Crushes, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends

[fly away.]

*Cough*
Shall I explain my situation in short or in detail.

Short... because I can. Anyway:

My best friend has these two cousins. Now, I'm fourteen. One is 13 and one is 15. Aaaaand they're brothers and I like them both.

Boom.
What do I do?

(And the 15 year old one is such a jerk, but hes hot. Hahaha XD)

I was somewhat in this situtation, they were twins and I liked both of them. They were both a year younger than me. I just kind of hung out with them to see which one I liked better.

[Mareena]

*Cough*
Shall I explain my situation in short or in detail.

Short... because I can. Anyway:

My best friend has these two cousins. Now, I'm fourteen. One is 13 and one is 15. Aaaaand they're brothers and I like them both.

Boom.
What do I do?

(And the 15 year old one is such a jerk, but hes hot. Hahaha XD)

I was somewhat in this situtation, they were twins and I liked both of them. They were both a year younger than me. I just kind of hung out with them to see which one I liked better.

Psshh... I'll see what I can do. My best friend is so overprotective though. And I'm pretty sure she's snuggly with both of them, which is really awkward when you're trying to be around them.

[greysilence]

Okay, I have a suuuuper long story, but I have a feeling no one will read it once they see how long it is. Anyways, I would really appreciate it if at least ONE person did. C: I'll post it later, considering I hate typing on my iPod. What I would like to know, once I post it, if you think I did the right thing, what would you have done, and anything else you'd like to say. :3 I'll post it later. ;P

[macato]

*sigh* I have a REALLY complicated relationship with this guy I mean we can't STAND each other but I know him so well it's scary I've known him since kindergarten and we've swapped secretes I know his crush and he knows mine I mean honestly I really dislike him but I'd trust him with my life. Anyway I really like this guy and I think he likes me (at least as a friend) but he's avoiding me and it because he thinks that the guy I told you about earlier and I are dating I told him not possible but he would believe me any suggestions ? I'd like some help...

[EpicEquestrian]

*sigh* I have a REALLY complicated relationship with this guy I mean we can't STAND each other but I know him so well it's scary I've known him since kindergarten and we've swapped secretes I know his crush and he knows mine I mean honestly I really dislike him but I'd trust him with my life. Anyway I really like this guy and I think he likes me (at least as a friend) but he's avoiding me and it because he thinks that the guy I told you about earlier and I are dating I told him not possible but he would believe me any suggestions ? I'd like some help...

Maybe, Chuck Norris (heehee) you should tell this boy that you like him, not your friend. It will be awkward, but just ask him who he likes, and when he asks you just say "That would be a little awkward if I told you..." and work up a cute little blush.

[greysilence]

Okay, I have a suuuuper long story, but I have a feeling no one will read it once they see how long it is. Anyways, I would really appreciate it if at least ONE person did. C: I'll post it later, considering I hate typing on my iPod. What I would like to know, once I post it, if you think I did the right thing, what would you have done, and anything else you'd like to say. :3 I'll post it later. ;P

Okay, here goes nothing. o_o

~*Key*~
A-One of meh friends|female
Dr-She's okay, I guess she's a friend|female
B-Eh..., year younger than me|male
J-He's awesome XD pretty close I guess, year younger than me|male
De-Guy I know|male
Z-Guy that apparently likes me|male

Sorry for the sloppiness of the key.

All right, so me and my friend A were at this thing ALL DAY yesterday, at the highschool. A bunch of people were there too. So and A are walking around, and we get to this room. D comes running out with Z, and De's like, "Wanna dance? Only $1!" Me and A were just like nooo. XD At the time I had been around De several times thanks to band, jazz band, choir, etc., and I had seen Z but never actually talked to him. Ever. So anyways me and A walked away, and for hours we just walked around instead of watching performances. De gave A a piece of string stuff before we left, so we were heading in that direction again. When we got there A was just like "Here's your string back." So what does De do? He wraps it around me and starts pulling me to the room. I was just like o_e A was laughing because my shoes had no grip so I was sliding. All I did was turn around, and then the string thingie broke. (it wasn't actualy string, I don't know what to call it) De pretended to be sad and Z was laughing. So me and A were walking in a circle, and we had to keep passing that room. Then later on we came out of a show choir performance, and we were talking with Dr and several other people. De and Z go running by, and Z taps on my shoulder. He looked back to see if I looked, and I just kind of smiled.

So a bunch of boring stuff happened in between there, nothing interesting or that matters. I don't remember how, but then somehow it was just me, A, and Z. Z kept talking to me and A, and then I wandered a couple feet away.

