Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Soul & Spirit]

Dear most people,

Just because someone is small doesn't mean they can't pack a punch.
Or stand up for themselves.
Or others.
Don't touch my friends.

-Shade

[VenomPhoenix]

Dear friend,

Why do I find myself resenting you so much? I don't know. I don't want to. I don't feel like I'm good enough or that I mean anything to you at times. Okay, most of the time. Is that it? I'd kind of like to resolve this before one of us gets hurt, but I feel like I can't talk to you anymore like I used to. You'll either get very defensive, or I'll hurt you. I know it's stupid for me to get upset about this, but I am. And I know for sure we can't keep doing this long-term; it's only a matter of time until something snaps. You're one of the very few people in my life that I've never snapped at before, but I get the feeling it's not going to be like that for much longer.

A part of me feels like such a mean jerk for feeling like this, but I honestly can't help it. I don't want to push you away. I really don't. Especially with all the trust I've given you. But I'm starting to get very frustrated with you.

We used to be such good friends. Did something change? Was it me? Or did I just overthink this whole thing like I always do, and thought we were closer than we really were? Are we really best friends forever?

~A troubled Kat

This ain't about me, is it bro?

EDIT: oh wait you've snapped at me before so no it isn't

[LaceyMae]

Dear life,
You suck and I hate you. So there.
~A

Dear H,
I feel like I need to do something about you, but I don't have the courage to. Why must you be so amazing?
~A

Dear M and D,
tonight is the exact reason I don't share personal stuff with you guys. I mean geez.
~A

[yfish]

god. you.
i crumble to bits when i am within ten feet of you and my legs turn to jello. my mind switches off and i feel like, falling to the ground like ryoshi-kun and hiding under my hands, mumbling under my breath. i feel like mey-rin, clumsy and falling all over the place.
my own friend pointed out that i was acting awkward. they come to me for relationship advice and how to be calm(even though i have never dated)!
when I see you speed by my mom's car as i am driven to school in the freezing temperatures, that would cause me to have a asthma attack, i smile and i can hear colbie calliat's voice in my head, singing. i place my hand against the window for just a second. i want to wait out at the entrance of my neighborhood when the weather warms up and chase after you.i don't sound like i am in high school. god there i am being awkward.

when i met you at m-----'s party, i thought 'he's kinda cute' then that one dare with r---, i closed my eyes because i felt awkward and i did not want to be like the other girls, gawking.
and i swear, they just wanted to mess with my mind, they dared me to kiss you. i felt slightly awkward about it but hen a------ had to go and ask, 'b------, have you even kissed someone yet?' that moment i frowned for second and turned the her and said, 'nope' then all the girls had to grab me and stroke my head saying ' your first kiss can't be at a party!it has to be special' i am older than most of them, and definitely more mature. i wanted to punch them and scream curse words. 12 year olds got to kiss people on the cheek. 12.
and I ran away from the game, to make sure i did not feel any more embarrassed. i hid under a table for the next thirty minutes until my mom picked me up. why'd she have to do that?
then m----- went ahead nad dated you. i was disgusted at that. i thought 'seriously, we are friends and you dared me to kiss him, then decided to date him'
and then at jpop, those post cards. i gave you my cherry blossom(based on the drawings in volume 8 of blackbird) and you gave me your little random unicorn card.
i even asked her what she thought if i liked you. she said nbd. that just made me want to hide more.

your the extrovert to my introvert. your the social to my antisocial. your the edward to my winry. your the ling yao to my lan fan. you are the mustang to my hawkeye. you are the (original) greed to my martel. you are the perfect fit. and the spaces in my fingers seem they will never belong there without yours to fill the gaps. crudsicle,i am crying.

i just want to be able to lean against you and not feel so alone in this world. listening to jason levy's cover of taylor swift's safe and sound make me think of you and wish i could see you.

i am falling. and falling hard.



~that awkward girl that shuffles her feet when she is nervous

i miss that

now you just leave me in the dirt. hiding my tears everyday. i gave you so many chances and you ignored every single one. i sit here breaking down thinking.

i hate kisses and all of that intimate couple stuff. i told you why but you still wanted those stupid kisses. even when you knew i didn't. aren't relationships supposed to be nice and equal. to me it just fell that my mom drove us around while you never got me a real gift i like i got you. you never came up with an idea of something to do. you did not come see me in the production and when you did you sat with another girl the whole time.

