by autumnsoundtrack » Mon Oct 22, 2012 4:26 pm
Dear Ex-crush,
I, honestly, don't know what you think of me anymore. You liked me, now you seem to care less on my attention. I don't know what happened to make you stop liking me, but considering this is like history repeating, I'm just considering giving up on you for good. Three years of confusion, mixed feelings, and hurt were bad enough, and I don't think I can take another four years of it. So if you still want me, stop pretending you don't care, because I'm done chasing you. Never mind, scratch that; If you want me, then too bad, you can't have me, because I'm not quite sure that you're worth it anymore. Goodbye, finally.
With no regrets,
Autumn </3
Dear guy friend,
I know you have a girlfriend, but why do you act like I'm your girlfriend sometimes? I don't see you doing that to the other two girls we hang out with; and I especially don't see you picking them up and squashing them in a hug and crushing their arm. I swear, even though you kiss your girlfriend and hold her hand a lot, you touch me more than you touch her by poking my stomach. I'm not trying to flirt with you at all, like I think your girlfriend thinks I do, but I think that you flirt with me, as your the one who starts nearly everything. I mean, there's such a thing as towering over people when they wont back down, and then there's lowering your face too low so that it looks like you're going to kiss them, which is too much of invading my personal space. But those are all the reasons on why I just can't seem to get you out of my mind. >.< It's so wrong, but I can't stop. I just hope it doesn't turn into anything more than just confused feelings. Dx
Mrah! DX,
Autumn