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[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I have been called lazy when I have been working the past week..
I'm just feeling depressed

[Foxen]

I have been called lazy when I have been working the past week..
I'm just feeling depressed

Believe it or not, but I was called that too before, but at least you know you worked hard and you don't need someone else's opinion when you know what you did. (:

[miss believer]

everything is just so ironic.
L and I were friends last year and I think that I fell in love with him because I'm stupid and immature and fall in love too fast when someone shows me their very soul. and he did. or maybe I knew that I could fall in love with him, that all the potential was there if he stuck around for long enough.
but he didn't and honestly I was okay with that.
however, I still think of him every now and then, mostly at night when I can't sleep. somewhere inside of me and I know that we will never be friends the way we were last year, and I was sure that I'd never have another thing to do with him...but I was wrong.

and before I go further with that, there's R.
I never really loved him, not at all, just a crush on a boy that I knew would never be good for me, a boy who acted as if I didn't exist. except for when he stared at me, and the several times that I was almost certain he was attracted to me. but he had a girlfriend and later went on to make fun of me. for no reason.
whatever.
this year he's even more of a jerk, stinks like ---- all the time, and is always on drugs and higher than a kite. every fifth hour. it's disgusting. and he's rude and obnoxious and (thank god the poor girl didn't stick around) single.
but he's actually not. and there's where the two stories tie together.

L and R are dating. I found out two weeks ago when I walked in on them. it surprised me, and horrified them. R can't come out as bi to his parents, and L doesn't want anyone to know he's gay. so now, I'm holding the very life of R in my hands and L and I are talking again.

it's all just so ironic, I think. and the reason it bothers me is because I can literally never escape my past. ever. it'll always be there to catch up with me and twist things around some more.

[Julia]

my grandfather has a fractured skull and a bleeding brain, please pray for him and my family..

what a bad day

Aww! -Hugs tight-. I hope you and your family stays strong, my heart goes out for you and your grandfather. <3

My thoughts are with you and your family Makdoodle, I hope everything will be alright. <3

//College stresses me to no end. I love it but I could really use a break owo.
It's like one test is over and five new are announced for the upcoming week and all on the same day. D8

[r.ddler]

I'm not sure I can be there to support K.
We've been talking for about three years, and I know his parents are abusive.
But I can't seem to cheer him up anymore, it stresses me to know end that he's
on the other side of the country, and I can't gt his parents to stop.
It's caused me rage and much sadness knowing when, and how his parents are treating him like that.
It bothers me, and he's bullied at school, he has health issues, he's depressed a lot of the time,
and I want to physically be there for him.
I want him to feel that I care, I want to hold him and hug him, make sure he can feel that I'm there when he needs me.
But I don't have money, I can almost guarantee my parents wouldn't say yes if I tried to explain why I need to go to him,
and I'm a young teenager... I don't know if all the trouble would actually help him. I'm young, it doesn't seem to bother
him right now... but I don't know if he'll always think that way. And all these thoughts cause me to second guess myself,
my stress levels are rising, my grades are falling, and I've cried about it recently. I just needed to get that out... advice would be lovely.

[caf.]

i'm sorry guys, i know i've been posting a lot, but life is spiraling south these days, aha
if you remember, my (severely depressed and highly anxious) best friend has been on my mind a lot. well, i kinda didn't mention that she also desperately wants and needs therapy but her parents think it's 'just a trend' and a waste of time. i feel horrible about it, knowing that she's been suffering like this for years with no light at the end of the tunnel
so just today i was at the doctor's to get a prescription for anxiety meds (another thing i was feeling guilty about), and the pediatrician asked me what sorts of things caused my anxiety. after running through the school and home situation, i mentioned my friend (not a name, of course), and her whole situation, and the doctor said 'well i hope her pediatrician...'
well, my pediatrician's also hers, so my mom asked her if it was legal for us to tip her off so she could talk to my friend privately and just maybe talk some sense into her parents, and after a bit we agreed that, since the doctor wasn't sharing any of her information with us, we were fine
so my friend's got a physical this month and i'm honestly really nervous, because i feel like this might go really far south really fast if her parents suspect she's being 'brainwashed' or something (they have severe misconceptions about mental illness and therapy), and our friendship might be terminated if they suspect someone tipped the doctor off (which very well might send me over the edge, just the thought of her going to college makes me die inside), and i really can't take that
i'm just really anxious about this because i want her to get help and i'm happy she has a chance but there's so many things that could go wrong and i just
ugh

i told my friend, now i'm terrified. what if it all goes wrong? what if my friend gets in trouble? what if i do?
ugh this is unbearable
she just self-diagnosed with bpd too and i'm so worried about her

[Lincoln]

..nvm

[Snowseph]

I've always been stubborn about coming here, but right now... I'm not sure if I have anyone I want to tell, as it sometimes makes me anxious about how people will perceive me when I vent to them. Not that I never have, trust me, I have, but... I don't know. I never know anymore.

I just need an internet hug. I really do. I rather not go into details because I don't easily trust people... To keep it simple, I'm worrying a heck lot more than I should be and I'm paranoid.

So, yeah... A hug would be nice right about now. Thank you. ;v;

[arabella !!]

I don't like it

I always get my hopes up and then I fail it's like 'OH WOW I MIGHT ACTUALLY WIN THIS TIME!'

'what did I do wrong???'
apparently everything

I cant help getting my hopes up I need to stop

You should always believe in yourself and have confidence, even though you might not be successful the first time. That feeling is really nice, and who knows, you might win next time! -Huggles-. <3

[Jazz Never Dies]

Can someone please just PM me right now?
Thanks