by regular; » Tue Oct 18, 2016 12:58 pm
dear r,
get. over. me. but if you already are, which it seems like it, then grow up and tell me. i won't lash out like you like a crazy ex, i just want the truth and if you're too messed up to give me honesty then i'm done with you. i hate that i love you and i wish i never met you and your ugly insides. you treat other girls better, and by that i mean you actually talk to them. oh how i absolutely hate my feelings. if i would've just gotten over you the first time without second guessing everything, maybe you'd just be another person i used to know in the halls. you have broken my heart into a million pieces and i don't know which one of those pieces to follow because even after all the bruises and scars you still abuse my heart and own it. stop. someone please just tell me what you want.
- a, that is, if you even care about who i am anymore
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dear c,
it's become clear to me. i love you. so much more then r. i will never treat you badly, not how i've been treated lately. man, i wanna tell you. and i can, because i know you well enough to know you won't leave me. first i need to know your feelings for s.a, so i know who you're trying to go for. you aren't just my best friend, you are my inspiration, motivation, happiness and joy.
- your unknown secret admirer <3
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dear j,
it's getting extreme. i accept your bisexuality, and that you like me being the same gender, but you are my best friend and this feels wrong. you are so unreasonable and are attached to me as a dog is attached to his toy. "can you ask your mom if you can come over after school? I'll just tell my busdriver you're coming." when you know i have a small phobia of busses. remember today when me and h were partners for the assignment? you said, "you and me? partners?" as i explained, you then proceeded with, "you're always with h tho". i lost it. stop before we lose a friendship. be loyal to your boyfriend.
- a friend with mixed messages
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dear body insecurities,
hope you packed! my feelings about you are over and i'm kicking you out c; my body is perfect.
- your ex-victim, a