TheComfortCorner | v.6

[storm coming.]

can someone please PM me?
i would give a long rant, but it's not for all eyes to see.

to the person below [ galaxy, ]
bro i feel you. my parents are divorced, but there's always
a good reason for it. it's probably for the best. PM me! c:

[galaxy,]

divorced parents suck
like seriously
for the past two days i've been thinking nonstop how two people who seem to be completely in love with each other suddenly start to realize they don't... after thirteen years???? like?? bro please
and i found a bunch of pictures of my parents when they were together and they seemed so happy it makes my heart hurt
and my dad has found someone else
but my mom hasn't
and it just makes me so sad.

[winged-backpack]

She was only 60
Carrie Fisher was one of my heroes and now she's gone.
Just like Bowie, and Rickman
Why did 2016 have to take so many of them
Sorry I'm just in shock

[arbor fray stain]

i got yelled at for mini modding on a different site in a chat, but then later, no mods were on so i politely directed someone to the rules thread but then a mod came back and got mad at me for doing that while they were gone ;-; i was just trying to help, i get so freaked out when someones mad at me ;-;

[lucas.]

can i get a pm? i need to rant a little if you don't mind heh..

[.Ranger.]

I finally got my acceptance letter to the college I want to go to. I posted earlier about my parents not being happy, but my mom was finally happy about it. We spent all of today just doing fun stuff with my brother while we waited on her car to be done. We went to the animal shelter just to look and I told my dad we went and he started cussing at my brother and I. I want to think he was doing better, he used to be really bad when I was growing up, but now he's the same monster and I am beginning to really realize that for myself. He's a monster. I just told myself that he was doing better because that is what I wanted to believe, but it was a lie unfortunately. I cannot tell him anything anymore. You might think I'm overreacting, but I'm not. I am so afraid to be around him and I am afraid to talk to him. He is never happy with anything I do. I finally, FINALLY got a job interview with somewhere I am absolutely comfortable at. I hope I get the job because I really NEED it. Making money off of YouTube with gaming videos and other videos just isn't working since I'm a small channel so I am so excited for this job. I am ready to get out of here, I need to get out of here before my anxiety gets worse and my depression. My boyfriend and I are planning on moving in together, it has been going on eight years, but it's still a secret I have to keep from them. I can't talk to them or anyone else, unless it's my dog. I just have to survive this last semester and my first year of college. I can move out in the summer and finally start my own life where I am not afraid of something happening to me.... But hey, I don't have the worst life. I just had to get that out because it has been eating me inside... Thank you for listening.

[trans]

hi dont reply 2 this im just venting nya

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lol i guess im just a stupid autistic kid like every1 thinks!!!!! im never gonna go anywhere lol why do ppl think im gonna be anything i cant even do my math hw without someone literally standing over my shoulder guiding me through each and every problem bc im stupid and cant do anything on my own : )

[My Immortal]

I need food. All I have is chips, and that's unhealthy, but it will have to do. My mom is making long pasta, which freaks me out so much I can only eat short pasta. I am so freaked out about food to begin with, and she knows this. I don't know how to cook, nor do I have the food to do so. But I am just so upset. Sorry. It really doesn't matter. I sound like a spoiled brat. I should be happy with what I have got, but textures just... I can't handle it.

Edit: my mom made special pasta just for me.

[seventh scripture]

i'm so done
i'm just so upset at myself
i wish i was young again
i felt like everything was so much better
no depression
no anger
i didn't know what social media was
i didn't have to worry about people calling me ugly and fat
why did my life collapse so fast and so hard
i look back at old pictures and how happy i was
i just
why ?
why cant my life be like it was before?
i just don't understand.

i feel so disgusted whenever i look in the mirror. i feel like i can't eat healthy. why don't my friends just tell the truth. when i ask if i'm fat they say no but i see those looks they give. why why why can't i be pretty why can't i believe in myself why can't i just do stuff

i can't trust anyone
they always leave me behind and ignore me
like i'm nothing
i'm just a shadow
according to everyone else
i want to be noticed
if only i had the courage to stan dup
but i can't
ugh
whats wrong with me

[IQuit;;]

i was recording a drawing with hypercam and when i went to save after i was done, it doesnt let me save it or play it back. hours of drawing are lost and i'm so dissapointed and mad.