Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

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[Athaerys]

Dear L,
Can you please just listen to reason for once? Or are you too tired to? Yes I know how bad of a situation you are in, but the way you want to handle it is not an option. Its never an option and I dont see how it could be. Im staying by your side until you listen to what Im saying. Look at what youre doing. Youre pushing everyone away. Youre pushing me away, R left because you pushed her away, V is who knows where. Its just a cycle. You attempt something, I stop you, we are happy for like 4 days then we do the same thing over and over. Its getting old. Im getting tired. Im getting tired of everything. Cant you see how this is harming everyone else around you? Or how youre acting? Or what messages youre sending with your actions? Then again, Im an emotional wreck who ruins everything so believe me or not. Your choice. You dont listen to whatever anyone says at all, so you probably wont listen to what I say at all. I dont think youve ever listened to anyone at all.. Youre pushing me away L, do you really want to be alone? Because if you do, then keep pushing me away. I cant handle this much for long. Youre choice.

-Your Ex

[Yubel Fated]

Dear Dark Nature,

I don't think you come on all that often anymore. How are you? Are you still into
The Devil Is A Part-Timer and Kid Icarus: Uprising? If not, I wonder what you're
into now. It hasn't been that long, but it has been awhile.

If you aren't coming onto Chickensmoothie anymore, I sincerely wish you the best
in whatever you're doing now.

An old concerned friend,
WinterSerperior.


Dear Demon,

I'm sorry we lost all contact with each other. I didn't know that my 3DS
was going to be stolen. I just hope the schmuck that got it deleted your
friend code in the process before it was sold to someone else.

You still aren't able to get onto your Fanfiction.net account either are you?
Both Maniac and I miss you so so much. Daisy and Kayla miss you too.

I hope we can form Demshakaydaniac again in all our marysuish glory.
That was fun, and i'm sure you'd like my new friend Phoenix as well too!
Its been five whole years since you, Maniac and I became friends. Isn't
that crazy?

Anyway, I can't make this too long.

We love and miss you lots,
WinterSerperior

[RaliaTheWolf]

Dear Friend,
Can I even call you that anymore? 'Friend'? I'm pretty forgiving and I roll with the punches, but honestly you're about to step over the line into dangerous territory. What's that? You haven't done anything? Well, have I got a list for you! *Ahem* *Rolls out long piece of paper*
-You have gotten between me and my best friend and now I hardly can talk to her because you had to take my place
-You get angry with me when I hang out with someone other than you, but yet you hang out with other people all the time (especially my best friend, or shall I say ex-best friend)
-You gave me no grief when my dog died and even had the audacity to joke about him THE DAY AFTER HE PASSED AWAY. You also had to point out at least once a day how much you love your dog (whom you treat like trash) and rub in my face that you still have a dog
-You were taking said dog for a walk the other day and I decided to join you. He went crazy for whatever reason (probably because he's horribly trained) and wrapped his leash around my leg, cutting it the point where it will probably scar. It hurt something awful... I showed you what happened and what did you do? YOU LAUGHED. You also let your dog do this many more times, although those times I noticed it well in advance to be able to get out of the way... And you never even apologized...
-You copy everything I do! My lifelong dream is to be a vet... Until high school, you wanted to do something completely different. Now? You want to be a vet. I can tell you right now, if you can't handle spiders and other small, crawly things and animals being hurt, which you can't, you're never going to be able to handle what might come into your office. You also want to work together, which is NOT happening (and you had suggested a 'doggy daycare'). I have my plans for college all planned out. Strangely enough, you have those exact same plans... I rejoined two clubs this year that you have had absolutely zero interest in before, and suddenly you join them too? Coincidence? I think not!
There are COUNTLESS other things you've done to me that friends definitely should not do to one another... Why haven't I broken this off yet? If our moms weren't such great friends, I would have, and if you keep pushing my limits, I might do it anyway...
You would be so much better if you just acted like yourself instead of trying to be a copy of me... I wish you could see that...
So, friend? Maybe not... How about I call you acquaintance from now on... You can call me your 'best friend' all you want, but until you start treating me like your best friend, you won't be mine.
~Your 'acquaintance',
Ralia

[crabs!]

dear, friend acquaintance .

look, i know what i said about you was not right
in your eyes, but i don't regret saying it. in fact,
everyone actually agrees, no matter how much i hate
to say it. you call me worse, anyways, so why did
it bother you that much? were you surprised that
i actually spoke up to you instead of letting
you treat me like trash? oh well. i expected
you to take it as a joke, as you joked around about
that stuff all the time, in a dark,"humorous" way, which
i wasn't really alright with, but with your demanding
and loud personality, there was nothing i could do to
stop it. i just accepted you being furious at me, and
when you talked bad about me behind my back, i just
tried to keep my calm about it, which i was able to do.

until now. you decided to target your new 'friend' whom
is also an extremely close friend of mine, just because
she's a lesbian? what is wrong with you!? you lied about her
being 'inappropriate' towards you at a party, and then
started spreading rumors about her and talking about
her in derogatory, homophobic ways. you know, she lost some
close friends because of your horrible lies, and now, i may be
the only person she can trust. i hope you know how hated you
are right now, by me, MY friend, and many others.
i'm sorry that i'm not sorry.

much, much 'love',
k.
(sorry it's so long, i had to get this off my chest.)

