Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[Letters-to-Anonymous]

Dear Dr. House,
Thankyou for being awesome and
distracting me from everything. BTW it's totally complex regional pain syndrome! Go do spinal stimulation!
Sincerely,
me.

[A Day To Forget]

Dear Alex and Axel.
U guys are Awesome.
but you made me Laugh to hard and it huuuurts.

Love,
your other Twin.
*fist bump*

[kogi]

Dear ____,
I didn't realize what I had when I first met you.
Originally, all I had planned to do was give you somebody to lean on. You had seemed so upset; Though what was upsetting you happened a year ago, I just had to know. I've always been the kind of person known for being there for others; be it strangers or close friends, I don't mind listening to people's problems.
But you were different.
At first I didn't realize it; I thought I could just listen to your story, and then be done with you. Of course, we could still talk, just not as frequently as we had.
To get you to tell me what had happened, I told you some personal things about me; And I assume that that's when you started getting attached. I guess you felt bad for me right away..right? Everybody does; But that's beside the point.
Everything you said after that-regarding my disabilities- made me feel sad, but happy.
And grateful.
Extremely grateful.
And..when you told me to shut up when I was ranting about how the accident had been my fault, I just laughed.
You were so sweet.
And..
Eventually, I got you to talk.
Despite one of your talents being writing, I hadn't expected you to tell me everything..in such detail.
And it broke my heart.
Hearing that something that horrifying had happened to somebody so..wonderful. All while you were so young.
Despite my own injuries and past, I couldn't help but feel so much sympathy.
It hurt.
A lot.
And..Well.
After you told me everything about yourself, I of course, had to tell you everything.
So I did.
And after that you..stopped talking for a while. You told me the "Idea of <Insert private part of my past> happening absolutely disgusted" you.
Then..you got really attached. Enough for me to say that you actually loved me. It took me forever to figure out why. I..still haven't.
But..a day or so afterwards..
I had gotten online late. Very late.
And as soon as I was online, you messaged me.
You said you were worried.
Worried.
About me.
I hadn't realized it at the time but..
You were the first person in about a year or so who had told me they were worried.
..And you weren't mad at me for being on so late.
Later, after finding out that I was an artist, you had asked me to draw you something.
A character of yours.
..I never finished it. I never will. Nowadays, it just hurts to think about it; and looking at the unfinished drawing makes me want to tear up.
Then, a while after that, you confessed that you were thinking about leaving.
Leaving the one place where we could talk to each other.
And I stopped.
I admit; by that time I was probably far more attached than you were.
And I wanted to scream; When you hugged me, I wanted to push you away and tell you to "just leave already!"
..But I couldn't. The thought of you leaving IRC; The thought of you leaving me made me want to tear out my insides, thus killing myself.
Because I had gotten so, so very attached.
And I foolishly loved.
If you left? What would I have to hold onto? Who could I talk to about my feelings?
Nobody.
After you made the decision to stay..
..Messages were less frequent.
Way less frequent.
And I missed you talking to me.
When you did I felt happy.
And, well.
Eventually you asked me out.
..And I said no.
It's one of the decisions I regret the most; More than my "accident."
We kept talking; and we just got closer.
You..tried to prove to me that you loved me but..There were things keeping me from saying yes:
1) ..Her. It..intimidated me to think about her; about you two. Together. The things you two could've been..; All the things we could be. You had asked me to move in with you in a year. And it scared me. Moving, all the way to Canada; I wasn't ready for that.
2) You weren't too encouraging. At first you said you didn't want me to love you. At all. You then later confessed to not wanting me to love you because of my disabilities; because it would take away one of your wants, your needs.
3) You just couldn't wait until I was ready, could you? You got so..impatient with me..It made me want to run away from you; so I could think about it; No pressure, nobody breathing down my neck..just me, the stars, and my thoughts.
4) You..never told me much that was going on after I said no for the third time..and..I wanted to know. But..I guess it's my own fault, for not sharing much about what was going on in my life.

