TheComfortCorner | V.7

[The One & Only Vapor]

I'm scared. I'm in the hospital for potential appendicitis and they're taking a look laparoscopically. I've never had a procedure like this done before. heck, I've never gotten my tonsils out or anything. I need a hug right now.

*hug* i hope everything goes okay.

[billie eilish]

i try so hard to make everybody happy and forget about myself

[cornspurrd.]

Some People ask Why I ever Owned Rats? Why Own Such A Weird Animal.
Why? Because they bring joy, Joy that I never had before they Make me smile while I'm bawling. Such Little creatures Yet such big hearts. They Would go to the end of world For you.. And I never payed Him back. this Little rat.. Dyson Just barley made it to new Years. he died In His cage, I wasn't there to comfort In love On him. And I feel so bad. I never got to say my goodbyes.

Rip Little Dyson, Aug 36 2016-December 30 2017.

[leafywolf]

I think I'm just ready to give up now...

They don't care about me.
I don't care about me.

There's no point of being here anymore...
I give up.

[cornspurrd.]

My best Friend died Today. And Nobody Cares.
Nobody Is taking account for the fact that My feelings Are fragile
right now, I don't need everybody in this house screaming at me for
stupid stuff. My dad took away my phone last night so I turned notifs
Off so itwasn't dinging all the time, And He freaked out because I
Didn't answer his call? Not just the normal yelling He was screaming,
and getting pretty physical with his "punishment" I finally escaped to
my room and My dang mom came in a screamed at me some more. I honestly
don't see the point in living anymore, Even If I could stop this Daily Cycle Of
Abuse And Screaming, I can't ever Bring My world, My Love, My Best Friend Back.

[alyxmin]

My best Friend died Today. And Nobody Cares.
Nobody Is taking account for the fact that My feelings Are fragile
right now, I don't need everybody in this house screaming at me for
stupid stuff. My dad took away my phone last night so I turned notifs
Off so itwasn't dinging all the time, And He freaked out because I
Didn't answer his call? Not just the normal yelling He was screaming,
and getting pretty physical with his "punishment" I finally escaped to
my room and My dang mom came in a screamed at me some more. I honestly
don't see the point in living anymore, Even If I could stop this Daily Cycle Of
Abuse And Screaming, I can't ever Bring My world, My Love, My Best Friend Back.

I am so, so, sorry for your loss
first your rat, then your best friend ?
I wish I could erase your pain
I'm so sorry that it's impossible

[actmissing999]

I'm so afraid of losing her.
and I'm not talking death or anything. I'm talking someone else might take her from me.
god, why am I so possessive? why am I so clingy? I wish I was a better friend. then I'd have more friends too and I wouldn't be on here, right?
I hate myself.
I feel like this is a nightmare.
I want it to be over so badly.
my head is spinning and I feel so lost.. I think something is wrong with me. seriously wrong, like seriously.
I want a perfect life, but that will never happen, will it? Haha, these are all just crushed dreams. I'm so stupid/gullible for thinking anything will help.
Haha.

nobody will ever love me

[waspinator]

why am i like this.
why are they like this.
why is everyone like this.

i'm tired.
i wish i was born in a different world.
i don't like the way things are anymore.

i'm getting bad again.
i can feel it.
i can feel myself slipping back into old habits.
i can feel myself becoming who i was before.
i don't want that.
that's not who i want to be.

i want to be happy.

[billie eilish]

once again trying to force happiness through the happiness of others. if i can make other people happy that's enough, right?

[autumnsoundtrack]

I could've crashed my car today.
The brakes stopped working, and something went wrong internally so that it was like the gas was being floored even when I wasn't pressing the pedal. I couldn't even come to a full stop when I had the brakes floored.
It just scares me how lucky I was. If that hill wasn't empty, if I didn't have that green light, if there wasn't anyone else at that stop sign... I probably would've gotten into an accident.