, treat me like an outcast if we are in public, and get me into tonnes of trouble whenever they invite me somewhere. Recently one of them thought it would be funny to go up to my dad behind my back and tell him i was an emo. That i had been a victim of self abuse, I am not someone who believes this is a cure to your pain, and this is highly untrue (I know it's against the rules to post about you self harming, but this was an accusation, nothing real. I can still remove this if it needs to be removed though.).
-sigh- I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I just can't wait until summer comes around, because i seriously want to move, I do not want to go back to that place for a second year (it's my first years of high school).
My elders (parents etc.) have been saying that I just need to settle in, but it has been almost a full school year and still i haven't 'settled in' in the slightest way.
The teachers have even taken a disliking to me. The art teacher locked my art book in her drawer, the artbook which had my finished project in it, and told me to go get another one and start over. I had to re-do all of the art from earlier in the year, aswell as re-do the art project a further 3 times. No one else had to re do theirs, or even make one change to it. Yet i still got lower marks than half of the people in my class, after my marks had actually been improved.
It just hurts, because I put my heart and soul into art and to have this teacher throw it in my face like that... It's just the most horrible feeling. You try so hard to do something right and then you just get a slap up the face in return. That's the feeling.
My mom has noticed how much I've changed since last september, I won't even go out and play with my genuine friends from my street, whom I have known for years. She sometimes has to force me to go out now. When I do go out they make me feel a lot better, it's just that lingering thought of being an outcast to everyone, no one accepting you.
My mom has even suggested getting me a dog, something I have always wanted. But i understand why she never got me one before, i'm old enough to understand now. She just doesn't have the money to keep feeding our family as well as a growing dog on top of it, but she has become insistent on it, to try and get me out more and so I have some sort of companionship.

At least I'm starting guitar next week. It will be something to look forward to going to school for, I suppose.
Thanks for reading if you read this, I didn't even mean for it to be this long x3

WOLFEH OKAY BUDDY OKAY OKAY NAH DON'T BE DOWN TURN THAT FROWN UPSIDE DOWN DON'T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE AND BRING FRODO OVER THERE AYEEEE SMILE GAL SMILE.

-you saw nothing-

*Hugs tightly but doesn't know what to say so hugs again*

[seep5]

;n;

School starts again for me, tomorrow. I am dreading it more than anything.
I used to love school, but now it's just a living nightmare that takes up 8 hours of my day.
It's the other pupils that are the worst part. My 'friends'. The friends who make me sit alone at lunch, treat me like an outcast if we are in public, and get me into tonnes of trouble whenever they invite me somewhere. Recently one of them thought it would be funny to go up to my dad behind my back and tell him i was an emo. That i had been a victim of self abuse, I am not someone who believes this is a cure to your pain, and this is highly untrue (I know it's against the rules to post about you self harming, but this was an accusation, nothing real. I can still remove this if it needs to be removed though.).
-sigh- I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I just can't wait until summer comes around, because i seriously want to move, I do not want to go back to that place for a second year (it's my first years of high school).
My elders (parents etc.) have been saying that I just need to settle in, but it has been almost a full school year and still i haven't 'settled in' in the slightest way.
The teachers have even taken a disliking to me. The art teacher locked my art book in her drawer, the artbook which had my finished project in it, and told me to go get another one and start over. I had to re-do all of the art from earlier in the year, aswell as re-do the art project a further 3 times. No one else had to re do theirs, or even make one change to it. Yet i still got lower marks than half of the people in my class, after my marks had actually been improved.
It just hurts, because I put my heart and soul into art and to have this teacher throw it in my face like that... It's just the most horrible feeling. You try so hard to do something right and then you just get a slap up the face in return. That's the feeling.
My mom has noticed how much I've changed since last september, I won't even go out and play with my genuine friends from my street, whom I have known for years. She sometimes has to force me to go out now. When I do go out they make me feel a lot better, it's just that lingering thought of being an outcast to everyone, no one accepting you.
My mom has even suggested getting me a dog, something I have always wanted. But i understand why she never got me one before, i'm old enough to understand now. She just doesn't have the money to keep feeding our family as well as a growing dog on top of it, but she has become insistent on it, to try and get me out more and so I have some sort of companionship.

At least I'm starting guitar next week. It will be something to look forward to going to school for, I suppose.
Thanks for reading if you read this, I didn't even mean for it to be this long x3

I know how it feels to be a bit of an outcast, the best thing you can do is embrace your life and focus on the small details we tend to overlook, otherwise you will be sucked down a drain of depression, life is what you make of it, it isn't fair and people do terrible things but letting it get you down won't help. I went through what you are feeling now and ever since I started focusing on the things I love I have really been happy ^^
If you would like you can PM me *hugs*

[Fiacla]

WOLFEH OKAY BUDDY OKAY OKAY NAH DON'T BE DOWN TURN THAT FROWN UPSIDE DOWN DON'T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE AND BRING FRODO OVER THERE AYEEEE SMILE GAL SMILE.

-you saw nothing-

*Hugs tightly but doesn't know what to say so hugs again*

x3 Frodo might help.... hahaha XD
Thanks Perey, your so awesome! *hugs*

@ Seep5

Thanks Seep ^^
I'm just gonna try and focus on guitar once i get started up.
Life is what you make of it. I'll keep that in mind. c:

[RoyalDarkness316~]

*takes deep breath, and tries not to cry*
It all started on Thursday. So, i was dropped of at my usual place for choir practice. It turned out that there wasn't one, so i ended up being marooned there for an hour. I didn't mind it, it gave me some alone time. But then when my mother came to pick me up, she FREAKED. OUT. She started screeching at me and shaking me. Now, i have issues with that, because she would do that to me a lot when i was younger, and it's given me some serious psychological problems. when we got home, she just glared at me, and started to say some nasty things to my dad. I just went into my room... and did some things that I regret... and had one of the worst panic attacks that i've ever had...I know that this sounds stupid... but it's been bugging me and i would really appreciate a hug.. or just some kind words...

