- I am mad.
I am mad at myself.
I am mad at myself for falling for yet another person after I swore I wouldn't get someone else.
So, I guess it's history time to tell you guys how we met ^_^. So PlaidToast has been one of my favourite youtubers now for some time. He hasn't got a large fan base, having less than a hundred subscribers on his main channel and just under 600 on his co-owned channel, but I still like his video's and I have watched every one up to date. So the other day, I messaged him a simple ''Hi ^_^'' on youtube.
I didn't think he'd reply, after all he has a life, why would he message me back, right? But literally straight after I got a reply from him, and I was shocked. But I made sure to keep the conversation with him going, and we got along quite well. I got his skype and we've been talking for a while (I'm speaking to him right now - the calls been going for 6 hours and 45 minutes) and he is just too funny and too sweet for his own good. I'm falling for him pretty hard, and he's even said he feels the same way - that he'd like to have a relationship with me, ETC. But here's the two problems:
1. I haven't met him personally. He lives in Birmingham and I live in London (they are a good couple miles appart), and I don't know weather to have an online relationship with him or not. We've planned to meet up at the London's Comic Con in May this year, however, with a few of my friends.
2. My parents. I don't like keeping things from them, even though I'm nearly old enough to leave home I doubt they would appreciate me being with someone online, the fact we haven't met, and the age difference...
I don't know what to do...