And then it just..stopped. We stopped talking. Completely. I would message you; no reply. And the last time we talked..
...You yelled. You were furious with me.
That night I couldn't think; I couldn't sleep. I felt sick and I couldn't find my medication.
..And then I thought about how you had worried about me the week we first met.
How I had gotten on late..
And I ended up trying to remember the last time you had kissed me.
Was it that goodnight kiss? Or something else?
I don't know, but it was a long, long time ago.
..And now,
I'm ready.
For everything.
I'm done playing games; I'm tired of being scared.
I want this.
So bad.
..Why can't you just love me again..?

[A Day To Forget]

Dear Axel and Ice....
asdhbgifbhgvifdnbhbvnbvuirnebiv
OMG u guys live liiike........ we live in the same town
WHOA.
this just keeps getting weirder.

[kαílσlu]

Dear self,
You're too stinkin' hard on yourself. You get your hopes ten miles too high, then they drop so fast it feels like you can't breathe. Figure it out. Giving up isn't an option, not right now! It may seem insignificant right now, but this will shape ago you are. Be tireless. Be fearless. Be you.

[oyakawa]

Dear Kitten,
OKIE SO.. Stop it. I am soo flippin' pissed at you its not even funny.

Dear Bro,

BACK OFF ITS MY LIFE GET OVER YOURSELF damn.

Dear All ma new haterz,

Get a life will you.

Dear Barbie,

BACK DA HECK OFF OK?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Josh,
You are the only one that cares about me, and Ilysfm.

[Moceanu]

Dear ______,
I'm dying.
From laughter.
That is the funniest video I've seen in yonks.
Thanks for that!
You're awesome.
YO HO SEBASTIAN
LET'S GO FAR AWAY
SOMEWHERE WHERE THE CAPTAIN WON'T BE MAAAAAAADD
-*ehurr* Iz

...I wasn't even meant to find it funny......

[A Day To Forget]

Dear J.
I luv that song/video.

[nicolettexx]

Dear _________,

You're correct. You are so very correct. She is annoying. Finally a good friend of mine thinks she is annoying. Oh and I know. She only likes people that we do. She's calling her ex a ______ now. Wow. And he isn't even bullying her. So she doesn't have a reason to cry, does she? And she didn't even NOTICE that you didn't like her anymore. So YAY. No. She needs to notice and become upset. Yeah. Let us make a plan- to ruin her. Sound fun? Of course it does. It does. It really does. ANYWAY why was she crying? You should have been- since she was the one that hurt you. I mean come on. She's annoying. End of story.


WELP. I got my rant over with. Now onto why I really wrote this

YOU'RE FUNNY, GURL. Oh my gosshhhhaaa, we share the same interests, and hate on the same people Yeah well...


Okay bye

Your best friend,
Livy

[Lynn_Fox]

Dear ______

Please, stop trying to steal my best friend. Stop saying you two are bestest friends in the whole world. Stop trying to keep her away from me. Wanna know the thruth? She actually hates you. She's just too nice to say it in front of you. Why? Because you whine about everything, you cry about every single little thing that happened, you try to look smarter than everybody, you think you are the best singer, you think you're the most beautiful girl, you think you're a "princess". You're just a spoiled girl whose parents have too much money.

She never lies to me, you know that. And she can't hide secrets to me, either. She told me you think I shouldn't be her friend anymore.
Are you jealous of our friendship? Are you jealous of our "bromance"? Are you jealous of me? Why do you hate me so much? I never said you two can't be friends, I never said that. But going so far as to call her a BFF and form a club called "Bros 4 Life" where you two are the only members just to make me jealous?
Asking me "Do you know who PewDie is?" just so I would look dumb when I was the first one to watch his videos in the whole class was a stupid move, my nonfriend.

Keep away from me and Kris. I do bite.

With all my honesty,
Kaitlyn