TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Spearow]

ugh feeling so discouraged in life. i quit a toxic job where i was being physically assaulted and injured every week and working 60+ hours, a really difficult field of work in crisis care. i decided to try something different, making less but it is way less mentally tasking. now i just found out about half of us are going to be cut so i'm probably going to lose my job that i just got comfortable with and i like most of the people i work with. i really don't want to go tomorrow, it feels like a slap in the face going while knowing i'm most likely going to get fired soon. my manager was tipped off they're cutting like 10 from our little squad - we only have 14 including him. even if i'm not cut most of my work friends will be its a lose-lose situation and i'm just feeling so defeated. i just want to not have to worry about where every penny goes.

[Grayson.]

I hope a time will come where I don't let some words hurt me. I need to keep forgetting some things because they were dumb, and there's no reason to be upset. People will think bad things about you but that's how it is, and you know you and what's actually true. So I need to relax and get good sleep for once. I can't let bad things marinate in my mind and make my insomnia worse.

[dakotapaws]

can my pipes pls!! stop freezing!! im tired of it

[lance_eats_bugs]

my girlfriend just broke up with me. she was literally my everything and ive been crying all day. i dont know what to do without her and i could barely get out of bed this morning. i loved her so much but all because i decided to say something stupid its over. i just want one person JUST ONE to stay with me. please. i can take this anymore... i hate being alone. every time i meet someone i truly love, this decides to happen. i have no clue what i ever did wrong but she blocked me so thats that. im sorry, my dearest. youll always be in my heart

[♥ mizu]

i knew it was gonna be a no and it's not his fault but. i'm still bummed. i wish i could be a normal teenager. i wish i could just hang out with the girls more often. i wish i wish i wish. i know i'm missing out on some of the best years of my life. all i do is sit at home and have headaches because i'm online all the time and i have to take care of my parents' issues and listen to them complain about things and i wish i could just get out but i can't. i have friends. i have great friends, actually. but i can't hang out with them outside of school. and now i'm crying :(

[Soy Sauce]

I’m so flipping excited like aaah I js have so much to say. Like I just wanna talk someone’s ear off but like since you left I don’t have anyone to talk to like that. So here I am, my therapist told me to write letters to you with all the stuff I wanna say.

First I met this girl… like I have known her all year I met her at the being of the school year. I think I’m finally owning up to it now tho cause i wanna move on romantically. Although im to scared to actually physically do anything with anyone cause your the only person i felt wouldn’t judge me. But aside shes so beautiful i cant, she’s funny and we talk all the time. We send tik toks and reels back and forth because we have the same humor. Ik shes straight but we have like flirting humor yk? Like she will flirt with me in the halls and grab my waist or sit on my lap, she takes pictures with me and swipes up on my stories and tells me I’m prettyyy!!! Aaah i literally can’t I have the biggest crush ever.

Second youth camp is coming up and I’m so excited I love feeling so close to my friends and like crying my heart out with an excuse because everyone else is doing it. Everyone is so nice and loving and a bunch of new girls are coming and I can’t wait to make friends with them!!!

Third I start my driving classes tomorrow! It’s only 10 days so guess who’s gonna get their license first ME! Remember you kinda made it a challenge, well I won! Eeeh I’m so excited, i already have a car and a job so js 10 classes and my test then i should have my license before Valentine’s Day. Also my bsf said she would be my valentine so im excited to buy her gifts. I finally get to drive to and from school and i can hang out with my friends more. I kinda wish i had my license when we were still friends. Ik you would go on stupid late night drives with me.

Fourth im gonna be another year older (ik i can’t say my age on here but like aaah) i never thought i would turn this old! Im kinda sad cause i will be at camp on my birthday and i wanna make a bunch of birthday tik toks but oh well. Bro also they have my drawing the posters for the school musical?? THOSE GO ALL OVER THE SCHOOL. I’m so nervous. So if you see them, thats me

Aaah I’m so excited for everything and I love having crushes and I love love sm.

Ma non posso andare avanti, vero?
Perché ti amo nel modo più disgustoso possibile.
Ti amo come Kat amava Patrick
Ti amo come Harley amava il burlone
Ti amo come Ray amava Evangeline

Ti amo come Severus Piton amava Lily Potter...

Sì, penso che sia quello.

"Sempre"

P.s. my Italian is getting kinda good

[gamer]

man I am so tired of BUGS.

[Otter.]

honestly im numb. just got a call from my work besties mom that they passed away. she was only 22. i feel like i dont wanna even go back to work. we goofed around, hung out outside of work, i had dog sat her dog for her and now she's gone. we knew each other for 4 years my heart is smashed. idk what to do, i been crying for the past hour and i just cant stop.

[Kingsfoil.]

So, there's this guy that I've been friends with for just over a year and it kinda seems like we're losing the friendship?
He keeps insisting he wants to be friends and that he wants to talk, but every time we try to talk it takes him hours to respond to anything, and he responds to it as if there isn't a problem. I've mentioned it a few times and he's brought up having difficulties communicating due to adhd, which I understand, but he used to respond immediately and never really had a problem with doing that for months.
It's starting to get on my nerves a bit and if he doesn't do anything to improve that I'm genuinely considering dropping the friendship, because it feels like I'm the only one putting any effort into improving it.
* Before you come after me for this, I have very similar problems responding due to adhd and depression, but it genuinely feels like he's just responding when he's bored, instead of trying to actually hold a conversation, cause I will almost always respond immediately and he'll still take several hours after that *
Also, I brought it up earlier and the only response I got was, "I'm sorry I'm bad at it", which seems kinda odd to me? Like, I appreciate the apology but it doesn't feel like you mean it?? I mean, I had responded immediately and you took 4 hours to respond to what I'd said and I don't even get an explanation, just a half-assed sorry. It doesn't feel like you put any effort into that at all and just apologised to get me to leave it alone

[Spearow]

ah i keep having this cryptic feeling something is wrong and it won't go away, and bad things keep happening. feeling pretty disheartened as next month i am supposed to go pick up a few female mice as my girls just lost a friend and they get stressed with too much space. so I had two girls lined up to pick up - and got the news last night that one of them had to be euthanized for complications following her last pregnancy (i usually adopt retired does instead of babies). so i'm a little sad, i was looking forward to meeting that little girl and bringing her home. but at least she is not in pain now

since i put a deposit on the mice i got to choose another doe - and will for the first time be getting a little youngster, who was born on Christmas day. a bit bittersweet. </3