TheComfortCorner | V.7

[FooFarny]

my physio therapist told me I need to use a wheelchair now because my legs are becoming too weak to do anything. I have cerebral palsy and lately I have noticed I can’t walk as far anymore. Last year I was able to walk for like 30 minuets at a time but now I can’t even walk less than 5 minuets. It’s heartbreaking for me. I knew this would happen but not this soon. I’m having a hard time dealing with this and I want to cry honestly.

Like why now? Why not until im 30 somthing not this young. Ugh the only good side to this is that when I go back to America next year my Nan won’t have to push me around in a hire wheelchair (getting a powered one).

Any advice would be great..

[i<3 wolves678]

oh god
why am i so scared of the future
i hate being the youngest in the family
it means i'll be the one who's most likely to loose everyone i love first
i don't want to be alone yet at the same time i'm debating asexuality
i don't understand myself
i want to always have someone with me but never ever want to be in an actual relationship
sometimes i feel like i'm too young to properly determine my sexuality, i mean, i'm only just in my final year of school before college, but
i just hate the thought of being in a romantic relationship
it just makes me feel weirdly uncomfortable, same thing goes for young children
i don't know how i'll explain to my parents, they always talk about the future and how me and my sisters are going to grow up and have our own families
i don't want to dissapoint them, but it's just not me
occasionally i question myself, i mean, sometimes i feel weirdly strongly about one or two particular friends
but i could never see myself in a relationship with any of them

i just fear the future and everything left to come, especially considering how terrible late 2016-early 2017 was for me
maybe this year will be better
probably not

[General Chaos]

Just a daily reminder

You are beautiful.
You are special.
You are talented.
You are amazing.

To everyone battling something, mentally or physically. Addictions or Depression. I'm so glad you're still here, welcome to 2018. You did it and I'm so proud of you.

Keep fighting, you got this. ❤️

[ghostmaker]

i’ve hit peak bottom with how i feel about my art. nothing i draw seems worth it, it all looks like trash. the thing is, i’m almost constantly surrounded by people who are way better than me at art, and no matter how many times i tell myself to stop comparing my art to theirs, i can’t stop myself from doing it. there are rare times when i’m happy with my art, but i just end up hating it afterwards.

everybody has told me the same thing. “oh, don’t compare your art to others, and practice daily!” no. i can’t. i can’t even look at my art, much less practice. practicing daily would just lead to me being even more disgusted with my art. but, i really, really love to draw. it’s so fun, and i just love it. i can’t exactly do something i love if everytime i do it, i feel like throwing up at what i’ve done.

[serpentine.]

im having a panic attack. i just don’t know what to do.

band is one of my absolute favorite classes, but it’s
also one of my hardest. i try my best, and yet i am
still last chair of the clarinet section. it’s just that
playing in front of the class for tests makes me panic,
makes my hands shake and my body tremble.

im so scared of failing. of making my director
disappointed in me, which i’m sure i already
have. and school is tomorrow, with a test first
period, again making me panic. i haven’t
practiced at all, and i’m shaking.

im thinking of asking my student teacher & my
director if i can test with him instead in the ba
ck, away from all the pressure it gives me with
all of my classmate’s eyes on me.

but at the same time im afraid of disappointing
him too. any advice or kind words are needed.

what can i do?

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm just done. I feel like nobody likes my art, no one wants to commission me and I'm not going anywhere.
I feel like I'm not even wanted online anymore. I used to be liked and had friends, but now all but 1 ignores me, really. I thought I was well known, but I guess not anymore.

[onion]

nobody pays attention to me or bothers with me anywhere so why dont i just disappear

[cornspurrd.]

I just ruin everybody elses life.

[Spearow]

I’m so jittery and I’ve had a headache for almost 24 hours now. I moved back to my apartment yesterday and forgot my laptop back at my parents. <_< So now no laptop until it is safe for someone to travel here and bring it. My phone hasn’t been charging, and I finally got it to today. Since I have no laptop atm its my only way to talk to anyone besides like, xbox. .-. And now that I have my phone working the one person I want to talk to me doesn’t want to because he’s too busy playing a game. W/e I’m a gamer too and I don’t ignore everyone. Usually s/o’s have time for each other but apprently not today mb.

First day of my last semester in college tonorrow. I think I’m a little stresssd about that too maybe thats making me cranky idk. And caffeine+anxiety disorder isn’t really a great mix. Ah ha idk what to do with myself.

[pereyra]

The other day I found out a good friend of 4+ years of mine died and I hardly flinched and now I'm crying because I can't find my favourite septum ring
i'm having the time of my life being mentally ill let me tell you