A: "Do you think she's cute?"
Z: "Sure?"

I wander back, then a few moments later wander away again.

A: "Well do you?"
Z: "...yeah."

I had no idea this was going on, and I hadn't even talked to Z the whole time. Now, I have to say, unless I know someone really well I generally don't talk to them, and almost kind of ignore them. I laugh and stuff, but I don't talk to them and scarcely look at them. So anyways, A told me this and I was just like "..okay?"

A: "Do you think he's cute?"
Me: *shrugs*
A: "Come on, it's a yes or no question!"
Me: "...dunno."

I was just like I don't know, I don't know him, blah blah the whole time. And her reply? "That's why you get to know him!" XD

Anyways, so we went into a show choir performance, and Z followed us. Of course, he sits down next to me, and I was between him and A. Dr was sitting on the bleacher in front of us. So apparently Z and A were texting the whole time while I was right there, and I was oblivious. They kept leaning behind my back and talking to.

Me: "Don't talk directly and literally behind my back! It's so rude!"
A and Z: *start laughing*

I was just like . So then Z kept like bumping me with his elbow everytime he put his phone in his pocket after replying to A. And then his knee bumped mine, and after he saw I didn't flinch away, he just put his whole leg on mine. -_- At this point I was really uncomfortable, but I was trying to be nice. I didn't wanna be rude or anything. No guy ever had an interest in me. My answer was no all along, but I just didn't know how to say it gently. Then, guess what A and Z started texting about?

A: "Hold her hand."
Z: "No, I don't know if she wants me to. Ask her."

So then A turns to me, and whispers, "Can he hold your hand?" I was just like "...uhhhh...." So then she grabs my hand, grabs him, and puts them together. Now, I hadn't ever held a guy's hand before, but obviously I know you don't just sit there, you link your fingers together, BLAH BLAH. XD So that's what we did, and the whole time I was just like o_e. Then A let go, and she said, "Stay!" I didn't want to be rude, so I just sat there. I figured that as soon as the performance was done, I could get up and go. So I was stuck sitting there, holding his hand for 10-15 minutes. Dr looked up and saw us holding hands, so she goes "D'aaw." I gave her a death glare and slapped her. (I was irritable from what was going on)

Then the performance ended, and I practically ripped my hand from his and pretty much speed walked away. But of course A and Z followed. And Z texted A, asking her if I would hold his hand in the hallways. As soon as he was a few feet away, I turned to A and said sternly, "NO." I hadn't given her an answer yet because I just didn't know how to say no to him.

About 30 minutes later of me trying to get rid of him, me and A went back to another show choir performance. And he followed, sitting down practically on top of me once more. Finally I turned to A, because I had had enough.

Me: "Just tell him I like him as a friend, not a boyfriend. I don't even know him."
A: "Okay..."

So she shows him a text saying that. S8er Boi comes on by Avril Lavigne, and not even thinking about the first few lyrics me, A, and Dr start singing, and he whispers to A, "This is not the song I want to be hearing right now." He goes up to the top of the bleachers, and Dr follows him. Then A and Dr start texting.

A: "Is Z sad?"
Dr: "Mhm."
A: "Did he really like her?"
Dr: "Yeah."
A: *shows me texts*
Me: *feels horrbible, buries face in hands*

A little while later Z came down, and he nudged me, and he was like, "You okay?" I just nodded, not looking up at him. Then all the songs by the choirs were about love, and he kept going "Really?!" which just made me feel worse and worse.

Then all of a sudden after Z started sitting with us again, (at least he kept a millimeter between us this time), Dr just goes running by. Me and A are just like . Then Z says, "She's mad that I like you. She tried to hold my hand, but I wouldn't do it." I was like ._. then buried my face again.

Later on we were talking, kind of joking, but I had only said maybe 5 words to him, and the rest to A and ocassionally Dr. So then Z says, "I get if it's a no since you don't really know me. I understand if you're confused. I'll give you some time to think about it. I would prefer if it was a yes though." Then he just walks off, and I turn to A and " "UUUUUGGGGNNNHNHNHNHNHNHNHGJGHS." XD It was a super weird noise anyways. So me and A go to the cafeteria so I can TRY to cool off. Then J texts me.

J: "You here still?"
Me: "Yup."
J: "Where you at?"
Me: "Cafeteria. I wanna talk to you."
J: "K. Where's B at?"
Me: "Cafeteria."

