Dear N,
Oh my god,,
I'm so sorry I screwed everything up. I'm so sorry for lying to you.
Everytime we talk I feel so much shame and guilt, and I can't ever
make it up to you. I'm sorry I ever thought I loved you anything
more than platonically. Man, I wish we could go back to when we
first met and start all over. You're still so special to me and I want
to be able to talk to you without feeling this way. But, all the same
thanks for being there for me. You never did anything wrong, I know
you just wanted me back. I know how that feels, I know how desperate
it makes you. Your friends suck for saying otherwise, and everyone you've
dated sucks. God, you deserve so much better. I honestly just want to
see you in a happy relationship, please be more careful,,
Let's go back to being those innocent kids fangirling MLB,,
Love, A