|TheComfortCorner| v.3

[samm.]

I can't stop crying right now...
I just lost a online friend on here and she told me I was never her friend... it hurts so much i just wanna scream.
She doesn't know it but she was my only really good friend in real life and online. I feel stupid now, that I ever thought anyone would stick....
I don't know what to do.. i just want comfort.

*hugs* I'm so sorry! I haven't had this happen to me online before, but its happened to me in real life many times, so I know how it feels. She isn't worth your time nor your tears. I know it hurts now, but eventually the pain will fade. I'm here if you need someone to talk to, don't be afraid to pm me. I don't bite, I promise <3 =)

[leverage]

I can't believe it.
Our marching band instructor just told the band that a boy who had graduated last year had passed away suddenly yesterday.
I'll admit, I was at a friends house and had heard the news, but hadn't put it together that he was in the band.
I don't even know what to think.
I didn't know him very well. I saw him a few times, but never really spoke to him. He wasn't in my section, so I just didn't have a reason to, you know?
Don't get me wrong, I've had family die. But they were older. My aunt, my grandmother. They passed away over a series of months.
It just shocks me that someone my age could die so suddenly. He had just graduated high school last week! He was going on to college! He had a family and an older brother who loved him dearly! Teachers, friends, family! And just like that...he's gone.
I didn't get the whole story. They didn't share it with the band. But I did hear it a bit from my friend and her mother, though I didn't ask any questions. It sounds like...he took his own life. That shocked me. He always seemed happy, you know? Like I said, I didn't really know him. Just what I saw, a little bit from afar.
It just scares me so much that someone in the band could be gone just like that. The band group are some of the most happy and positive people in the school. We are the group that rarely has any drug issues, the best of grades, good reputations. You have to be committed to go through a year of marching band, of everyday practices until 5, of football games every Friday, of parades and competitions. I guess of all people I would expect to pass so suddenly, I would never expect a marching band member to.
I barely even knew him.
But his passing hurts me so much.
I feel even worse, knowing how pained his family and his friends must be.
All I can do now is hold them in my prayers.

This has been a long post, I know. But I just had to get it out.

[breadstick]

It just feels so lonely without my grandparents here.
no they are not dead ono

[sapiosexual]

my grandma can hardly remember me anymore
she was moved to a nursing home and i cant see her at all
she was the one person i can talk to and now she doesn't even remember her own granddaughter
feeling kinda sad about this, could i please have a hug? >:

[My Immortal]

Im so idiotic.
Someone pm me.

[exixst]

That's the third one. The third fight they've had, for all I know. My dogs aren't getting along at all. Sure, they've bickered, but now it's escalated into actual fights. I can't tell who started it, because I'm never actually been looking. The first one I was watching a movie with the family, the second one they were just outside my door, out of my sight, and this one was outside while I was calling the cat. I don't know who ends up starting the fights, but I'm pretty sure it's the younger one, considering she's always the one continuing the fight while the older dog pulls away, and ends up with more slobber on her neck area.

I've had the break up the last two because nobody was home. The second one they had, I dragged one dog into my room and left the other outside the door, shutting it and keeping them separated for a few minutes to cool down while I looked them both over, checking for marks and wounds. This one that just happened was outside, where I had to drag the younger one all the way across the yard by her scruff, shove her inside, and then wait for them to cool down.

Fortunately, nobody has been hurt, but by the looks of it, someone could be in the future. Whether that be me, or one of the dogs. I'm just saying that based on how they've interacted. They've never gotten along, but these are the first fights that have broken out, that I know of. I've done my research; put something large and opaque between them, make really loud noises, like banging pots together, dunk water on their heads. And injuries rarely happen, is what these sites have said, but I've been watching the two of them. The little one is getting more aggressive over her things. Her toys and the rawhide bones we give her are what she watches over the most. I haven't seen them bicker over food yet. Should I pick those objects up and put them out of sight to prevent unnecessary aggression?

It's just... it's scary, you know? Both of these times I've had to break it up, my parents were about an hour away, at my brother's baseball tournament (One I broke up was on the twenty-seventh, the other was just now). So if someone was to actually get hurt, or I was to get bit or something, then I'd have an emergency to handle on my own. And while I'm good at staying calm when I absolutely need to, that doesn't mean I'm not scared. I don't want my dogs to get hurt. The younger one is much stronger than our other ten-year-old female. The younger one can be aggressive, the other is more calm natured, but not submissive. Passive-aggressive, maybe? I don't quite know how to define her. Our older one is already slowing down, and she's much quicker to wear out, despite her life that was full of activity and such. If something happens while I'm asleep, or the entire family is gone, I don't know what will happen. Will I come back to find blood clumped on my dog's neck? Would one of them wind up with a nasty bite that gets infected?

We might just have to crate the young one while we're gone. :/

[0000007]

I.. Okay..
So my family has this necac thing, were the government supports us by paying the rent to the place were living. But with my moms new job.. she's getting a lot more money.. meaning they probably won't support us within the next month or so... and she wants to move because shed rather be in a better house.. back to the country. that means I'll move away from the bestest friend and person I've ever met in the entire world. That means no one will get me. Or understand my jokes. Understand my references to anime's. Because do you know how I am in public? If you ever seen me outside having to run around with my family I don't talk. Its like I lose that ability. I'll Stutter or talk quietly. Its like something ealse inside me activates to be quiet. Every time I move this gets worse. Every time I move I close up to people more. I don't know what I'm going to do.. I can't do anything... This is the first time in a long time I'm holding back tears. I... Dunno... can I have a hug..? advice? I feel sick... Really really sick.. like my stomach hurts and I feel like I'm going to pass out.. Why... does this always happen......It probably doesn't seem like a big deal.. but it is...

[vaska]

*Hug*


I get what you mean, when I was younger we moved every year and I didn't allow myself to make anymore due to loosing so many. But when I met this one friend, I got afraid of loosing her. ANYWAYS.
back to you! Video chat with her, send letters, call, text, and arrange times to meet up. You wont loose contact. :) It'll be okay :)

[The Hunger Games]

I woke up yesterday to a terrible pain in my ear.
Of course, I wasn't at home and everyone was asleep.
So I was lying there for about an hour, about to yank my hair out when Kelley walks in.
"What's wrong?"
"My ear hurts."
"Oh, no! It might be infected. You probably just have Swimmer's Ear, due to all the swimming you've been doing lately. I'm going to call your father and ask him if we can bring you up to the Hospital."
The Hospital was a one-and-a-half hour wait.
So the doctor FINALLY came in, and the second he looked:
"Oh, yep. You definitely have an ear infection. The canals near the drum are inflamed."
Great.
Pills, drops, and no swimming for over a week.
And my ear really hurts.

I HATE BEING SICK.

[Zynphera]

I... I just...
Why is my family so dysfunctional.
I swear to god, if everyone in my whole family got a chance to join another, they would.
Thanks mom for yelling at me and making me cry today, it's nice to now that I'm a lying, useless, horrible daughter who only takes up space and stops the earth from spinning from my terribleness. Thanks for always telling everyone you meet about all my bad things but saying how "oh my goodness my son is so great, he always gets like 92% on his tests!" when I always top him with 100%s all the time. What a great mother. Thanks for threatening to kick me out of the house when I'm clearly too young to be kicked out. Thanks everyone outside of my immediate family for not caring for me at all just because I'm a girl. Thanks my brother and my dad for always hitting me or hurting me verbally/physically.

Wow, I have such a great family. I know I can always look on the positive sides like "at least they didn't give you to an orphanage" but most functional families don't do half the things my family does.