Dear ______,
I just don't understand why you were mad. I did nothing to you. Well, not nothing, at least I will admit that, unlike someone I know. Big deal, I ignored you for a day and then apologized over text. What's so bad about that? Nothing. Then, you have the nerve to get mad at me because I explained why I was mad. Seriously? Then you started ignoring me. For weeks on end. When all I did was not talk to you for half a day. I tried asking you why but all I got were short answers that explained nothing. Every day I waited for you after I texted you so we could walk to our buses together, as usual, and you completely ignored me. I watched as you walked away with your friends and left me behind, alone. Even as I left with my other friends prior to you ignoring me, I looked back to see if you were there, if you were looking for me. I tried over and over to talk to you, at lunch, outside of classes, everywhere, no response. It was completely stupid. I probably said sorry over 25 times in all , literally, yet no response. I didn't even have a reason to be sorry, I had already apologized. Which I found even more rude of you to ignore me after that. I tried so hard to be your friend again, to start over like nothing ever happened. Yet you failed to acknowledge anything I said. At formal, when we were all hanging out with our other friends, I asked you if we could start over, and you said yes. The following Monday, you ignored me again. Why!? By that point I was really mad at you, really frustrated that nothing I did appeased you, even though you were the one who should of been begging on your knees for forgiveness. By the end of the year, you started talking to me again, asking if we could start over. Not apologizing, not explaining why everything happened like it did, just nothing. And so we became friends again. I don't know why I didn't just leave you behind after all you put me through. I cried over our fight, and I feel as though you didn't feel a shred of sorrow, a shred of guilt for breaking our friendship. I feel like all the times we spent together meant nothing to you, that to you, I was just another person begging for your attention, that you could throw away our friendship so easily over something so little. And now, since this was our first fight, I am scared that anything I may say to you might make you do this all over again. I mean, I can choose never to see you again if I want, but I truthfully don't know whether I want to make that decision yet. I have been over to your house since the fight, but our friendship doesn't seem the same. Everything is just more, tense. I feel like I can't tell you anything now. And that if I do, you won't understand what I mean. That fight changed everything for me, whether you realize it or not. I miss the old you. The you where you would joke around and laugh and scare our other friends by burping really loudly! But all that is gone now. It's in the past. I just wish everything could of been different, that our fight had not turned out the way it did. That nothing ever happened at all. I just don't know if I can even call you a best friend anymore. I'm sorry but it's true. Sorry _____ but I don't think things will ever be the same between us ever again.
Sincerely,
Your ex-BFF.