Write a Letter You Cannot Send

[A Day To Forget]

Dear ______
I Didn't want it to get this far,
it's uncontrolable,
I took your advice,
she didn't believe me,
now it's inevitable,
no-one can help me.
I was scared for when this day would come,
so scared I tried my hardest to stop it,
but i couldn't.
it's all over.
I'm sorry.

[harbingerz]

Dear ____;

Gosh you disappointed me. We were friends since the first day of first grade! I have no idea what happened to you. It's like some demon was eating you from the inside out. You used to be so much fun. Smart and funny. Somebody I enjoyed being around. I had to watch you deteriorate. Destroy yourself. It was horrible. You didn’t take care of yourself. Never washed your clothes, took a shower, or maintained yourself in any way. Your personality soured, too. I couldn't even enjoy being around you when you had your few bursts of happiness because I never knew when you would change back into being miserable.

You even made up another best friend to make me jealous. I never told you that I knew she was fake; I knew it would hurt your feelings. Though I guess you didn't care about mine though. "Faith." The girl who is 14 and has no Facebook. Then when I asked why you threw together a fake Facebook with stolen pictures of strangers on the internet. "Faith." The girl who goes to Gulf Middle yet nobody there has ever met her. Why would you even try that? It was stupid and immature. I didn't care that I was your only friend. Though it did show lack of character when you made up an entirely fake person and told stories about them. That's something somebody crazy would do.

I hated it when you would go dark. When you would spout out nonsense about the world ending. When you would act like nothing mattered and nothing was going to change in our lives. You just wouldn't stop no matter how much I BEGGED YOU. I tried sometimes. I tried to tell you that you seemed... different. Sadder. But you just defended yourself and blamed me for all of your problems. Me? Oh right. Because trying to support my best friend when she’s feeling depressed is giving you problems.

One thing that worried me the most about you was your religion. You claimed to be a Christian. But you didn’t know that I am a pretty religious person and follow the Christian ways. But I do NOT and will not EVER agree with your Hitler-esc viewpoints on the world. You believed that anybody who didn’t follow your exact beliefs SHOULD and WOULD die a horrible brutal death; even other Christians. And with each death of these innocent people; you felt you were closer to Heaven and Jesus. Is that sick or is it just me? You insulted other beliefs and religions; claiming that Mormon was a made up religion and that Hindu was a completely false religion riddled with Satanic beliefs. Christians are supposed to be tolerant so why weren’t you? You scared me sometimes. Day after day you would tell me that I am going to Hell because I am gay or because I am a “fake Christian.” I didn’t believe you; not in the slightest, but it still scared me. Nobody likes to hear that they are going to Hell for any reason. We couldn’t enjoy any real music or actors/actresses together because you claimed they were Satanic and with the Illuminati. Where did that come from?! And you always said that it was the end of the world and the deaths of “non-believers” only brought you closer to Heaven. You even made fun of the movie theatre shooting; probably believing that you were closer to God with each person that died. That isn’t Christianity. That’s crazy. It scared me to believe that somebody actually looks forward to the brutal deaths of millions of innocent men, women, and children because they believe that it means they’re going to Heaven. You would tell me about how you wanted the future to look. Filled with murders, rapists, serial killers, dictators, diseases, and natural disasters killing off every innocent person that happens to believe differently than you did; and in your head this was okay. You even told me that while all of this was going on, people that believed like you did would be untouchable. Your views on the world are twisted! I can’t even believe somebody could possibly think that way. To think that you want innocent people, no matter how loving, to die just because they believe differently than you do is appalling. Jesus would be absolutely ashamed of you.

You never really appreciated me. I spent 3 days supporting you when your cat ran away. I don't remember talking about anything else for those days. Then I spent another two months afterwards hearing about how amazing your new kitten was. What about my dog that had to get put to sleep? What about my best friend that I had to watch die in the vet's office? You knew her most of your life and you didn't even ACKNOWLEDGE her. Not a word. I swear to God you didn't even care. That pissed me off more then you will ever know. She was my childhood best friend! I had her since I was only a year old! I am crying as I type this because I remember that you didn't even 'like' my Facebook post in her memorium. Kiki meant the world to me. How could you just sit back and not even provide any support? You’re quite the “friend.”

