TheComfortCorner | V.8

[farewell]

I'll be getting the answer to the biggest question of my life in the next month. I'm so excited but also stressed. It's weird how I desperately want to know but I also take a lot of comfort in not knowing. I'm conflicted.

[paleontology]

I don't understand
why do you have to treat me like this
when I'm doing everything for you
you blamed me for what happened that year
you told me I let it happen
I don't understand why you've made my life like this
why won't you let me leave..

[pinkbluecat]

i hate posting on this thread. i really do. but i am so hurt at the moment
there is a woman who lived in my house for several years
she verbally and mentally abused me.
i called the cops. they did nothing. she assaulted my mom, then SHE called the cops. they. did. nothing.
last year in august i called the dhs to put an end to it. she left out of fear of being put into a mental institution
this woman has accused my dad of abusing me. she has called me a tramp. pig. fatbutt. (but in the not child friendly way.) many more but it is much too inappropriate to put here

my dad. still talks to her. and its what hurts the most. it makes me so upset. ive done absolutely everything to get her out of my life and she wont freaking leave!!!! what do i have to do! what do i have to do to make her leave!!! im so so tired. i just want them to do sometig. ive done everything but nobody will help me. i just want her out of my life. please.

thanks for taking the time to read if you did.

[hiero]

I am so naive.

[겨울 꽃]

I’ve been feeling so unwell and down lately,,

I booked a doctor’s appointment because I was experiencing severe abdominal pain and my stomach was really bloated. I had to do a lactose breath test and my doctor said I have high amounts of hydrogen in my breath (??). Anyway, I’m not allowed anywhere near dairy products so.. kind of sad about that.

As for feeling down, I feel as though it’s got something to do with my antidepressants. They haven’t been improving my moods or anxiety levels much and even when I don’t take them consistently, I don’t feel any changes. So I’m most likely going to talk to my therapist about it when I see her next.

Anyway,, it’s currently 10:09pm and I feel like vomiting and my stomach/chest hurt a lot so I’m heading off to bed. :’)

[van Wolf]

My anxiety is really bad right now. I feel sick, my heart is racing, my stomach is twisted and I've been crying all day (only stopped because I tired myself out). I can't stop thinking about everything that went wrong yesterday and I can't seem to distract myself. I just want it to go away

[sillies]

so far my day has been horrid
my mother is in the worst mood only because I was going to shower before her but no she got guilt trippy so I didn’t shower and now I still haven’t and I just want to go home away from her

she acts entitled bc she’s “older then me”. um we agreed on this trip that showers were first come first serve. You were still in bed when I was about to get in and then as I’m heading to the bathroom you decide to pop up and say “I thought you showered last night” no mother, plans change. I ended up not feeling well last night but why would you care about that. You just decided to be rude this morning and argue with me over who got the shower first. It should have been me but oh well. It’s literally never been a problem until now. I just wish you weren’t so childish. It’s so stupid. You claim sides of the bed bc “you’re older then me and I should respect you”. Who cares what side of the bed you sleep on!! Or are you tok addicted to your phone that you have to sleep closer to the outlets at night?

Honestly I’m glad today is the last day of this trip

[Arlecchino ♡]

it doesn't matter how loud i am, nobody hears me. nobody listens.
they wont open their eyes and see what's right in front of them, and there's nothing i can do about it.

he's getting away with it and i can't stop him.

[lullaby]

the person i dreaded the most

who's hurt me so much



is back in my life.

for the 6th time.


she says she's trying to change but i don't know if i should believe her.

i'm not even supposed to be in any sort of contact with her.

and i never meant to be ever again.






ugh.
i wish i knew how to push people away.

[ghostbite]

I might be getting kicked out of my house, I'm not even an adult yet..