[RaliaTheWolf]

Dear A,
I know that you're hurting, and that those people are awful to you, but you keep trying something that will just make it worse. I've never met you in person, but I know that you're a beautiful person and I would hate to lose you... I don't know what else to tell you. I've just about given all the advice I have, but you don't seem to be listening to it...
I'll keep trying to help though. You'll get through this. You're strong.
~Your friend,
Ralia

Dear M,
I haven't heard from you in a while... Honestly I'm really worried. Are you okay? Where have you been these past few months?
I miss talking to you, even if we haven't talked a lot before...
~Your friend,
Ralia

Dear L,
I haven't really talked to you in a while either! How's life? You graduated this year... I hope that college will be better for you...
You know, you introduced me to a ton of people through one little group chat called "We Are Family"... I don't know if I thanked you for that... I'm still not sure why you did it... I mean, I'm glad; those people are like my family now, but I still don't know why? Was it simply because we were good friends and you wanted me to meet your other good friends? Or was it something more?
I still remember how we met...
I was just going along, scrolling through IG, when I saw a really nice, uplifting picture. The caption though... You were trying to help everyone else stay strong and be happy, but you needed someone to help you be strong and happy. So I commented a little message... I could probably still find it if I looked hard enough! And that's how it all began. Did you want me to help all of those other people too?
I'll do my best.
~Your friend,
Ralia
P.S. You ARE beautiful, and I'll keep telling you that until you believe it.

[IQuit;;]

l,

are you ok?? please answer me. i'm very worried about you and i hope you're ok.
if you see my messages i hope all the kitten pictures make you feel better at least.


your "meem partner in crime" who really really wants you to be ok,
oLLIE

[Kyleeowens24]

If only he knew that there is just something about him. I can't get him out of my head and I just wanna hug him and talk to him and... ugh. If only knew.

[lisica,]

grandad
i want to tell you that i love you and i want to look after you. i am sorry that i only think of you on your anniversary or the days leading to your birthday or whenever i hear your favourite song. im sorry i sometimes forget your name. i am sorry that i never met you and im sorry you had to go through everything you did. you were so brave. you were an amazing man. i've never heard anyone say a bad thing about you. i know mum misses you just now. so does p, on my birthday i heard her talking to mum and j about you and gran. i want to be able to say that i miss you but quite frankly that's not possible- i don't even know what you looked like. so instead i'll say i missed out on you and gran. mum was five months pregnant with me when you passed. just another four months and you would have seen me and i you. i missed out on you. i love you. the family misses you. did you know that r thinks you've been reincarnated as s? i find that really really comforting. i really have missed out on you

i love you so so so much, happy birthday for monday,
love granddaughter

[Guest]

Dear mom,
I wish you would understand that I'm not ignoring you because I don't love you, I just don't feel well enough to talk to you right now. I'm feeling really tired and stressed lately and talking to you is too draining for me, sometimes you tend to be a really tiring person and I can't handle that right now... I know that you're my mom and you worry about me, but I didn't expect to receive from you over 100 messages in one hour! I see that you're worried now that I'm not living with you anymore, but you have to calm down please! I am fine just like I told you a thousand times today and if you can't find a limit by yourself I'll have to keep ignoring your messages!
You want me to reply every time you message me and I agree with that, not answering might worry you, but it's a bit absurd to expect me to talk to you 24/7!
When I moved out I knew that you would message more frequently, but I was expecting something more like... 3 times a day? I'm already struggling enough with having to do everything to keep both the house and my life together and to survive with all this loneliness. At least you have my dad, my dog and my sister, I don't have ANYONE here. And no, you messaging me doesn't make me feel less lonely, it makes me feel sad and tired. You telling me things that I have to do is not the same as sitting in my bed, hugging my dog and chatting about some random fictional character with my sister.
And now you dragged my dad into this and now he is also being annoying and messaging me all the time. Now I'm not only sad and tired with all that has been going on but also very upset and even more tired because I have to deal with two people throwing in my face more and more things to do every single day.
No mom, going to the gym is not a priority for me now. Neither is buying cute furniture or visiting all the historical places. I have to deal with tests right now and have to do a lot of paperwork for college. I also need to clean the house every day and cook 3 times a day. I need to be careful not to use too much money because I'm constantly scared that I might run out of it and if I do there is no way I can get it anytime soon. I need to deal with my loneliness and the fact that I'm slowly freaking out and diving deep into depression again. I need to worry about eating the right things and taking all my meds so I won't get sick in a place where I can barely say hi and excuse me.
I don't need to worry about silly things right now, just let me go to the gym or buy cute things when I get those other things together, I can't be worrying about that right now.
When you throw more responsibilities on my face it doesn't make me think "wow, there's so much to do, let me do it", it actually makes me think "I'm not gonna make it, why even bother?"
Just please let me breathe and figure things out, PLEASE