TheComfortCorner | V.9

[rover]

tw: body
💀💀💀💀... my god... just now i went to go wash up to sleep and in the mirror i just see a hollow-faced girl... noticable cheekbones since my cheeks are caving in, my collarbones protrude, flat body... my clothes look so oversized, almost empty... it hit me so hard that i look unwell.
i did feel nausous this morning and retched, but nothing came up... i had to go back to the sofa and lie down until i felt well enough to try eating my scrumptious bagel sandwich... idk what's wrong because i'm taking my meds and eating the same... though my sleep quality and schedule are debatable.... i woke up after just 2 hours of sleep and idky??? that seems to be happening more frequently, like the bad dreams that come in surges....
my anxiety is "fixed" but it's really been replaced with just.... a void. i don't have a shred of care for living anymore; i just want to not exist. so my depression is worse: been laying and immobile, losing my appetite, etc.
idk... i plan talking to my psychiatrist abt changing/updating my meds... i'm too numb now

[.euphoric]

my parents got divorced 2019 ish, maybe 18’. it’s horrible. i don’t wish it on anybody:(

[Soy Sauce]

I want to talk to someone

[dakotapaws]

i hear a lot how they supposedly like me being here/around but this entire time theyve been away its been nothing but how great and fun and amazing its been. not really any messages or anything which i expected but it feels like i shouldnt be here

[Starryfox]

Why should I have to be so scared of my family that I'm too afraid to leave my room half the time that they're actually here and not off ditching me to babysit my siblings, sick of being terrified of them and sick of having to deal with them being horrible people, if you want to be cruel leave me out of it I'm done

[Ekklipse]

Tw: transphobia

Hi y’all- so- I needed a place to speak out for a moment because I’m actually in tears over this. My parents heavily say that “trans people arent ever going to be what they want to be” whenever I defend my own friends. My father is heavily religious while my mother knows but yet still agrees with him, misgendering my friends as well; even if corrected many times. I’m fearing for myself and my future because well. I am trans. A transmale. I have almost no plans for my future because life decided to treat me like that and rid of most of my close friends who I made plans with. everyone’s trying to assure me I’ll be fine, but I’m. Scared for my life. I can’t even do basic math because of a dumb disorder I have.

TLDR: I need hugs and some luck

[Sullivan Maurus]

(About an off-site friend of a friend.)
Had I know this person was like this literally all the time I never would have agreed to having them be around me 24/7. I'm so uncomfortable and there's nothing I can do about it without ruining everything. And what's worse, I don't understand why you're okay with them when this sort of thing upsets you too.

[tricerahttps]

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[jutdwae]

its not even that bad. idk why im being a baby over it. i also want to save him though. please dont do it. even though i might, i dont want you to leave. i hate everything. i hate how they never let me be. how they always treat me like i cant ever have my own feelings or be my own person. as if they know everything about them. if they really did, they would disown me. i wish i didnt have to keep it all a secret. i wish i could be normal. i wish i was a white cis male too. that would solve a lot of problems wouldnt it? at least like, 48% of them. i love a lot of things. just not myself. and they arent really helping. none of them. but people have it so so much worse. im being a crybaby about everything. im literally a horrible person, a horrible partner, a horrible child, a horrible friend, im horrible at everything. i dont deserve anything. i deserve to not be alive. but i cant do that. i would really like to eat this candle next to me, it smells good.

[mcr]

i am more than unwanted no one misses me i am more than useless every day i see people go out of their way to ignore me
obviously i should go away