thank you, lpsvoeraj v.v i hope things go well *hugs*
.:Mo:. wrote:so short story long, when i was about seven, my family and i moved to england for about five years. and, of course, i developed a natural british accent. then i moved back home, but it didnt go away because ive only been really hanging out with my british crew (youtubers so in a way i have only been talking in british, hearing british, etc etc). my wife was british, jay was british, michael is british. and a few nights ago, me and michael (my boyfriend) were talking about... stuff. and he asked me how often i go to visit british, where my uncle lives. i explained that we go every great once in a while, me and my family do, but only about thee times a year. christmas somewhat, his birthday, and occasionally my mother's birthday. and michael suggested we move to britain.
WHAT
so yes. i am moving to britain. well... sort of. michael is already there, he left last night to go, and he is staying with my uncle (awkwarddd) until he buys a house. then i shall go. but to be completely honest, i dont want to move. seriously. my uncle is a complete jerk. and i would only be around 4023 miles closer to him. and to me, this sounds completely terrible, because of our memories together. yes, i know, the past is the past, remember only the future, blah, blah, blah, but i really. dont. want. to. go. and i told michael this. he tells me that it will be okay, we can always find new memories together- but then...
i already got an adoption scheduled to adopt a kid in a year or so. i cant just leave him. and michael says 'we can always adopt one in britain'. okay. yeah. sure. whatever.
ugghhh i dont even know anymore. im sorry for ranting, but this had been bothering me for three days now, and i can barely sleep, and i just need help...
۵Ʋиιтʏ۵ wrote:.:Mo:. wrote:so short story long, when i was about seven, my family and i moved to england for about five years. and, of course, i developed a natural british accent. then i moved back home, but it didnt go away because ive only been really hanging out with my british crew (youtubers so in a way i have only been talking in british, hearing british, etc etc). my wife was british, jay was british, michael is british. and a few nights ago, me and michael (my boyfriend) were talking about... stuff. and he asked me how often i go to visit british, where my uncle lives. i explained that we go every great once in a while, me and my family do, but only about thee times a year. christmas somewhat, his birthday, and occasionally my mother's birthday. and michael suggested we move to britain.
WHAT
so yes. i am moving to britain. well... sort of. michael is already there, he left last night to go, and he is staying with my uncle (awkwarddd) until he buys a house. then i shall go. but to be completely honest, i dont want to move. seriously. my uncle is a complete jerk. and i would only be around 4023 miles closer to him. and to me, this sounds completely terrible, because of our memories together. yes, i know, the past is the past, remember only the future, blah, blah, blah, but i really. dont. want. to. go. and i told michael this. he tells me that it will be okay, we can always find new memories together- but then...
i already got an adoption scheduled to adopt a kid in a year or so. i cant just leave him. and michael says 'we can always adopt one in britain'. okay. yeah. sure. whatever.
ugghhh i dont even know anymore. im sorry for ranting, but this had been bothering me for three days now, and i can barely sleep, and i just need help...
I know it won't be easy however perhaps it might be worth just visiting to see how it goes and to see if perhaps you uncle has changed since you last visited and if you decide you don't like it tell your partner that's your uncomfortable there and you think life would be better back home I suggest visiting before you buy a house though so you won't have to sell it again and I know it can be uncomfortable but perhaps try staying with your partner at your uncles house just to see how things may go and if you decide to don't like it you always have your house back home to go to and your partner will understand that life will be better for you back home and will respect your choice because he loves you however if you do like it there you could look for a house together in a location that suits both of you and perhaps you could adopt the child and still take them to Britain with you tell your partner that you don't want to part with them and it might be worth coming back home so you can think about this a little better together your a wonderful and loving individual Mo and I love you, you can get through this and you won't be alone ever please don't forget you can always pm me and I hope this helps Mo because you deserve to be happy no matter what *hugs tight*
.:Mo:. wrote:so short story long, when i was about seven, my family and i moved to england for about five years. and, of course, i developed a natural british accent. then i moved back home, but it didnt go away because ive only been really hanging out with my british crew (youtubers so in a way i have only been talking in british, hearing british, etc etc). my wife was british, jay was british, michael is british. and a few nights ago, me and michael (my boyfriend) were talking about... stuff. and he asked me how often i go to visit british, where my uncle lives. i explained that we go every great once in a while, me and my family do, but only about thee times a year. christmas somewhat, his birthday, and occasionally my mother's birthday. and michael suggested we move to britain.
WHAT
so yes. i am moving to britain. well... sort of. michael is already there, he left last night to go, and he is staying with my uncle (awkwarddd) until he buys a house. then i shall go. but to be completely honest, i dont want to move. seriously. my uncle is a complete jerk. and i would only be around 4023 miles closer to him. and to me, this sounds completely terrible, because of our memories together. yes, i know, the past is the past, remember only the future, blah, blah, blah, but i really. dont. want. to. go. and i told michael this. he tells me that it will be okay, we can always find new memories together- but then...
i already got an adoption scheduled to adopt a kid in a year or so. i cant just leave him. and michael says 'we can always adopt one in britain'. okay. yeah. sure. whatever.
ugghhh i dont even know anymore. im sorry for ranting, but this had been bothering me for three days now, and i can barely sleep, and i just need help...
YOURCOLDCITYGIRL wrote:.:Mo:. wrote:so short story long, when i was about seven, my family and i moved to england for about five years. and, of course, i developed a natural british accent. then i moved back home, but it didnt go away because ive only been really hanging out with my british crew (youtubers so in a way i have only been talking in british, hearing british, etc etc). my wife was british, jay was british, michael is british. and a few nights ago, me and michael (my boyfriend) were talking about... stuff. and he asked me how often i go to visit british, where my uncle lives. i explained that we go every great once in a while, me and my family do, but only about thee times a year. christmas somewhat, his birthday, and occasionally my mother's birthday. and michael suggested we move to britain.
WHAT
so yes. i am moving to britain. well... sort of. michael is already there, he left last night to go, and he is staying with my uncle (awkwarddd) until he buys a house. then i shall go. but to be completely honest, i dont want to move. seriously. my uncle is a complete jerk. and i would only be around 4023 miles closer to him. and to me, this sounds completely terrible, because of our memories together. yes, i know, the past is the past, remember only the future, blah, blah, blah, but i really. dont. want. to. go. and i told michael this. he tells me that it will be okay, we can always find new memories together- but then...
i already got an adoption scheduled to adopt a kid in a year or so. i cant just leave him. and michael says 'we can always adopt one in britain'. okay. yeah. sure. whatever.
ugghhh i dont even know anymore. im sorry for ranting, but this had been bothering me for three days now, and i can barely sleep, and i just need help...Hey Mo just wanted to say everything will be fine <3
Honestly wow...Britain sounds so cool (I always wanted to go XD), but don't worry if your Uncle really is a jerk your boyfriend will be there for you, I know I can not right long but I'll just give you a hug I guess and some Exo gifs XD *hugs*
Chen is totally ignoring Tao while he is talking XD (Probably ranting about how Kris didn't buy him Gucci, just saying)
Some Taoris because I'm obsessed with it (Even though they can't have cute moments anymore together T^T)
Chen: *comforts Tao*
Xiumin: *looks away* XD
Okay that's all but I hope you cheer up and figure out the situation <3
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Aw! -Huggies. :c Try not to loose hope in yourself, I'm sure in the time being it'll come around. <3
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