So J comes in, and I stop him before he goes to B. I tell him everything that happens, and he starts laughing. I was like "It's not funny!!" Then we joke about how he can pretend to be my boyfriend, even though he has a girlfriend. Because of that matter, I wouldn't do it. (I don't know his girlfriend that well though, but I'm not one of those b*****s that does that stuff) So we're talking, and Z and De come into the cafeteria. My facial expression was literally -_-

J: "What?"
Me: "He's here."
J: "Where?"
B and J: *start looking around*
Me: "Gray hoodie, few tables away."
B and J: *spot him, start chuckling*

Z goes away, and De heads towards us.

Me: "Hey."
De: "He says you guys are dating."
Me: "WHAT?!?!"
De: "And that you held hands like 5 times."
Me: "UGNGNGH;KZLAHGAOSJ;LN!!!!!!"
De, J, B, and A: *start laughing*
Me: "THIS ISN'T FUNNY!!! WHERE IS HE?!?!? I'M GOING TO BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF HIM?!?!?!?"
De, A, and B:
J: *puts a fist to his nose* "Right here."
Me: *starts laughing* "Believe me, I know how to fight."

Z never showed up, and I was fuming mad. I just felt bad enough for holding his hand because I didn't want to lead him on, and then that happened. Suddenly, I didn't feel bad at all. I wanted to go off on him, but like I said, we never found him.

OKAY, THAT'S ALL I REALLY WANTED YOU TO READ!!! XD So please let me know what you think, I know it's a lot. :C And here's some extra stuff that happened last night, you can comment on it as well!

So earlier waaaaaay before Z started practically stalking me and A, I banged my head extremely hard on a locker accidently. It still hurts. J laughed when I told him. XD

So then me, A, J, and B are waiting to go into the last show choir performance, and J smacks my head where I hit it.

Me: "OW!!"
J: "Sorry, did that hurt?"
Me: "YEAH!"
J: *smacks me again*
Me: "OOOOWWWW!!!!!!"

Now, me and J have hugged before, but it was only once. And he pretty much squeezed me so hard I couldn't breathe, and I "died". XD

J: *hugs me*
Me: *hugs back* "Woah, you didn't squeeze me! Okay, I guess you can give nice hugs." XD
J: "I tried to calculate, but I don't know if I did good enough."
Me: "Nope, it was good."

(the nice hugs thing and calculating thing is from a way earlier discussion from days ago)

J: *hugs me, hitting me extremely hard on the back, harder each time*

Me: "...thanks." -_-
J: *smack my head again*
Me: "Stop!! That seriously hurts!!"
J: "I'm sorry, I won't do it anymore." *hugs me*
Me: *hugs back*

That last one was sweet, and I almost just hid my face in his shoulder. But, like I said, he has a girlfriend, I don't like him that way, and I wouldn't do that to him or his girlfriend.

So, anyways, we go to the very top of the bleachers, and it's J, me, B, De, and maybe five other people. Me and J were just texting the whole time about stupid stuff. Then when J was leaving, I was like, "Sure, don't give me a hug goodbye." I kinda mumbled it, and I was just kidding. But then to my surprise he actually gave me another hug. XD I was in an awkward position, so he just gave me a one-armed hug and I didn't hug him back. About 15 minutes later me and two other girls got up to leave. De kept flirting with the one, even though she has a boyfriend, and he gaver her a hug. Then he gave the other girl a hug. (though she's really annoying) I was on the bleacher above them, and to my utter surprise, he stepped up and gave me a hug.

Like I said before, I had talked to him briefly maybe 5 times before, but we didn't really know each other that well. I knew him better than Z though. Anyways, he stomped pretty much on my foot when he was giving me a hug, I was standing on the bleacher instead of the crack between the bleachers.

Me: "You're stepping on my foot." -_- (we're still hugging for whatever reason and I'm about to almost fall, so I step down to the crack XD)
De: *steps down too, still hugging me* "I know, I did it on purpose."

That hug was like two or three seconds. >.< And he was kind of choking me while we were hugging. :S

Anyways, so there's my eventful night!! XD Please comment on either or both! (preferably first one if only one)

Guys, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, sorry for making that so long.

[peapcd]

Holy pooper doodle thats long.

[greysilence]

I know. It was twice the size, but I shortened it as much as possible.

[Zeee]

I know. :( It was twice the size, but I shortened it as much as possible.

I read it :P


/loves helping

Ummm... I would give you an answer, but Im in the process of putting up my own HUGER story that no one will probably read. :P After im done i'll think about what I can do to help.

[greysilence]

Okay. And once yours is up I'll read is and try to help you as well. XD