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[MoonStone00]

I really nee to post this...
My cat xena is 14 years old..thats really old for a cat. She is starting to devolp issues like pain in her hund legs and fetting the start of cataracts.. i dont think she has much time left with me but ive had her since i was 6... she is literally my best friend and like emotional support system.she cheers me up on my worst days.
She is slowly starting to wither away on me and i cant stand to watch it. Im getting panic attacks constantly now because i know soon i wont jave her to come sleep with me and love me and cheer me up. And i know this sounds so silly but she really is my baby as i have raised her... i had to feed her and everything. I cant bare the thought of loosing her. ;-;
Im so upset and scared im gonna wake up soon and she will be gone.

[cloud cover]

I feel awful
School was cancelled last Friday, so the place I've been working at for a whole 2 weeks now called me in and asked if I wanted to work, I thought it would just be a few hours but nope, I worked 8 hours that day without a lunch because I figured I wouldn't need one. Then 12 hours both Saturday and Sunday. It was the second worst weekend of my life.
Now I have two huge tests tomorow, I guess I get the math but our teacher assigned so many questions, it feels impossible to finish them by tomorow, and she'll be checking them, she has such unrealistic expectations, because honestly if I did everything she assigned us for homework it would take me about 4 hours every day, and for this specific set of questions, probably even more. I honestly could not fit that in, all I did on the weekend was work and sleep.
And this history test is suposed to be really hard, and judging by the questions he gave us, most of it isn't even what we learned about in class. He actually told us that our class average was too high, and this test was going to bring it down a lot. The only reason everyone did so well on our last test was because he made it really easy and structured to study for, and this test is like, nope lol just study whatever. If it's going to be harder, I know I'm going to do really poorly.

I actually told my mom the truth about my schoolwork for once, and now she won't stop hovering, and giving out "helpful" suggestions, and occasionally yelling at me when I'm off task, like that's going to help a lot. All it's doing is irritating me to the point where I just don't want to study anymore.

It just feels like all I ever do is work. I never do anything fun. I don't even know what id do for fun, lately everything just seems really bland and uninteresting and boring. I feel like I'm left out of everything at school, I hear everyone talking, but I'm not apart of any of the conversations. My best friend and I have grown apart so much it's like we're not even friends anymore. I feel like I have no friends all the time, even though I know that's not true. It just feels weird telling my friends anything because none of us are close anymore. I just want someone to talk to and hang out with all the time, someone who I can call when I'm stressed out and who will offer to help me out, or to do something fun with me to get my mind off things.
Anyway that's it I guess. I should probably get back to studying.

*hugs and gives candy* it's gonna be all right in the end. i know that honestly everyone says that, but i'm sure that it's true. i know that you'll do great on your tests since it seems like you're putting a lot of time and effort in your schoolwork. don't put yourself down you're gonna be fine. as for your friends, i know what it's like. my best friend of 2 years has moved schools, and sometimes i feel alone and left out as well. i'm positive you'll find the right friends that you can talk to (and on cs, of course!) i wish you the best of luck on your tests (you're gonna ace them!) and i hope you have a great day/night.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm so heartbroken
Its been over 8 years since we had a holiday with lots of family at my grandma's house
And that was when my other grandma who died was alive and to make matters worse my grandpa ( once married to my dead grandma) and my uncle who is my grandma who died 's son is coming too
So much for a non emotional holiday : (

[heir]

I feel sick.
Everything hurts.
I feel like I a burden to everyone I know and love.
I'm sorry to bother you too.
But can I please have a hug?
I'm sorry.

[Lincoln]

I feel sick.
Everything hurts.
I feel like I a burden to everyone I know and love.
I'm sorry to bother you too.
But can I please have a hug?
I'm sorry.

*Hugs* You are not a burden. You are an amazing individual who makes up one part of this world. Have faith, you will reach happy times, you just have to fight for it. Look for the good things in life. Enjoy doing what you love. I'll always be here for you, remember that. If you ever need a hug, my door is always open.

Guys... I'm debating cutting my hair short. BUT IM SO NERVOUS AURGH!

[my sweet piano]

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Guys... I'm debating cutting my hair short. BUT IM SO NERVOUS AURGH!

*hug* Just do what you think is right for you! I got my hair cut very short, and i was nervous, but i loved it and still do! Don't be nervous; just do what you feel like doing :3

[topazstar]

Hi
Um, so I'm not sure if this counts, or if this is insignificant compared to others' problems, but here goes.
So, um, me and one of my best friends (lets say A) were getting kind of annoyed (not like, properly!) because someone (a friend, lets say B) was singing this really annoying song. I joked that I was going to steal one of her things and walked out and moved her bag to a further peg on the same wall that it had been on, and went and sat down. B looked really angry and went in the direction I had come, while A and I laughed about what I had done. B called A an unnecessary name and then the school bell went. Oh- B also kind of hit me on the head (not like SERIOUSLY hard or anything but tbh it kind of hurt a little when she did it- and you can't say that that was in any way necessary). When I went to get my bag, I saw she had moved onto the floor, a little further than where I put hers (haha, very funny. I wasn't mad at that, it was just kind of amusing- after all, imitation is the highest form of flattery!! )

So A and I usually try and annoy B- not in a mean way, just teasing or joking about something like friends do. And sometimes B would overreact and sometimes swear a little. But then the thing that annoyed me is that B would just forget what had happened after like no time at all and pretend everything was fine. I mean, if she had just sworn at someone I don't think she should just act as if nothing happened?? IDK. And then we'd be fine again and then B would get annoyed again- a cycle.

But now it's all confusing because I'm having a birthday party at the weekend and I don't want anything to go wrong. There's already an argument going on between 2 people that are coming, I don't want there to be another! Especially as it's my party, that would be really awkward. I don't want any tension!! It's a party!! But at the same time, I don't want to just pretend that nothing happened like everyone normally does because I don't think it's fair how B reacted. I don't want to just overlook it because that always happens! Any advice?

(oh also if anyone has any good ideas for what to do at a party...)

[spooks.]

I feel sick.
Everything hurts.
I feel like I a burden to everyone I know and love.
I'm sorry to bother you too.
But can I please have a hug?
I'm sorry.

you are not a burden. do not ever tell yourself that or let any one else tell you that.

*Hugs*

[quitting<3]

my grandfahter has dimensia, along with parkinsons disease and it is slowly immobilizing him and taking away
his memories.

recently he forgot who my uncle (on my mother's side) was, when he came to visit.

he freaked out and thought his room was being invaded and when me and my family followed in
he calmed down.

we explained who he was but he still didn't remember him.

it hurts me to see him like this.

it hurts me to think that he will forget who i am within months.

he wasn't always the kindest man, but he is family and i love him... i don't want to loose another
grandfahter.

it scares me so much.

i don't want to loose anyone else.

living in denial that he will always remember me wont help either.

i'm such a baby for complaining about this..

[נוריאל]

Could I get a PM?