HOW COULD YOU BE SO CRUEL?!

i felt like that about you once. and i now feel like i could not fall in love again. i just want to be able to cry in front of alyssia(a------) . hey she is dating raul(r---) now and the have been dating for nearly four months

speaking of anniversaries... why did you ignore me on our third month. yah it seems pointless but this was my first relationship. thanks for ruining this relationship...... and why do you text me a week after we break up "hey". how am i supposed to respond to that?!

you walk home with morgan all the time and i guess you are going to her party. maybe i should crash that and have alyssia help. ruin your night like your ruined my nights spent crying for what i lost.

i wrote adorable little poems but now i just want to cry and watch them burn.


i hated that first kiss. complete invasion.


i just want a hug.and a whole array of anime characters who have had bad break ups.

and never to talk to you again. run and hide. find someone who understands.


you acted like you respected my boundaries but you were just shoving against them trying to shatter the things that barely keep my life together. shatter it like glass. i just wish it was plexi glass to every time you hit it you could feel my pain. the word no means NO!

no when my mom is not home you are not coming over.
no i am not going to kiss you in the middle of the hall.
no i am not going to let you kiss me like that.

i prefer my mother's trust.
i prefer my homework grade.
I PREFER MY OWN SELF RESPECT!!!!!
dont ever try to take that from me. i already don' have enough confidence or respect of hope or bravery. i wont break my own rules.

you never respected my fear. you never gave me time to heal.(yeah, i needed to heal from him and will always need to until my eighteenth birthday. than i can start to heal.)



AND DRAMA IS MY LIFE!!! I am stage tech and will always bee. all of my friends there hold me up and hug me. we have inside jokes no one could ever understand they respect me more than i respect my self. you are not allowed to take me a away from that.
as i said this is part of my life and and if you cant respect that then we cant fit. I cant believe you could not respect the most important thing in my my life to me other than family and close friends AND YOU!


no i have one piece of advice for my friend s who ask about dating
don't do it
too painful. too much. to demanding. it is not what we all hear about.


now i am just here falling to pieces like the boundaries you tried so hard to break

my head hurts from crying so much because of this shattered heart still in my chest.

just down try to talk to my it not going to stop the bleeding.

you were part of me and i was part of you and you yanked that part away from me

you got her just as you wanted. back to walking home with morgan everyday. did yo ever walk with me to walk with me or was it to have reason to walk with morgan. i hate her so much. AND YOU now you walk with her everyday and did you get her coffee like you "promised" on my date with you! you live in complete opposite direction from me and and morgan. you used to have to work and not be with me.



i just saw this and it baffled me. it is so true.

You again,

I never wanted it to end this way. But it did. I still like you, I guess. You didn't completely ruin that. You let me leave without a fight, though, and that hurt. So, tell me...
What happened to forever?

-The girl you will never hear from again

SO tell me what did happen to forever.


little fragments of my heart are somewhere in there. somewhere.






why? why does it hurt so much? why did you have to do this? why can't i cry in front of my friends? why did you have to take my identity? why aren't there enough tears? why am i still upset?




am i the damage one? the one whose fault it all is?

What is LOVE ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry everyone for my long post. i had to get it out. i had to see it.

[wolfsong-mapleflame]

Dear creep who put a not in the door to out bus.
I hope you realize there is at least 75 people there. Why send a note saying 'hot (school name) person. I am watching you" when thre is so many?
Really, it's just creepy.
From, #78.

[FlameWolfe22]

Dear Phillip,
I am sending this as a confession of my like for you... That sounds lame. Anyways, you are awesome and great. You a handsome, friendly, flirty, and generous. You have always been respectful, even when I would call you "Prince Phillip" because of sleeping beauty. I think you reciprocate my feelings, as you are never-endingly caring towards me. You are constantly complimenting me and making me feel very special. I wish you hadn't moved away to North Carolina.

~Kenzie

[silky.moth.is.gone]

Dear _________,

I don't know what to do. So I'm hugging my kitty. I love you but am embarrassed to say anything. *hugs cat tightly *
Please understand
Silky~

[paragon]

Mi madre,

Lo bueno de mi día nunca te involucre y eso no puedes ver. ¿Por qué? Hay algo que no funciona en tu cerebro.

