TheComfortCorner | V.7

[stelpup]

i need minor friend help, pm me

[kishu.]

wow, isn't life just so great having a really obnoxious, 'somewhat' negative dad that never leaves you alone? especially
when you're so hesitant to tell your dad to stop and no matter how many times you told to him to stop? then, he never
does? it's indeed a pain in the neck.
(pm me)

[joji]

hhhhh

[illusion.]

hhhhh

Same

[kököchin]

Trying not to think about it, but tomorrow is the anniversary of the day I had to have my lilac siamese euthanized. Its been three years now. She was 16 years old. ♥ I miss her a lot and I know she will be on my mind a lot tomorrow. I'm also moving this weekend back to university in the city. I miss my girl, I hope a part of her lives on somewhere.

losing a loved one, whether a family member or pet, is always hard. trust me, i've lost several lovely pets, a lot of which were fish. and it took me quite a while to move on, but i later realized that even if they're no longer physically right beside you, they're always with you in your heart and mind <3

[Giulietta Capuleti]

1. So much stress?! Like I can't even believe this is humanely possible..
2. I'm so sick all the time! From one thing to another, not one week where I wasn't sick :(
3. Medicine is so expensive? Literally $20 for tablets that *might* help?
4. My boyfriend just left, I don't get to see him for a month and it's extremely difficult and makes me genuinely sad? ; ~ ;
5. My laptop (which I use for gaming, school, everything) has issues even though it's brand new? Heck

[winged-backpack]

my inbox is always open for those who need to rant <3

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I drank way too much last night and now I'm very hungover™, don't drink in excess kids - protip

[houndoom]

sometimes i feel as if every single effort i put into actually getting better is in vain since nothing ever goes in a good way. i mean, why even struggle to seem happy? the truth is that ever since my dog died i have not been feeling much of anything. it's all just empty and pointless. and god, it feels so pathetic that my dog was really the last thing i genuinely loved and cared about, how could i ever explain to anyone that the reason i've been growing increasingly distant and the reason why my state is constantly getting worse despite everyone's efforts is because everything good died at once with my dog?

[eat kids]

I don't know who I am anymore, my happiness is drained away.
All I feel is loneliness, sadness, and pain.
I cover them all up with a fake smile and grin some fake jokes
and fake happiness, everyone thinks I'm fine, but I'm not.
When I was younger everything used to be so easy,
well, most of the time.

Memories flood back to me.
I push them away, I can't hang onto the past,
not when it is mostly all bad.
I remember the boys throwing basketballs
at me and hitting me at my parents' yearly
fourth of july party. I remember running in the cornfield
crying and all alone.

I remember a boy whom was racing in the cornfield,
he didn't know what was wrong, and I didn't think
he knew anything was wrong. He asked me a question,
I hung with him for the rest of the night.
This memory business is way too much.

I remember my guinea pig Lartin who died
two months ago, I remember my guinea pig
Oreo who died ten months ago, and I remember
my rabbit Carlie who died a year and four months
ago. I miss them all, each one was my support system,
my happiness, what I felt like was my purpose
to stay alive. Now all I have is Buddy. My guinea pig Buddy.

Now I have to get rid of one of my dogs,
my life is a wreck, crumbling piece by piece,
wall by wall, castle by castle till finally purpose stops.
Till my happiness drains away, till it's bone dry,
I feel as though I am already half way there,
I feel.....

nothing.

[serpentine.]

whoohoo longish rant here —
honestly, i feel that everything i
do is a mistake, to everyone. i’v
e been struggling with the same
things over and over again.

i’ve been made fun of for so long,
so many times i can’t keep track
of all of them, and im growing tir
ed of all of this to be honest. like,
its not nice to call people names,
when you don’t know what they’ve
been going through.

another thing is my identity. i am
wanting to become transgender.
im already gender-fluid. but at the
same time, im scared to tell my
parents because they won’t under
stand, and that’s really hard.

im not comfortable in my own skin,
there’s only disgust there. but with
everything about not letting trans
people into the military is frightening
because ive wanted to be in the air
force for so long, and to have that
ripped away from me because im
not comfortable in my own skin?
how is that fair?

i know my dad is disappointed in
me and i look up to him. i don’t
know what to do, with any of this.
i try to be strong, I try to be the
best and i try to be smart. but
everything is just crumbling around
me, tearing my life apart.

on top of that, my dad is getting
re-married this upcoming summer.
i love her kids, ethan is in boot
camp and i love reilly & wyatt
and everyone else, i really do.

i feel like he’s spending more time
with them than he is with me, that
he cares more about them than he
cares about me. and it hurts.

he’s said i will always be his number
one, but is that really true? i don’t know.

it doesn’t seem like it to me.