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[anathema]

i've been trying to keep my
grades up but i can't, i can't
do it. i'm shaking right now,
i can't breathe . . . i'm so so
scared of the future because
that may not exist. my gpa's
an 89 right now because of
my stupid math and science
classes. i'm close to failing
geometry and my bio grade
isn't too far in tow. the end
of the quarter is coming up
and i'm not going to make
honor roll, i'm a mess, and i
just can't stop crying.

[EncyOf]

don't you just love it when you can literally feel the respect you once had for a person drain out of you

I totally understand.
I had a friend once, who I thought was one of my best friends. I thought we'd always be friends. Plus, she was the only friend I had who lived in my neighborhood... At first, she was super nice to me and my best friend. (For convenience, I'll call them Friend 1 and Friend 2.) So, Friend 1 was on our 'Popularity Level' which was basically as unpopular as it gets... But eventually, over time, she wanted to be popular. She started dragging me into her weird gossip and rumor-starting and stuff, and I narrowly avoided Life Boat (basically Detention, but during lunch and recess) on multiple occasions. Then, she started ditching me for a popular girl and started rumors about me and Friend 2. Then, she moved away. And we were left with the rumors she started. I had to become this tough, emotionless husk of a girl just so I wouldn't get hurt...

So lately I've been feeling really distant and sad. I don't write anymore, I've noticed my interest in school's gone away and I don't even roleplay on CS like I used to. I don't know why I'm changing like this and it makes me really scared and confused. I've lose interest in things I want to love. I also feel really overwhelmed and anxious because of everything happening in my personal life. I can't find comfort in reading, CS, games, or anything I love. I just want to feel like I'm happy and enjoying myself but I can't. I don't know what to do or what's happening.

I feel like life's being really unfair towards me and giving me all these problems. I have loads of pressure from my family to do well in school, which I'm not doing well in, my friends are being disrespectful and I don't want to associate myself with them but I have no one else to go to, I feel inadequate and inferior to everybody and I just want everything to be normal and okay. I want to be happy again and make everyone else happy.

Help?

I feel you. At one point in my life, I had completely lost interest in pretty much everything. I fell into a sort-of depression, and my friends had no idea what was going on. My advice to you is to surround yourself with the people or things you love. If you have a pet (cat, dog, bird, horse, lizard, rat/mouse...) cuddle with it or spend some time with it. This might help improve your mood. As for school pressure, I'm going through the same thing. As long as you do your best, then you should be fine! And you should never feel like you are inferior to anyone! We are all human, and all creatures are equal. I hope this helps!

i've been trying to keep my
grades up but i can't, i can't
do it. i'm shaking right now,
i can't breathe . . . i'm so so
scared of the future because
that may not exist. my gpa's
an 89 right now because of
my stupid math and science
classes. i'm close to failing
geometry and my bio grade
isn't too far in tow. the end
of the quarter is coming up
and i'm not going to make
honor roll, i'm a mess, and i
just can't stop crying.

Hard work pays off. As long as you keep working hard towards bringing your grades up, things will turn for the better! Sometimes it helps to talk to a teacher or principal about it, if you can. Try and keep the stress out of your mind, and try to stay positive. It might feel like you're trapped under all the work and stress, and you might need to just clear your mind.

[abxy]

My anxiety is getting worse.

[Lincoln]

My anxiety is getting worse.

anxiety=frustratin & scary sorry for short reply. hope you start feeling less anxious •3•

[Ms. Procrastination]

So my mom just told me to kill myself...... Ugh can someone pm me?

[guy fieri]

ahahahah yes of course this sadness and anxiety is normal teenage behaviour.
regular breakdowns is normal.
i mean, she might not be dead.
but what if she is?
she was too young.

[caesou]

i feel so embarrassed at myself for always sleeping at 10:45 and not at nine. just feels depressing and i get so many things thrown in my face.
i also have to present something i haven't even worked on even though it's been TWO FREAKING WEEKS
i can't even enjoy myself anymore and all the games i would play just seem so far away now
and cs is one of those games

[BrainOnSka]

I've been fighting to change myself for the better to keep this friendship alive but my best friend just can't see it.. i mean looking back at my call log, 16 of my last phone calls were to her, and we talk an average of an hour or two each night. And yet she still claims she's not "Top priority" Even though she says that I don't need to call her.. We had a spat last night then we talked on the phone for an hour or two, just talked and I thought maybe just maybe everything was better and then log in to facebook this morning and find this message that reading back over it now it brings me to tears... How... How can I hold on when she just wants me to leave? How can I prove that I WANT TO stick it out? sorry that i ask a lot from you, maybe that's why you treat me the way you do, or let your phone die when we talk...i hardly ever get to see you. Why are we still friends?? That last part though.. It probably is my personality, I never keep friends more than a year because I always interupt and never let anyone else talk. But she stayed way longer than that. I love her like a sister. My entire family loves her more than her own family does. I. I'm just. I'm scared this is the beginning of the end. I've never had a friendship worth fighting for like this one is and now I'm losing the fight. Is it selfish to want her to stay? Because from what I read she doesn't want to be my friend anymore.. After so many years I knew it was bound to happen eventually.. I just didn't need it now....

[miss believer]

My friend (we'll call him G) is having some health problems. They can't figure out what's wrong with him, so he left school early today to take more tests. I'm really worried about him...;n;

[keiikue]

so i moved to california a few months ago bc of family issues, and lost all my friends. that itself had me be depressed, but i settled down and made some awesome friends. now i have to move to a new school. my old group of friends won't talk to me on anything (insta, skype, imessage, etc.), and i'm just really worried?? thanks for this thread. don't pm me please, just needed to get it all out.