TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Soy Sauce]

I miss you, which is weird. I never miss you.

[dakotapaws]

my health just somehow seems to keep getting worse. the funny part is i feel completely fine. im tired of something else showing up on every other blood test. im tired of being poked and prodded and having zero time to process anything. im tired of meds not working. im tired of not knowing what i did to deserve this.

[♥ mizu]

obvs won't name names here and this is about someone offsite who doesn't use cs anyway.

idk man they just seem kind of mean... "i can revoke a character if you're not using it" ?? i know it's frustrating to see somebody not using an oc but that's so icky. and the way they responded to somebody was so insulting. i know they definitely felt insulted by the other person but the amount of second hand shame i got from both sides.. oh my goodness. i'm not afraid of having an oc revoked since i always use my characters but if you don't want to let go off an oc don't let go of it?

idk this is such a chronically online thing :/

[Eeveeloverrr]

Why. Would you say you asked me to do something. When you literally didn't?? WHAT is wrong with you leave me alone for a single second I'm BEGGING. I'm absolutely so tired. Just stop acting like everything is my fault please I can't take the blame for everything anymore I swear I'm already giving all my energy into trying to be not so useless I'm so tired I'm so tired I'm so tired

[twilispark]

no because what do you do when your family literally abandons u to get a new family . like what . wym ur with ur new kids on christmas and completely ignoring me like u didn’t raise me ? 😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻 this a different typa hurt omg

[onion]

headache so bad i wanna cry but i know thatll just make it worse... and intrusive thoughts. agh

[❦Acidic-Tea❦]

I’ve been rereading the poem The Black Cat by Edgar Allen Poe. I relate so much to it. Hating something so much that you kill it just because it loves you. He kills the cat because the cat loved him and he still hurt it. He kills the cat because he knows his soul will be ruined if he does. He kills the cat because he knows it will ruin him. When I say I relate to the narrator no one ever knows what I mean. I relate to his feelings of hate and guilt and loneliness. I relate to all of it. The way he hurts the Pluto simply because he knows it’s wrong, how he begins to hate the new cat simply because it loves him, how he felt such relief when Pluto was gone but then was immediately consumed by the guilt of killing it. How he begins to fear the new cat because all it does is remind him of Pluto. And the crashing end of being caught and held responsible for his actions. I don’t know I just really enjoy it. I hate Edgar Allen Poe though that guy was weird. Also I found some songs that someone at my work showed me and I love them so much, he knows me so well 😭 writing them down so that I don’t forget them in a few years
Coal- Dylan gossett
This is where it ends- Bailey Zimmerman
Anyway that’s all

[mourning dove]

please stop screaming.

[vist]

why is everything so hard

[stellulite]

you tell me nothing.

I want to be there for you, but you tell me nothing
I really have no clue how I am supposed to live like this forever and be okay with it
I feel like I express my love for you in so many different ways and even if you deal with your issues in silence, it’s just not working
It’s not working for you
It’s not working for me
Nobody knows how you’re feeling other than you
I promise if you told me I wouldn’t talk about it or give any unasked for advice, I just want to know what’s going on
Being shut out from the person you’ve been with for almost a decade hurts
You always anticipate the worst
You constantly have immense worry
You grieve for the worst possible scenario
You are left aimlessly and miserably wondering
Why.