TheComfortCorner | V.9

[×Seven of Nine×]

Literally everything makes sense now, any time I've ever gotten an infection or something growing up(which is constant) it hits like a tank and it's like I caught the flu and got pulverized by a steamroller in my joints and bones.

Now if only my doctor believed I have it.
He's shown me literal proof I have it and gave me vitamin D prescriptions for my deficiency which is a thing that happens for rheumatoid arthritis.

And yet.

Yall I'm tired. And sick.

[sugarbird]

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[crashedOut]

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[screamingrainfrog]

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[×Seven of Nine×]

Just over here collecting infections like Pokémon cards.

A new one added to my list because of a cut on my lip, my lip was dry. Haha. No wonder I feel worse today.

*uses something to absorb infection*
*gets another one somewhere else*
This is fine

[Freak996]

I'm just lonely so I'll spend a little time with Rose

[♥ mizu]

i hate it when you can't tell if somebody's making fun of you or not.

i went to school and decided to wear a skirt instead of the usual pants. nobody there has ever seen me in anything but pants or shorts. i felt kinda nervous because of some past experiences. whenever i would wear a skirt and knee-highs at my old school, some girl would point it out and just.. make me feel bad. make me feel like i looked ridiculous compared to everybody else. she made me feel disgusting about wearing a skirt and knee highs so i never did again

i still carry some of that with me every day. but i was feeling a bit empowered because i thought i looked good today. i thought it was a nice combo and looked better than the pants.

idk. as soon as i went in, one of the more outgoing girls kinda rushed over to me and was like "ohhh i love your skirt!! where'd you get it?" and i was like "ohh thanks, it's from [a popular uniform store]" and she was like "ooh, vintage! i like it" as a reference to mean girls. but she like.. looked? at one of her friends in a really weird way and i swear to god she looked like she was insulting it. so i was like "haha, yeah. i can't tell if you're making fun of me or not ahaha" and she swore she wasn't. but still. she looked so judgemental for that second and quoting regina george isn't necessarily the nicest thing?? didn't regina insult some girl's skirt by saying exactly that? it's just.. so confusing. she just got this really mean glint in her eyes, i swear that i saw it. she was nice to me for the rest of the day but i swear to god those outgoing people treat me like a dog sometimes. they look down on me, i'm certain, and it makes me insecure.

i got some compliments on it (made me feel good) but i just feel self conscious when i wear it now. i can't tell if it looks bad or not. of course, this ties into something else i'm incredibly bothered by but that is a huge story and isn't necessary right now.

edit: @paevent thank you so much, i think i will continue to wear what i want :) it was a lot more comfy than pants, i'll admit

[PUPPYBIUS]

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[paevent]

Gonna complain about my problems first xd
My relationship with my boyfriend has taken a toll and I really want things to get better. He’s probably going to visit a friend he’s never seen in real life before we move again. And hopefully they’d want to move in with us.
The truth is, the person he’s visiting is his ex girlfriend. And obviously that scares me, but I’m trusting him. If he ever did leave me I have my family to go back to. But I’m trusting that we will be fine, life has been a huge rollercoaster these last 3 years and I don’t want to think about moving ever again after this. Not until education is done anyway.
I’ll be alone for a while, I’ll admit again that I’m scared. But everything will be okay. We’ve made such crappy decisions and I want everything to restart.
And I want to keep complaining but I don’t even know what to say XD just scared. My family has been going through a lot of crap too. Idk. Change is good but also very annoying and scary and I hate it

@screamingrainfrog, @freak996

I’m sorry you guys are feeling so lonely. The only thing I can offer is someone to talk to, my pms are open. Things will get better

Just over here collecting infections like Pokémon cards.
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That sounds like an annoyance, I went to the doctor for an infection and they denied I even had it xd it’s been getting better though so idk @-@ get well soon!

i hate it when you can't tell if somebody's making fun of you or not.
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I had such a hard time with that in school, like not knowing peoples intentions. I would breakdown over things I assumed people had thought about me, that were probably never true. People are weird. People suck. But besides that there are the select few that really mean it when they compliment you.
Gonna share a little story here, I felt really good about helping someone out with a similar issue. She never wore pants that showed off her legs because she thought she had to hide them. one day I told her that she’d look really good in them and to my surprise, she came back the next day with shorts! They looked really good on her.
Anyways I hope you keep wearing what you want to wear, I bet it looks really good on you too! As long as you’re trying and wearing what you love, it boosts your confidence and it shows when you’re wearing the clothes. Makes the clothes and you look even better. Even if you fake the confidence (I’ve done that xdd)

@ everyone else here, I wish the best to all of you

[felo]

I upset my friends and I don't fully understand why. it's really upsetting to me as well because I was just trying to understand something. then they totally misunderstood *me* when I was asking my question, and...anyway, I really don't know if we're friends anymore