TheComfortCorner | V.7

[ashton.]

i feel so alone.
no one cares about me.
every time i think that
i've found a good friend,
they ditch me, completely
forget about me.
god, i've said this too much,
but i just want to be cared
about, wanted, etc.
i'm never good enough, i'm
never noticed.
i never have someone to confide
in, whether the matter be good
or bad. i never have anyone to
share laughs and tears with.
nobody wants me. i'm always
overlooked. i don't know what
i did, i don't know what's
wrong with me.

[plecostomus enjoyer]

i'm tired of feeling sad.
drawing makes me sad.
because i'm not good
at it.
i've been drawing for
my entire life and
people who have only
been drawing for a
few years are better
than i am.
i've had this dream
of going to art
school for nearly my
entire life.
but i'm giving up
because it's just not
going to happen with
my horrible work.

[cornspurrd.]

I'm freaking out.
Its 12 am
vets are closed.
And my rat is making this really scary sound.
I can't loose another baby
no no no no no

[BananaBean]

i keep letting you back into my life
because you make me happy for a little bit
but i know it will all crash and burn
why cant we work out?
i have true genuine feelings for you
but i guess that doesnt matter

[celerie]

my real dad went to jail and he's been writing letters and asking for me to write him back and send some pictures of me and my real brother. i haven't done any of that and i feel so bad ,,, am i a bad person for being scared to do something for someone i haven't seen in at least sixteen years ?

[autumnsoundtrack]

I just found out that this guy cheated on his girlfriend with me four months ago. I didn't even know he had a girlfriend at the time.
Thank god he pushed me away back when I was in love with him three years ago. I probably would've gotten my heart broken.

[the folly of man]

I should really be asleep cause I have to get up a lot earlier than usual
because I have an eye appointment

I'm kinda emotionally scarred from this one normal doctor appoinment
so I really hate appointments of any type now

I wish I wasn't so socially anxious
it's so bad that I'm literally wanting to cry thinking about the fact I'm gonna have to talk to a stranger
it could be mostly hormones, but I'm not sure
I just feel really unstable

I just wish I could simply say to myself
"it's just talking, naomi, stop worrying so much"
but I can't
if you're curious, naomi isn't my real name. it's just a filler name. no worries.

[mars]

I can't go up to new york this week with the rest of my family for my grandmother's funeral.
it hurts so much. I wish I could be there, but I know it's for the best; I've been too sick. I wouldn't even be able to leave the hotel room to attend her funeral, and extreme emotions like sadness make my illness worse. plus the car ride,,,I get so carsick, and with my constant nausea being in a moving vehicle for a day or two each way isn't something I'm physically able to do right now.
I hate this cursed body that I'm stuck in and I miss my grandparents so much.
why can't I just be normal?
why didn't I get to know my grandmother before it was too late?
I lost the opportunity to know my grandfather more than ten years ago as a young child who didn't value things, but I had a chance with her.
I wasted it all over again.

[snubbulls]

i want my mom to know that emotional abuse is not okay just because she's my parent. she does not have the right to insult me or make fun of me just because she adopted me. she cannot just push me around because she thinks that she owns me. but i have to deal with it. there's nothing i can do. im so useless.

[pereyra]

I hate that grief hits at the most random times. Like, I'm fine for days or even a week or more, and then out of nowhere I just remember my best friend is dead.
I wish I could tell someone about the him I knew and not the him they knew because he made so much magic.
But I guess him and I are always going to be unfinished business now.