Part of my life being ruined by you was my fault. I should have acknowledged that the best years of my life were the ones when you wouldn't be my friend for some stupid reason or another. The best years if my life when I wasn't being held back by a mean old "friend" that would make me feel completely worthless. You said I was a "social retard" and "will never have any friends." But you know what? At least I have no friends because I'm home-schooled and live in a bad neighborhood. What's the excuse of somebody who goes to an A+ school with plenty of nice kids and can walk around their neighborhood freely?

At first glance I could tell that many people would think you were the victim and I was the supportive best friend. That was half right. I was the supportive best friend that would get verbally crapped on day by day from a bully that has been following me for 8+ years. Even when I tried to help. Even when I tried to inspire you. You never listened to me when I would talk about how I want to volunteer with animals and make lots of friends in the future. You would always just say volunteering is a waste of time and nobody will ever want to be my friend. Thanks.

I remember the last time I saw you. You looked like you hadn’t bathes in months; and I don’t mean that in a mean way. You didn’t even resemble the ____ I used to know. And the funny thing is; you were so disappointed when you saw me in July. I guess it’s because I was always the joke. I was always fat Maggie with the bushy brown hair and the wire-rimmed glasses. Did you expect me to stay an embarrassing 4th grade girl my entire life? I told you straight up that I lost 35 pounds and reinvented myself. It was like I was only fun to you when you could laugh at me. I was only useful to be around when I made you look good. So you lugged me around your house like a ball and chain the entire day I was there. I don't remember us even having a real conversation. You just sat there in silence eating cold pizza and watching Tobuscus while I felt like a third wheel. THAT was the last time I ever saw you.

And finally our friendship ended with a one-sided fight. You accused me of stealing a Tumblr url name because it had a single word in it that was in yours. You have always wanted to peg me as a thief. I guess you always thought that I wanted to be just like you. You called me horrible names. Called me a liar. I explained myself very clearly and you went off of chat. I never spoke to you again. Great way to end a 8 year friendship.

Good Riddance;
Maggie

[Chocolatejunkie]

Dear ________________,
How many times do you think i've wished that this could turn out differently? No matter how many times I try to make it up to you, you just push me away like I am a piece of trash in a dustbin. You couldn't care less- if I was a stray cat or something, lying down in the road, you'd probably just leave me there to die.
I don't care what excuses you come up with- we both know you're lying, however mabny times you try and convince me that you're telling the truth. You're such a bad liar! I hate you and I wish that we had never moved so that you couldn't have done that.
Do you really think that saying "Sorry" makes everything okay? So many people know that sorry isn't always enough- when you say something, you can't take your words back, however much you want to. Do you think making somebody cry is a good thing? Because if anything, that is the worst thing you could possibly do.
I know why you made friends with me now. You weren't popular, and you wanted to have popular friends so you would get more attention. You made friends with me, the loner that I waas then and am now that you have left me, so that people would see that you were someone that they could get along with. Then you left me alone, at the worst possible time, using me as a stepping stone in order to get better, more popular friends.
Life should never be a popularity contest. You've hurt me more than I could ever have words for.
From a loner.

[-Quit-]

Dear Mary-Sue/Gary-Stu characters,

Nobody cares about your immortal, super ninja character that can barf bullets that never miss its target. Seriously. It makes you sound noobish and super lame. No one will ever read your fanfics or roleplay with you again if you keep this up.

[cheetah;]

Dear Crush,

Um.. yeah you, with the super adorable blue eyes. <3 I swear i still need a reason to know your name.. I guess it's Wen or Owen? Something like that... I will call ya Owen for a while. <3 Everything you do is so cute. ;w; You were asking for high-fives and you asked me and i was like 'I-i.. 'ono', i'm sooo glad your best friends with Shai, James and Harry. ;u; Means i get to see you everyday! :D

Love, your personal stalker.
ALEX. :D

[Bigby]

Dear _____

I miss the hugs and kisses we would give each other. I miss staying up all night just for you to reply to my Text Message. I miss the laughs we had together. I miss feeling Special and Wanted for once. Just please, come back to me, I miss you, and I love you ;_;
I'm Sorry if I wasn't good enough, you were my First ever lover, you made me so Happy. Even though we still talk in School, I don't want that. I want you to hold me again. I want you back </3

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Dear _______

I'm actually getting tired of this. You keep getting in the way of me. You stop me from talking to my Friend just so you can have her all to your self. You flirt with my Ex when you know I still Love him, just to annoy me. You stare at him and smile when you know I'm looking at you, and when you don't see my looking, you stop. You're using my Friends and me for your own Advantage, why can't you just leave us alone and stay with your OWN friends? Just please... Stop now...

