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by fika. » Tue Dec 29, 2015 10:20 am
regina_mills wrote:I've tried that, but she doesn't like fairytail or black butler. Eh, I'll move out soon anyway.
pfft anime is amazing oh my gosh.
well when my mum doesn't like something that i do,
i just kinda lowkey tell her it's what i enjoy and it doesn't
involve her or anything so she has no need to worry (:
hope you're having a good holiday so far!
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by [deleted user 39490] » Tue Dec 29, 2015 10:39 am
Now I wanna cry. I have a puppy, Anne, but she's with my mom. But she's not the dog I want at the moment. I want Mattie. I miss her so much. I still have nightmares. She was killed almost to years ago, and I still think about it everyday. Watching her get picked up by the other dog, and shaken to death. Taking her last breath in my arms on the way to the vet as she trembled, and looked at me. The vet coming out with her wrapped up, and only shaking his head. I miss her so much. It's my fault she died. I was bringing her inside as my brother let the other dog out.
Now I worry daily because we still have the dog that killed her, and the new puppy.
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by fika. » Tue Dec 29, 2015 10:42 am
CommanderOfLaserCats wrote:Now I wanna cry. I have a puppy, Anne, but she's with my mom. But she's not the dog I want at the moment. I want Mattie. I miss her so much. I still have nightmares. She was killed almost to years ago, and I still think about it everyday. Watching her get picked up by the other dog, and shaken to death. Taking her last breath in my arms on the way to the vet as she trembled, and looked at me. The vet coming out with her wrapped up, and only shaking his head. I miss her so much. It's my fault she died. I was bringing her inside as my brother let the other dog out.
Now I worry daily because we still have the dog that killed her, and the new puppy.
ouch, i literally cannot imagine the pain you're going through right now.
is your dog generally a vicious dog?
the only thing i can help you with is tips.
1. don't let anyone tell you how you feel; your feelings are YOURS and no one is in control of them
2. talk to someone about it; let your feelings out. nothing wrong in seeking for help when a loved when is lost
3. try to keep strong; your dogs can sense that you're upset and may stress them out.
i'm proud of you for being able to get through this, just know that soon it won't hurt
as much as it does now. you can survive<3
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by [deleted user 39490] » Tue Dec 29, 2015 10:52 am
blink 182 wrote:CommanderOfLaserCats wrote:Now I wanna cry. I have a puppy, Anne, but she's with my mom. But she's not the dog I want at the moment. I want Mattie. I miss her so much. I still have nightmares. She was killed almost two years ago, and I still think about it everyday. Watching her get picked up by the other dog, and shaken to death. Taking her last breath in my arms on the way to the vet as she trembled, and looked at me. The vet coming out with her wrapped up, and only shaking his head. I miss her so much. It's my fault she died. I was bringing her inside as my brother let the other dog out.
Now I worry daily because we still have the dog that killed her, and the new puppy.
ouch, i literally cannot imagine the pain you're going through right now.
is your dog generally a vicious dog?
the only thing i can help you with is tips.
1. don't let anyone tell you how you feel; your feelings are YOURS and no one is in control of them
2. talk to someone about it; let your feelings out. nothing wrong in seeking for help when a loved when is lost
3. try to keep strong; your dogs can sense that you're upset and may stress them out.
i'm proud of you for being able to get through this, just know that soon it won't hurt
as much as it does now. you can survive<3
He's not vicious, but he does attack sometimes. If a small dog passes, he attacks and tries to kill it. We were barely able to save one of my grandmother's dogs that walked by. He also attacked me, and I have the scars on my chest and arm to prove it. I've tried talking to my mom about it, and she told me we were getting rid of him because he doesn't do well around children and small dogs. That was three months ago. She just locks him in the basement so he doesn't see our new dog. I'm so scared. I don't want this one dying too. I can't handle another death.
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by fika. » Tue Dec 29, 2015 10:55 am
CommanderOfLaserCats wrote:blink 182 wrote:CommanderOfLaserCats wrote:Now I wanna cry. I have a puppy, Anne, but she's with my mom. But she's not the dog I want at the moment. I want Mattie. I miss her so much. I still have nightmares. She was killed almost two years ago, and I still think about it everyday. Watching her get picked up by the other dog, and shaken to death. Taking her last breath in my arms on the way to the vet as she trembled, and looked at me. The vet coming out with her wrapped up, and only shaking his head. I miss her so much. It's my fault she died. I was bringing her inside as my brother let the other dog out.
Now I worry daily because we still have the dog that killed her, and the new puppy.
ouch, i literally cannot imagine the pain you're going through right now.
is your dog generally a vicious dog?
the only thing i can help you with is tips.
1. don't let anyone tell you how you feel; your feelings are YOURS and no one is in control of them
2. talk to someone about it; let your feelings out. nothing wrong in seeking for help when a loved when is lost
3. try to keep strong; your dogs can sense that you're upset and may stress them out.
i'm proud of you for being able to get through this, just know that soon it won't hurt
as much as it does now. you can survive<3
He's not vicious, but he does attack sometimes. If a small dog passes, he attacks and tries to kill it. We were barely able to save one of my grandmother's dogs that walked by. He also attacked me, and I have the scars on my chest and arm to prove it. I've tried talking to my mom about it, and she told me we were getting rid of him because he doesn't do well around children and small dogs. That was three months ago. She just locks him in the basement so he doesn't see our new dog. I'm so scared. I don't want this one dying too. I can't handle another death.
hmm, a viscous dog is never a good one. maybe you can talk to
your mum about going to private dog training lessons? where no other dogs are involved, and
to start step by steps. i know it can be tough sometimes in these situations, but remember
to keep smiling and have faith in your dog, as they can change.

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by ratgutz. » Tue Dec 29, 2015 3:03 pm
☁ I know this is really really small
but I told one of my friends to use they/them
pronouns when referring to me and she tagged me
on Instagram and said she and then I corrected her and
I really on't want to bother her and she said she'd
try to remember but she didn't even edit the post
and I know I shouldn't be so emotional about this
but I'm on the verge of tears.
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by cece. » Tue Dec 29, 2015 3:05 pm
(vent. please don't respond)
i can't do this anymore.
i cannot mentally and physically handle the pain you bring me. you ask my BEST FRIEND if she's busy and you know i like you. i want to get over you but i can't. i love you .
i love every part of you. i love your personality and your eyes and your stubble because it's hot as hell.
i love the way you joke around with your friends, and the way you laugh. i love the way you look over at me, even if it's for a split second. your eyes draw me in and i love them because they're a safe haven in the war i'm in. you smile is so damn cute, even if you're not smiling at me.
not only do i love you, i want you.
i want your eyes and your personality and your stubble. i want your smile and your jokes and i want you. i want to snuggle with you and i want to kiss your lips and i want to feel my body pressed against yours.
but i can't have you because you don't want me
you don't my awkwardness, my fat, my smile, my eyes, me. and it kills me because you know how i feel and you just sit and watch as i fall for you. and you're going to see when i land, all my bones will be crushed along with my heart. and you're going to be standing there, watching.
so this is it. i'm going to do my very damn best to get over you, but it's going to be hard as hell.
don't come chasing me when you want me because i won't be here.
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