TheComfortCorner | V.8

[kishu.]

i'm not helping.
i'm invisible.
i'm not supportive.
i know that too well.
it's all my fault.
even if it may not seem like it
everything's all my fault.
everything's going to fall apart.
and it's all because of me.
i don't want you to let me go.
please.
don't die on me.
you make me happy.
my table's soaked in tears,
so is my shirt.
my heart is completely fractured.
it's all my fault.
everything.
i hate myself.
all i ever wanted to do was just help..

[/////]

I wanna scream at my male friend quickly.. so angry

[woes]

Can't wait for my mom to point out the bags under my eyes and question why i'm awake.
Good people sleep. I don't deserve to have my needs met. I should be awake.
I'm staying awake.

[Winstalgia]

why would you do that.

It's fine if it was just about me but you shouldn't tell a roomful of people what he has told me, it's none of their (or yours) damn business.

For once someone actually likes me as well, and I don't wanna lose him, so keep your mouth shut when you're around everyone.

[/////]

I was hearing from someone that my male friend won't give a damn if bad stuff will happen to me.. so happy...

[will byers]

i barely got sleep last night, i had the worst allergy attack

how am i supposed to function if you expect me to give you my all?
im too tired to even talk

roleplay requires so much concentration and ive been keeping you waiting, if i make you wait one more day a fight is bound to happen

yet if i dont talk to you i get yelled at, so what am i supposed to do?

[Vulcriptic1]

how about you stop hurting my friends.

you ruined his life because of your needs, you know?

just shut up. your not worth it anymore.

[molotov]

i’m so tired of being alone..

[Wings.mov]

I have to be busy busy busy so I don't think.
Too bad I'm so worn out all the time I can't bring myself to do anything
Like do that homework assignment. Like do that project. Like eat. Like sleep.
Just enough energy to be able to be sad all the time.
It's so weird to realize after all this time of "No, I'm not like that" that you just may be "like that".
I don't remember the last time I was happy.
Just think think think about my life even though everything is fine fine fine.
How selfish do I have to be to have this good life and still hate everything about me??
Maybe if no one else cared about me it'd be so much easier to hate myself.

[waggy]

I feel like I post here too much but I just have to vent to myself...

I hate dysphoria so much jesus christ
I hate my voice today why is it so high and girly, especially in recordings?
I was listening to pentonix today and I absolutely love avi kaplan but I despise the fact that my voice isn’t anything near to his.I really hope my voice deepens when I’m on T.
Second of all, I hate my height immensely.I feel really dysphoric at school because I have a lot friends that are significantly taller than me
Lastly, I just wish I was cis.That’s my only dream, the only thing I want.I know crying won’t get me anywhere but I do it everyday because I’m sick and tired of living like this, but then I stop and hold the tears in because it makes me feel more dysphoric bc ‘crying isn’t for guys’