[seep5]

*takes deep breath, and tries not to cry*
It all started on Thursday. So, i was dropped of at my usual place for choir practice. It turned out that there wasn't one, so i ended up being marooned there for an hour. I didn't mind it, it gave me some alone time. But then when my mother came to pick me up, she FREAKED. OUT. She started screeching at me and shaking me. Now, i have issues with that, because she would do that to me a lot when i was younger, and it's given me some serious psychological problems. when we got home, she just glared at me, and started to say some nasty things to my dad. I just went into my room... and did some things that I regret... and had one of the worst panic attacks that i've ever had...I know that this sounds stupid... but it's been bugging me and i would really appreciate a hug.. or just some kind words...

*hugs*
Remember focus on the small things, to see the beauty of the big picture c:

[ohdeer]

;n;

School starts again for me, tomorrow. I am dreading it more than anything.
I used to love school, but now it's just a living nightmare that takes up 8 hours of my day.
It's the other pupils that are the worst part. My 'friends'. The friends who make me sit alone at lunch, treat me like an outcast if we are in public, and get me into tonnes of trouble whenever they invite me somewhere. Recently one of them thought it would be funny to go up to my dad behind my back and tell him i was an emo. That i had been a victim of self abuse, I am not someone who believes this is a cure to your pain, and this is highly untrue (I know it's against the rules to post about you self harming, but this was an accusation, nothing real. I can still remove this if it needs to be removed though.).
-sigh- I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I just can't wait until summer comes around, because i seriously want to move, I do not want to go back to that place for a second year (it's my first years of high school).
My elders (parents etc.) have been saying that I just need to settle in, but it has been almost a full school year and still i haven't 'settled in' in the slightest way.
The teachers have even taken a disliking to me. The art teacher locked my art book in her drawer, the artbook which had my finished project in it, and told me to go get another one and start over. I had to re-do all of the art from earlier in the year, aswell as re-do the art project a further 3 times. No one else had to re do theirs, or even make one change to it. Yet i still got lower marks than half of the people in my class, after my marks had actually been improved.
It just hurts, because I put my heart and soul into art and to have this teacher throw it in my face like that... It's just the most horrible feeling. You try so hard to do something right and then you just get a slap up the face in return. That's the feeling.
My mom has noticed how much I've changed since last september, I won't even go out and play with my genuine friends from my street, whom I have known for years. She sometimes has to force me to go out now. When I do go out they make me feel a lot better, it's just that lingering thought of being an outcast to everyone, no one accepting you.
My mom has even suggested getting me a dog, something I have always wanted. But i understand why she never got me one before, i'm old enough to understand now. She just doesn't have the money to keep feeding our family as well as a growing dog on top of it, but she has become insistent on it, to try and get me out more and so I have some sort of companionship.

At least I'm starting guitar next week. It will be something to look forward to going to school for, I suppose.
Thanks for reading if you read this, I didn't even mean for it to be this long x3

*hugs*
sometimes life is filed with people that need a slap in the face. No matter who they are, one day they'll have to learn to judge you fairly and see your strengths. Never give up hope and try your best.
Just because some people don't have logic doesn't mean you don't use it c:

[Poserpanda]

So im sitting in my sister's room and were talking about a site that i was having trouble with. My mom comes home from church and she says something that neither of us can understand. We weren't sure if she was just talking or making noises because she likes to be funny. The second time we heard something about McDonalds and Ice cream. So i started to get up and i said: "What?" then she just explodes for no reason, going: "DOES ANYBODY WANT MY ICE CREAM FROM MCDONALDS?! WHY DO I HAVE TO REPEAT MYSELF THREE TIMES, I HATE REPEATING MYSELF!" I try and tell her that we couldn't hear her and all she does is cut me off and ignore me saying: IM TIRED OF PEOPLE IGNORING ME, IF I SAY SOMETHING SOMEBODY BETTER REPLY TO ME!" I can't get a word in edge-wise to defend myself or my sister, and she just keeps yelling and going on about how im trying to be mean to her, and that i want to be the victim so that she can be the bad guy, and i was obviously ignoring her on purpose..none of which is true by the way. Then i give up trying to talk since all she says to me is shutup and whatever, so i go to my room. My sister fixes the situation and my mom goes: im sorry i yelled at you jess. I say yeah, thanks. and she can't hear me. Immediately she gets ticked off again! I SAID IM SORRY FOR YELLING AT YOU JESS! i just repeat what i say in a louder voice. A few minutes later she randomly says: so you aren't going to the mall ever again? And im in a bad mood, so i say: Nope! Then, since i have no idea what she's talking about, i ask: what do you mean? My mom blows up again: "YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT, STOP PRETENDING TO FORGET JUST SO YOU WONT HAVE TO GO!!" I of course have no idea what she's talking about, since i really have forgotten! My mom just keeps yelling at me, insulting me and telling me basically that i would do anything just to make her upset.

Can somebody tell me what i did wrong to receive this brash judgement?

(if somebody is ahead of me, please take your time with them)