| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[malkav,]

im going to stop telling my friend when i get paid and how much it is
they manipulate me into feeling bad for not buying them things
50 dollars of my paycheck i didn't spend on myself. 10 went to my savings. out of 70 dollars, i spent 10 on myself.
it was less than usual (by a lot,) but it still annoyed me that. once again. i hardly got any of it

and im just. really sad. none of my friends really share my interests :-) so im lonely
and im too upset to put effort into coding lol anyway ignore my first world neuroatypical problems

[caf.]

i'm sorry guys, i know i've been posting a lot, but life is spiraling south these days, aha
if you remember, my (severely depressed and highly anxious) best friend has been on my mind a lot. well, i kinda didn't mention that she also desperately wants and needs therapy but her parents think it's 'just a trend' and a waste of time. i feel horrible about it, knowing that she's been suffering like this for years with no light at the end of the tunnel
so just today i was at the doctor's to get a prescription for anxiety meds (another thing i was feeling guilty about), and the pediatrician asked me what sorts of things caused my anxiety. after running through the school and home situation, i mentioned my friend (not a name, of course), and her whole situation, and the doctor said 'well i hope her pediatrician...'
well, my pediatrician's also hers, so my mom asked her if it was legal for us to tip her off so she could talk to my friend privately and just maybe talk some sense into her parents, and after a bit we agreed that, since the doctor wasn't sharing any of her information with us, we were fine
so my friend's got a physical this month and i'm honestly really nervous, because i feel like this might go really far south really fast if her parents suspect she's being 'brainwashed' or something (they have severe misconceptions about mental illness and therapy), and our friendship might be terminated if they suspect someone tipped the doctor off (which very well might send me over the edge, just the thought of her going to college makes me die inside), and i really can't take that
i'm just really anxious about this because i want her to get help and i'm happy she has a chance but there's so many things that could go wrong and i just
ugh

i told my friend, now i'm terrified. what if it all goes wrong? what if my friend gets in trouble? what if i do?
ugh this is unbearable
she just self-diagnosed with bpd too and i'm so worried about her

great, now on top of all this i have two finals, school, a concert, a psychiatrist appointment, and a therapist appointment that i have to somehow string together tomorrow
and i think i might just have dependent personality disorder
i can't do this anymore i really am about to explode

[Lincoln]

No one appreciates my art.

[sparrow;]

No one appreciates my art.

Even if others tell you you've failed, don't give up on yourself. Your art is already a lot better than most people's, but you can't improve if you give up on yourself.

[BrainOnSka]

My best friend is afraid to talk to me..
She just told me over text that when we were talking on the phone earlier
she wanted to ask me if I could read a bible verse..
but She got scared..
How am I that person?
Her parents and family hate me.
And apparently since I got that big scholarship to a private school (Which I flunked out of)
I've been a cocky jerk.
*Sigh*
And now because a slight of my words...
She thinks.. She thinks that I don't want to change anything..
To make this better..
That wasn't what I was trying to say..
This can't end this way..
We need each other..
Ever since I met S... Things have taken a downward spiral..
I'll just keep

[r.ddler]

In the middle of a fight with my best friend,
and I'm not quite sure if it's repairable.

[tastes like ink.]

hahahaha. i'm
not okay. why
do i do this to
myself? i have
so much work
to do and it's a
lready nearly
midnight. i'm s
uch an idiot. w
hy do i procrast
inate so much?
do i just like to
be under crazy
amounts of stres
s? idk i'm dumb

[.rin okumura.]

Can I have a PM please? I am literally having the worst week of my life :c

[Seasonal]

My aunt passed away this morning, and although I was not very close to her, watching my mother go through this is absolutely horrible. It was very sudden and I know that the holidays are going to be rough for her. >.<

[Jeb Bush]

i've been having a lot of bad dreams about shootings and my entire family getting hurt or even killed lately and it makes me really upset and scared and uuuggh