TheComfortCorner | V.7

[cornspurrd.]

If somebody could please pm me that would be great.

[critter]

I need to get this off my chest.
Im a mess.
And I cant tell anyone.
ever since I was in kindergarten I never made many friends, I'm always shy and alone. Spanish class drains me. Every class drains me.
I don't want this.
Im so sick of it.
Im sick of losing people. Whats wrong with me? What did I do that made you leave?
Im sorry, but I guess I don't matter, because I was just a replacement for something you never had.
But thats ok, it was better than being alone with my thoughts.

Why, out of all ages, did I develop serve clinical depression at nine?


My head is swimming with test dates, expectations, and I cant rid the stress, sadness, and anxiety.

Im going to explode.

[macabrex]

i'm such a mess.

i hate how my mom acts towards me as if i belong in juvenile jail, when i haven't even done anything..
i don't know why she treats me this way. it's awful. i wish she would stop and just leave. on top of everything else i have to deal with, she's always there putting me down, screaming at me, in the backround secretly hating me for reasons she won't even state.
i want to cry,,
i'm screamed at for having "attitude" when i don't even talk or even make a move. it's ridiculous.
i'm constantly screamed at for anything, basically. anything.
i live with my stepfather and my two half-sisters, both very young, and ever since they were born my life has gone completely downhill.
i wished i lived with my real father. i haven't seen him in years. i- i know nothing about him and i just-

i want to leave and lead my own life,

i can't stand this anymore

[danheng]

I don't take good enough care of myself.
I will recognize that.
I do not take care of myself and I don't wash my face every day and I break out and I don't drink enough water and I eat at most 2 meals a day on a good day if I wake up early enough and I treat my room like a workshop and don't care if I burn plastic when I'm crafting or inhale plastic dust when sanding and I just don't put enough attention into taking care of my life.
I have my kitty to think of- I don't want her burning her paws on a plugged-in heat gun or drinking paint water or inhaling plastic dust when I don't put away my cosplay stuff.
I just don't seem to have any will left, no motivation, even though it's right there.

[theradiantfern]

I feel bad for posting here but I feel as thought I have nowhere else to go.
I've had at least one panic attack a day for an entire week now. I hate it so much. It feels like a heart attack, or an extreme illness.
It's physically demanding to stand up and breathe when it happens. My psychiatrist made the wrong call when it came to medication.
An extremely wrong call. On top of that, I've been extremely depressed to the point of where my psychosis will start to spark.
Little shadow creatures will start to surround me. They make me tense up my spine at times, but at other times, I just let them crawl on me. It becomes near-impossible to function socially and as a person in whole. I had a super crummy weekend, and I tried to ask my best friend to comfort me more during those times (i.e. not ignore me for the entirety of it) but she blew up on me. She told me that she can't always be there for me. Like, I clarified that that wasn't my request at all? A simple "hi" could've sufficed for a helpful message in that time. I felt so horrible and guilty after that. It's ruined a lot of progress I was making toward self-care. I don't feel comfortable venting in our Discord vent channel anymore. I just post onto my Tumblr vent blog because I can't take it anymore.
As the cherry to the cake, one of my friends might've killed themselves. I'm so distraught. I tried to help them as best as I could. I really hope they didn't go through with it. I loved them. Even if we were internet friends, that friendship was super real to me. If they're not here anymore, I'm going to miss that. Goodbye. You'll always be in my heart.

[Vertighost]

I just cannot do anything right.
This was supposed to be my year....things were supposed to be better, not worse.

[Avisowl]

Strike

[Vixem]

I’m not really posting here for comfort but I just find this strange..

Lately, I’ve been extremely hungry. So, I’ll deal with my appetite
and eat. After I eat, I’m full but 5-10 minutes after that I’ll be
starving like I never even ate in the first place.

I don’t snack during the day, I have proper large meals. You know,
the normal breakfast, lunch and dinner with some small morning
and afternoon teas.

I’ve been told to just drink some water, which I do. It doesn’t help
at all though, so I’ve given up on that.

I’m not concerned, it’s just strange.

I’ve checked my weight and I’m not gaining anything, thank god.
I’m just confused as to why this is happening? Why am I always
hungry and why am I never feeling full??

[cornspurrd.]

If somebody could please pm me that would be great.

[fester !]

whenever i interact with new people it always feels like even though im trying my best to sound nice that im annoying them or they think im kinda rude. it really sucks, but at least i feel less like this with my close friends than i used to.