[xXMisfitXx]

Dear T----

I love you but it had to stop. It was too complicated, and then you come out and say you like another girl. You say you love me... Im sorry if thats true.
Good bye.
Dont text saying sorry.
Its done.

Goodbye,
Em


Dear R----

Leave me alone, shut up, I dont like you. I know I used to be "in love" with you but after you sent that to that guy... I just want you to rot in Hell and never talk to me again. Youre weird, and not in the good way I like. Get over me please. It seems like Ive been breaking guys hearts but in reality... Im the one dying. Im done with boyfriends for a while. I know what would have happened if me and T met up. Im too young to do that and Im too young to feel this. You were always there but when I trusted you with my deepest secret. You sent it to someone else. Im a w---- now. Im worried and this time... you cant help.

Hate,
Em

Dear Heart,

Come here hon *hug* Im sorry. Im sorry, please forgive me Heart. Youre my one true love and you have always been, and always will be. I love you Heart. Even if I hurt you. Its ok now. Its done.

Love,
Em

Dear Society,

F--- you! I dont care what you say, I dont need make up and im skinny enough. Good luck trying to break me! *middle finger*

F---,
Em

[*Midnight Stars*]

Dear You,

I'm sick of this. Well and truly sick of it. You were supposed to be my friends! And then you made it one more than a trio of friends and let her hang out with us. Over time, I guess I did spend less time with you two, but only because she spent more. Yet then you dismissed me completely, and now that you hate her, I can't spend break with you either because of my other friends. Please let me back into the club, I swear... well, I swear that I'll never be deliberately annoying. Screw her, you guys were my best friends for two years before she entered the class! So if I can just have another chance at hanging out with you guys, I'll do whatever you want. Even admit that you're not magic.

Yours Pleading,
Holly

[nicolettexx]

Dear ______,

Sometimes I think you don't even try. You don't even try to help me. Mostly when I need help the most. At least I have other friends. Well, other people I actually refer to as my friend. We did use to be good friends. Really good friends. But now, not so much. What happened? You turned evil. And... I just don't want to put up with it

~ Livy



Dear _____,

Since you asked... Here you go...

I'm explaining myself now.


The reason I don't like you anymore is well... When have you ever cared about me? Wait, when did I ever like you? All you did was steal all my friends away. Of course, you played it nice when she was around or when I told you I would tell your cousin. Really? You act nice then? And the way you act in our gym class. It isn't funny, it's never funny when you push people around. Pushing isn't funny. Neither are you. And do you realize that the guy you like thinks you're really annoying? And most of us think you're a fan girl of his, and a total show-off. I bet I could name a lot of things you are bad at. Yes, everyone has flaws, but you don't show yours and I've found all of them. If you didn't know that, I did. So there's nothing you can do now. Sure I defend you, only because you're right. It would never be because I like you. Wow, that's funny. You think I like you, don't you? So that's why you act funny and nice to me. Makes so much sense now.

And um... Most of the people that you hang out with... Um... Don't like you. I'm sorry (Psshh, I'm not) But nobody likes you because you're so mean. Giving dirty looks to everyone sure is the way to get people to like you! I think that's why most people hate you. Giving them dirty looks and being rude. Try being nice, I wonder what it's like for you to be nice to people. You've never been nice to me, so it should be weird. Different even. And how about for a day you just disappear? Holy, my, that would be _______ amazing. So awesome. Anyway, most people think you are very annoying. I know I say that over and over, but it's true. It really is.

You know what? I used to like you. But I found out you were mean and well..... I don't anymore. See what happens? People start disliking you when you're rude. Start learning please.

~ The one that hates you most,
Livy

[lucee]

Dear ---
Please reply to my text :c
-aur

Dear banner
Please give me something other than vampire bat candies >.<
-aur

Dear -------
…
Look, about that …
I think I love you, but I can't give you what you want and for that I am so, so sorry. Can't we just be friends?
-aur

Dear -----
Love you, babe.
-aur