Tu hijo.

[deer,]

it would be nice to tell the world my problems, have a physical hug and feel love from someone. not having judgment and being able to be be me. i wish i wasn't me, a while back i wouldn't have cared what people though. i would have put my hair up and wore sweats and not have a care in the world. i would allowed myself to be me, be myself. i'm sick of lying to myself, but every time i try and explain what i am feeling i always get shot down. "no you're fine", "it doesn't matter", some just laugh. next day they ask me why i'm upset, or if i'm depressed or bipolar. i mean if they would just listen to me, so far out of the three people i've told only one of them accepts me, the other one listened, and the one that i expecting to care the most just laughed. that's like a slap in the face. thanks for caring. i'm just done. i don't want to go see my therapist as he tries and tells me that there's nothing wrong. i'm sorry, but there is something wrong. sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry. what am i sorry about, i don't need to be sorry . being sorry is not what i'm supposed to be. i'm supposed to be this strong person, i'm supposed to be that person. i want to be that person that doesn't cry, doesn't have these mood-swings, who doesn't let everything get to here. in the end i'm some fragile being with no hope, no future. i wish i could curl up and die. why can't that happen. no one would miss me, no one would care. no one would understand me. all i want is to be understood, and yet i'm never. i'm just not accepted, understood, wanted. i need to gift people ...

[~*Reeses*~]

Dear Ex Boyfriend,

You were probably the worst boyfriend I ever had. You lied to me, manipulated me and might as well have cheated on me. You made some of my friends not like me, as well as some of your own. You made me believe you over my friends and family, making me blind from what the relationship was. You would brag about how you weigh less than me and how you can eat a ton and not gain an ounce. You distracted me in class, making my grade drop and make the teacher not like me as well as the rest of the people in our class hate me. You turned some of my good guy friends into people they're not and persuaded them into doing things that could ruin their life. Overall, you made me hate every inch of you inside and out.
But, being the senseless teenage girl I am, I still find it hard to get you out of my head. We dated over a year ago and I still find myself dreaming of you and craving to be near you. You look at me with those eyes and do things to my head that makes me want to hate you but I just can't. I want you to be mine again and only mine. But, at the same time, I want to hate your living guts and never see your face again. I wish you'd just tell me what you're thinking so I can either confirm that I need to hate you and never want to see you again or to confirm that I need you. ._.

Sincerely,
Your confused, emotional, jealous, outraged, hopeful Ex Girlfriend.

Dear Mom,

I wish I could make you happy. Impress you, make you proud of me, make it so that you don't have to lie to your friends and out family about me. I wish I could be that perfect daughter you imagined that has exceptional grades and does everything as she is told. I'd do anything to be that daughter for you so that you could finally be happy. I'd do anything to make it so that you had found a good guy before having me so that you didn't have to do everything alone. I'd do anything to make you not be in pain all the time. You deserve so much better than me as a daughter and I am sorry.

Sincerely,
Your daughter.

Dear Person a Thousand Miles Away,

I wish you knew how much I care for you. How much I love you.
You say how I will never understand your sadness and pain that you live through everyday. You say how I will never make you truly happy and that I should give up because you're such a lost cause.
I know I hurt you a while ago and I wish I hadn't. I had such feelings for you and it confused me. How could a high school girl comprehend how much love she feels for someone she has never met in person? She can't. I had to end things before I hurt you even more or before I hurt myself. Had I known that what I said would make you think you never want to speak to me again, I would have never spoken a word about it. But, I didn't know. When you said that you thought we shouldn't talk to each other anymore, I thought my heart tore in half and lit itself on fire. I was so sad and so angry. I had guilt tripped you because I was hurt. I wanted you to say something that'd make me hate you so I wouldn't have to feel this hurt in my chest. Being the selfish teenage girl I am, I ended up making you beg for us to continue speaking. Now I only feel guilt and the longing for the feelings you once had for me.
Now, knowing that I hurt you so bad and am one of the causes to you feeling like this all the time, I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could spare you the pain. I wish you never had to meet me and had never have to deal with the emotions that comes with getting to know me.
I hope you figure out how bad I am for you and end this friendship because I will always be the selfish and arrogant girl I am now.
I am so sorry.

Sincerely,
Someone who can't live without you